Feelings

Long time since I woke up so early to do workout.. Feeling happy for sunrise, sweating and well :) he is still as cute.. Teeheheheeee... 

That's all.. And gearing myself for more sunset n sunrise photos :)

Sharing is Caring

Starting to share food that i prepare to work.. :)
Will always make some extra so people around me can try

So this is what i got for today:

with 3 drops of oil.. i fry my sliced mushrooms and halved tomatoes :)

The out come.. bottom with wild rockets, then my scramble egg with tomatoes n mushrooms, topped with a 1cm-thick pork honey glazed ham,, with generous amount of black peppers :)

made some extra, parents can eat too.. for this photo... do not deceived by lucky, he got his part before papa even get his hands on the sandwich ^_^

Feels happy seeing people enjoy my cook :) Without realizing, i am such a huge wild rockets fan.. I do not fancy the normal rockets but crazy over wild rockets :) It is time to be healthy
Came across this message in facebook:
I had this feeling.. sharing this quote to everyone.. I used to afraid of letting people know that i actually had crush.. but now.. who cares :) it was all just a sweet dream and nightmare.. Do not give up or hate everyone around just because of one person.. it wouldnt worth the outcome ^_^

The Spirit

another day of october.. pampering myself with hair mask n steambath with body butter..
have to insert the never give up spirit back to myself :) I must pull myself back :)

hold on and get up :)

been months since the last updates.. merely 5months.. my life was in a mess.. emotional break down.. past haunting.. erm dirty room? slow at work.. which i really feel sorry for my company.. my lack of attention to my works.. :( well things happen not because of one reason.. but multiple reasons.. words wrote can never be erased :)

been slacking since my last post.. seeing the weighing machine.. was another heart break.. not just was.. still is :( gained damn lotsa kgs since i work.. stress and gluttony.. went for body check up... phewww luckily no high blood pressure.. >< guess its time to do something about it :)

joined gym.. life is getting abit interesting :)

well life is getting better now.. october is the month of celebration wat :) mom's bday, buddies bday, october fest, halloween photoshoot, will be away this december and next yr for 2months :)

time to be positive back.. i can do it..
step one: clean room (in process)
step two: buy table
step three: buy white board
step four: find some side jobs
step five: make people around me happy :)
step six: ..............

its time to be balance :)

Hero Turned Weak

Its already may.. again, i've abandoned my blog for 2months.. dear blog, i'm sorry...

this month.. hero broke down twice.. *ouch*.. but we are lucky that both time we have angels helped us out.. once was after pei's bday celebration.. another one was this evening after work.. i'm really grateful having u guys helping me out.. and wow... i drove a man-moved car too.. the 3 hunks push the car back to the factory, while i helped hero by turning the wheels..

may is a fruitful month to me.. nephew 1st bday..

baby with his mommy aka my big sis.. *promised baby that i will buy him a crown.. and so i did :)

sis made him a year book.. cover used the cloth i bought for him on his 3rd month ^_^

u see.. my nephew is a real hunk-to-be, chew drumstick with style ok! :D

celebrate mothers' day.. i assume.. the dinner in double good was for mothers' day.. thou the restaurant named double good but quality for the food is double bad.. price was a burnt too.. rm178 for small lil steam fish, some very not tasty deer meat, a few pieces of vege, tofu and chicken or pork.. i cant remember because the food had not reason for me to remember.. not amazing.. with no wow.. personally.. if u wan2 go double good, you shud go to fong yuen.. taste better..

so looking forward to my trip.. another annual trip with my dear ss company.. going to meet noobs in singapore.. back kl for korean bbq.. then next go to meet liyit at mv.. then go back pg.. life is sinfully good :D i just love the way ppl tell me how they misses me and i feel the same.. :)

-peace-

~cinderella~

life lately pretty much can be compare to cinderella except that i will not have a fairy godmother *bidibi badibi boo*, no pumpkin, no ugly step sisters, no stepmother, no ugly fat lucifer.. but i cook, and take care of the baby with mom.. perhaps a modern cinderella.. comparing myself to cinderella because of my drink at Vintage Bulgaria, a German fine dining restaurant.. well not so fine after all..

me and my drink, Cinderella..

some typical fruit punch with very soury taste, one sip guarantee you will be awaken! anyway the my portrait snapped by peipei.. ^^ and yea, cinderella new time is no longer before 0000 but 0300.. hahaha

and this is the baby nephew i am facing everyday.. as cute as he may look but when he roars, even my dad will also runaway because he can be real scary :P

he wanted to get my dslr but i lent him my bandanna and lil toy camera. his cute puppy eyes..


ended up, he put my lil camera into his little mouth >.<"

and this is my life now, still wandering around and not finding jobs.. i changed... don't you agree? can't wait to review 60D.. but because of canon page very miscommunicating, i don't even know if i am eligible for 1week trial + 50% discount.. canon marketing malaysia should take note to this matter. failing to create a reliable POP would cause alot of trouble to the consumers.. zzz

~da next chapter~

so much of unpublished blogs.. but today i am not into posting those old bloody stories and untouched pictures,, lol.. *ahemmm* what about next chapter? actually i am not so sure of how my career going to be.. whatever it is,, many things happened this few months time.. finished my degree and waiting for upcoming convocation.. because of drainage.. erm what i meant was, i am BROKE! n salary yet to receive.. disappointment.. sigh..

not all that bad.. at least i had a blast at cameron with ss company, bkt tinggi and redang with cls friends.. feelings of happy and unhappy, but my laziness.. stopped me from filtering my pictures.. but its good that some of our bond r closer.. made a frame for my pictures.. and yes, my red slippers went to redang!

one of our sunset shot *snapped by melanie*

our nice jump shot! *snapped by angelene*


my lovely slippers and the chair... *emo-ing at more -more tea inn*


i was snorkeling and domo was diving ^__^


our gathering.. and kayc bday.. her lovely bday card.. ^__^


at pei's USM convocation..

my recent life.. with the babies.. my turn waiting for convocation, which i really not looking forward.. maybe i can feel the tiredness already.. but maybe peipei is right, on that day i will feel happier.. a good thing is that.. my family going with me.. but lucky hv to go lodging.. sobs.. T__T

my next chapter, will be.. whether i update my resume and try my luck on that branding company or continue my dream :(

~finally~

**CAUTION: all the below are just her rant, don't read if u don't want to bored til death**

things had been said n done.. finally ending of my misery.. thou mon is the last day but to me.. it ends here.. to the trip.. i was extremely excited over it but decision n feelings changed in just a glance when i c something i dun like.. many of my friends who know me well, will definitely know why i am not going because i never join a trip if i feel i cant enjoy.. perhaps some think one out of 20 is a small percentage but lets recall back our peribahasa "setitik nila, rosak susu sebelanga".. i would not cont much cos everyone deserves to enjoy that include the ----.. else i'll get the label as a pot calling a kettle black..

lotsa decision came into my mind a few hours ago.. i will cont another battle.. thx to primetime for getting me more friends.. but i lost 2 things in primetime as well, one of my biggest project which cost me more than anyone had pay me.. feelings towards primetime was like love and hate.. but i would like to make a conclusion that.. i love it more than hate it.. lessons learned, friends earned which is more than earning the huge amount of money because i know money can be earn by just working but not friends.. to some whom stood by me, thx alot.. emotionally i never show how emo i am but.. to be frank now, every minute of trying to hold the emotion was like holding a cutter n slice my flesh.. through primetime i can feel an upgrade in myself.. reflecting on how i dealt with previous issue n ptime.. all the above statements are my own feelings and this is the only place where i can write my heart out.. i shall focus more on my future

time to take another leap... to somewhere else *pic loaded by blogspot n taken by lumix*

~title-less~

i don't know what to put for title.. many things have been said and done lately.. took up a few challenges too.. a whole new experience and journey i would say.. suddenly i have 2 alternatives.. or mayb more.. not sure if i wan2 commit or not but not sure if i wan2 let go or not? other than this.. i would like to state and make the statement strongly that friends and acquaintance has a huge difference.. i don't work on demand nor bound to any instruction, so keep it short n clean.. else debarking shall be done.. my reaction towards a statement said by my friend during dinner was pretty big as i feel much annoyed n accused.. its not my job to babysit others and what more to an acquaintance?

this cake absolutely a MUST try at "boh tea plantation" a good match for the cream n cake :D

i wish for an enlightenment from any great people around me.. now what i have to do is to make my decision, finish ahleng's poster, layouts, finance and etc..

*gtg.. hv to sleep now as 7am need to b awake n need to reach 8AM SHARP.. sounds like i have no freedom... 2more weeks to end the pain.. byez

~ss company trip 2_part 1~

last thurs went up to cameron with my ss company to have our 2nd trip.. a getaway to release the stress and relax in the cooling place.. this trip we are pretty lazy to ss, mayb cos of the rain and makes us sleepy with that cold weather we keep staying in hotel.. hotel was damn cheap i would say, 2 double beds with a plasma tv.. awesome.. wahaha.. stayed 2nights here still cheaper than 1 night in port dickson.. but we still hearts PD :D

our 1st dinner, price and taste wise i would give 4/5 rating.. as for service.. 4.9/5.. lol


generous amount and tasteful prawn mantis at incredibly good price.. haha


me at magical rabbit land.. lol..

we went to pretty lotsa places also but.....some pics r in CR2 file which makes me pretty lazy to process it yet.. dats y this is part 1... but wait... i'm not yet done with this post..

at strawberry moments.. food rating below average.. but environment wise.. still ok *dunno y i like this pic alot.. lol*


at the pasar malam with my fav ice cream.. n my poor ss skill >.<"


our wonderful fresh salad breakfast *did i mentioned, we r staying in hotel.. haha but we have a multipurpose cooker,, will reveal it the next post*

went to boh tea plantation.. the driving experience to go there was scary+funny+awesome+stress+happy.. oh all sorts of feeling.. n most of all the satisfaction upon arrival with a phew~~ finally.. lol

company pic at entrance ^_^ *this pic is too nice to photoshop, yeahs saved time*


princess gloria and the 3 domos at boh tea plantation..

lol.. some natural shots while i was thinking of how to pose.. wahaha.. now i feel i look stupid with my hat.. lol *thx to bosses for snapping this*

too many pics to post.. but thats all.. need to go out settle pretty much stuff.. hp need to service.. need to take laptop out to help my fren's assignment n settle another deal.. wahahaha.. byez

btw i'm working on my portfolio website.. hehe.. i got my own domain already :D *pls congrats me*

~call me noob~

never had i thought that i was totally cut off.. call me noob for being so naive and thought everything is back to normal.. i never ask for respect but at the same time pls don't sarcast me or fake things around.. somehow i failed keep my emotion stable early in the morning *sorry purple white checker that i broke my promise*.. this is just too hurtful for ms IB to accept the cruel facts..

mixed filters from photoshop..

there goes my 99th post in this blog.. another beyond my expectation..

~cheesy~

feeling cheesy.. but at least today cleared my suspicion towards an issue which i had in mind weeks ago.. another yes to my instinct.. the feeling of anger is not what i feel now but doubting on current situation.. suddenly i feel everything so fake.. overcame my ego, that i've made a few steps to straighten things up and then the green lite on net somehow re-appeared.. but the blue lite tells everything.. it can be done without my consent but can never be undone without my assent..

setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.. *nothing to do with this random picture*

done with law.. lets concentrate on fyp and interactive multimedia..

**i'm not emo but having the cheesy feeling
**----------------------------------... *doh*
**lol.. speechless..

~us~

in about 24hours, will b 2010 earth hour.. spent 2009 earth hour with domo.. it was too, a day where my domo gets the birth mark on its tiny lil hand.. the mark made my domo special and very different from the others.. like it or not, my domo went to lotsa places with me.. and spent my darkest time with me during my runaway from fact getaway *crazy i may sound.. but i am indeed crazy*

peekaboo at i-city, shah alam

tomorrow we will go for another getaway again!! wahaha.. to celebrate our 1st anniversary? booo to me.. lol.. tomorrow is just a getaway with bro, my IP n laypeng.. tomorrow marks the 3rd time domo visit malacca with me :D

~my sister & i~

this coming weekend me is going to malacca with bro n IP aka my 2nd sis.. sis(eldest sis) cant join us this time.. as she is pregnant and expecting to deliver around may.. took some pictures of sis pregnancy.. lots more to photoshop and export.. 4 of us shares the same biological parents and same genes.. our characteristics.. different..

i dont really care if people were to laugh at me but once upon a time, i had a vision which was to protect my eldest sister.. y her? because she is the most timid among us and the softest among 4 of us.. sis as well always protect me and helped me.. i wish and hope our siblings relationship will be like this forever.. now my sister becoming a mommy soon.. weee~~~ i am waiting for my nephew..

my sis n nephew.. *no one was there to hold the cloth.. all thx to jiefu holding the fan and me for tying my sis by the window*
angel by an angel means 'an angel is carrying an angel'


me n sis.. *the only pic of us on that day as i looked EXTREMELY 'chan' for all the non-stop outings during CNY*

whenever i post pics here again its all because fb fails to show the effect i had photoshopped.. zzz.. booo booo boo to fb..

**my sunburn is ripping off my skin.. causing skin flakes T__T
**eagerly counting down for this weekend short trip ^^

~下雨天 ~

下雨天 means rainy day.. went to putrajaya with bro in the morning after breakfast at puchong.. the weather was dull dull.. lol.. me n bro waited til 5pm.. sky began to turn blue with marshallow-shaped clouds.. until then... soon after the speech.. lightnings.. then finally the rain pour to the ground.. enjoyed every single moment walking in the rain.. been a long time since i walked in the rain.. yeahs..

stopped for a shelter at some building because car was too far and also have to wait til the traffic smooth.. while waiting.. no time to lose.. i SS.. wahaha.. but 1 thing that annoyed me was that ahbeng in purple.. followed whatever i do.. i placed my domo near the rain to snap, he then placed his yellow ducky.. i snap my shoes, he took out his slipper n snap.. =.=" what is this?? zzzz

us waiting enjoying the mist of rain...*i cant recall how many shots i ask my bro snap to get this.. vain? yes i am.. dare to do, dare to admit*

left putrajaya around 8pm.. then proceed to puchong for dinner.. i love my ginger spring onion deer meat noodles.. that shop is somewhere next to ioi mall.. wonderful day ended up with sunburn.. but mentally feels happy is good enough.. rain cooled down pj.. i had a wonderful sleep cocooning myself.. ^^

~duckey rice~

Nom nom nom... went to eat duckey rice at sunshine market b4 head back to pj yesterday.. eating the duckey rice reminds me lots of fond memories i had as a data entry clerk back in yrs ago.. working there was the very 1st time i work in office because all the while my working places would be in the mall and restaurants... photoshopped the duckey rice photo but UTAR disallow me to load in facebook to tag the kakis =.=" thankiu UTAR!!!

domo with duckey rice.. look at the ducks.. they are crying.. hahaha *yum yum*

this set of rice with duck drumstick n braised chicken inerts and a bowl of 'chay boey' is only rm4.60!!! so worthy for the generous amount of meat.. yum yum.. visit them if u can :D the shop located in sunshine market "hongkong style roast chicken/duck"

~thank you~

hi everybody.. a short update..
thx every1 whom voted for me for my photocontest which needed vote... n extra thx to those whom helped me in pulling extra stars..

my picture had won the 3rd prize for overall n the theme.. thou i did not get the 'red' one.. but i'm very very happy also.. hehe..

1st pic in this link is the pic that won the prizes

n here is the pic.. of my prizes..

this is my 5million dollar eos-crumpler n A480

A480 given to parents.. for them to ss.. cos i have my own camua babea dee.. ^^
*i will telan lumix to ss*

** feels like a baby today.. its been a long time since i sleep with my parents.. some might think i am very attention seeking or maybe a pampered lord.. i am very independent ok!!.. but at times i need a break from being the decision maker, a strong person n etc.. stress n emotional feelings come together.. whatever it is.. i am still their baby :P so nice to sleep on their bed together again.. ^^

~BabySense~

a credit to my models.. aka beloved sis n jie fu.. thx for being supportive.. this is not the actual poster but the picture is the same.. ^^.. hope u like this..

BabySense brand ambassadors

**enough of crap..
**almost 50hours since i lie on my bed
**i cant sit straight
**previous post was my frusfration when 'unsound mind' occupies my mind

~tut~

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~march~

march.. ronan's and lucky's birthday month.. almost six years since my little cutie pie came to my life.. long or short it is so subjective.. to me, these 6 years not to say long but not short.. been thru many transitions, gone thru lotsa chaos, experiences, lost&found friends as well..

anyway i've won the canon photo contest.. did not get the 'red' 1 but i'm grateful enuf to get the 3rd prize.. just like ms cheah said "aim high, at least when u fall.. u don't fail everything but will a few steps from your aim"*p/s:she is the only lecturer i dare not argue so much*

went to get some papers just now.. 6pieces cost rm36.50.. like bro said "poor ppl cannot study this field".. thx didi for fetching me go get the papers n also change my phone charger ^^..

my very handsome lucky boy with charmeleon banner.. *pic taken by lumix around 2006, edited with photoshop, 2010*

time to cont artlaw then fyp.. i am not trying to act busy.. but i am indeed very busy as i need to write pages of sosiology report and also compile group assignment to make it look nicely in whole ^^.. reading thru my reflective essay.. too much of wrong spellings and errors.. zzz lotsa short form too >.<"