Lucky

~september fairytail~~

fairytail or fairytale? just 2 days ago when i brought my boy out and dry him up after his shower.. he ran away.. normally he will run back to me if i let him pee without chasing him.. but this time he changed his strategy.. unleashed himself and ran away from the condo area.. i chase until the road side and i lost him because i cant run as fast as he is.. heart jumped like as if it is coming out.. asked around whether guards or some econsave stranger, no trace of my boy.. ran back to my place n ask the guard again.. no trace.. then saw a black piece of thing on the ground... i thought it was my boy n start to tear.. luckily it was not.. back to my condo again.. heard my boy's barking.. it was at econsave.. like all fairytale.. my fairytail ended with a happy ending.. he ran back to me just like every drama's most touching scene.. back home.. he looks normal.. but night.. fell sick and fever.. my boy T__T..

went to vet the next morning.. dr said mayb he was shocked and too tired.. baby lost 200g.. left 4.6kg..

my baby boy is sick T__T sick until ears cannot stand and no appetite.. sobs


sick until lunch and dinner also did not eat.. T__T no barking too..


my lucky with his soothing hanky..

thank god.. my baby is now very healthy, can bark, can run, play tennis ball and can eat properly.. hehehe... i am happy back.. weee~~ sometimes me and sis feel boy ran away because he was jealous of my nephew.. dear lucky boy please do not feel abandon.. we love u super lots lots.. ^^

punishment for lucky boy running away n made me cry and so worry on the road.. u r officially 1 month GROUNDED!!! :P sis scolded me for snapping our boy's sick face.. hehehe

~cinderella~

life lately pretty much can be compare to cinderella except that i will not have a fairy godmother *bidibi badibi boo*, no pumpkin, no ugly step sisters, no stepmother, no ugly fat lucifer.. but i cook, and take care of the baby with mom.. perhaps a modern cinderella.. comparing myself to cinderella because of my drink at Vintage Bulgaria, a German fine dining restaurant.. well not so fine after all..

me and my drink, Cinderella..

some typical fruit punch with very soury taste, one sip guarantee you will be awaken! anyway the my portrait snapped by peipei.. ^^ and yea, cinderella new time is no longer before 0000 but 0300.. hahaha

and this is the baby nephew i am facing everyday.. as cute as he may look but when he roars, even my dad will also runaway because he can be real scary :P

he wanted to get my dslr but i lent him my bandanna and lil toy camera. his cute puppy eyes..


ended up, he put my lil camera into his little mouth >.<"

and this is my life now, still wandering around and not finding jobs.. i changed... don't you agree? can't wait to review 60D.. but because of canon page very miscommunicating, i don't even know if i am eligible for 1week trial + 50% discount.. canon marketing malaysia should take note to this matter. failing to create a reliable POP would cause alot of trouble to the consumers.. zzz

~my precious~

suddenly feels like running home going home for my lil precious.. cos sis told me he got lice attack :(.. it was after a run in the park.. haihz.. hope by the time i reach home next week.. my precious boy recover..

pic taken using w705, while my handsome waiting for mom..

officially missing everyone... dear buddha pls bless my handsome and remove the bad lice away from my precious... namoamitabha..

~introducing mr cheeky tan~

at last n finally, i'm updating my blog.. header will remain under construction as too much of works assigned n as well,, erm.. accepted.. haha.. not sure if i can do it great but will give my 100+1% to make watever i pursue a success..

oh yes.. introducing mr cheeky tan, cheeky when in the mom's tummy and cheekier as now he is rawr-ing real loud.. he cries like a cub.. tiger cub.. haha.. so fast he tempt to stay in bro's room.. y? cos that room full of toys.. master grade toyssss... ngek ngek..

lol.. once upon a time, both of them were my models for fyp ^__^


bb is now in my hse luu.. wan2 visit him? pls RSVP.. lol


bb with kungkung's hand


bb with mummy


bb with popo


bb with lucky boy ^__^ *lucky is very concern n supportive, bravo!!*


bb with patrick.. haha..


bb says: hello IB yi

went home for less than 48hours to c the little guy.. how can we not excited for the family 1st cub.. haha.. snapped lotsa pics which 1 with G's b.bird, i doubt the pic look nice in composition cos i lol.. simply snapped..

wow i did lotsa stuff yesterday, went market to buy kampung ayam betina.. which very miscommunicating with chic seller n mom, walked home. makan, then snap bb shower pics, shower my lucky n of cos cut his nails, bring lucky to the park.. walked to buy herbs n sis stuff, cut hair n buy coconut drinks for mom.. i walked out from home 2times.. haha all day walking.. nice!! walk n snap.. wahaha..

i said i dun wan2 photoshop bb's pic cos too raw to photoshop.. haha.. the fact is that i oso feel lazy to do so.. lalalala.. at this moment mood real good.. hope mood like this will stay for long.. oh yeah gonna issue one of the 1st receipt real soon.. gtg.. more uploads soon.. bye~~

~my sister & i~

this coming weekend me is going to malacca with bro n IP aka my 2nd sis.. sis(eldest sis) cant join us this time.. as she is pregnant and expecting to deliver around may.. took some pictures of sis pregnancy.. lots more to photoshop and export.. 4 of us shares the same biological parents and same genes.. our characteristics.. different..

i dont really care if people were to laugh at me but once upon a time, i had a vision which was to protect my eldest sister.. y her? because she is the most timid among us and the softest among 4 of us.. sis as well always protect me and helped me.. i wish and hope our siblings relationship will be like this forever.. now my sister becoming a mommy soon.. weee~~~ i am waiting for my nephew..

my sis n nephew.. *no one was there to hold the cloth.. all thx to jiefu holding the fan and me for tying my sis by the window*
angel by an angel means 'an angel is carrying an angel'


me n sis.. *the only pic of us on that day as i looked EXTREMELY 'chan' for all the non-stop outings during CNY*

whenever i post pics here again its all because fb fails to show the effect i had photoshopped.. zzz.. booo booo boo to fb..

**my sunburn is ripping off my skin.. causing skin flakes T__T
**eagerly counting down for this weekend short trip ^^

~下雨天 ~

下雨天 means rainy day.. went to putrajaya with bro in the morning after breakfast at puchong.. the weather was dull dull.. lol.. me n bro waited til 5pm.. sky began to turn blue with marshallow-shaped clouds.. until then... soon after the speech.. lightnings.. then finally the rain pour to the ground.. enjoyed every single moment walking in the rain.. been a long time since i walked in the rain.. yeahs..

stopped for a shelter at some building because car was too far and also have to wait til the traffic smooth.. while waiting.. no time to lose.. i SS.. wahaha.. but 1 thing that annoyed me was that ahbeng in purple.. followed whatever i do.. i placed my domo near the rain to snap, he then placed his yellow ducky.. i snap my shoes, he took out his slipper n snap.. =.=" what is this?? zzzz

us waiting enjoying the mist of rain...*i cant recall how many shots i ask my bro snap to get this.. vain? yes i am.. dare to do, dare to admit*

left putrajaya around 8pm.. then proceed to puchong for dinner.. i love my ginger spring onion deer meat noodles.. that shop is somewhere next to ioi mall.. wonderful day ended up with sunburn.. but mentally feels happy is good enough.. rain cooled down pj.. i had a wonderful sleep cocooning myself.. ^^

~BabySense~

a credit to my models.. aka beloved sis n jie fu.. thx for being supportive.. this is not the actual poster but the picture is the same.. ^^.. hope u like this..

BabySense brand ambassadors

**enough of crap..
**almost 50hours since i lie on my bed
**i cant sit straight
**previous post was my frusfration when 'unsound mind' occupies my mind

~gift~

line is now so UNSTABLE... how many times should i load my email, facebook and also flickr? how many times must i reconnect my MSN!!! wth...

continue what my title meant.. sis n hubby gave me present during cny.. not just the extra loaded angpow.. but a coin bag n a handphone ornament.. like it much.. til the ornament meaning was explained.. lol.. b4 i show the picture of my ornament.. i show facebook quiz that i took just now.. funny

am i gonna get married in 2yrs? zzz siao


the pouch and hp ornament ^^

whats the relation of the ornament with the facebook quiz.. lol..

if u understand chinese.. u'll understand the meaning,,

now is still not a suitable time to hang that ornament.. haha.. i'll wait for member to come back from uk so that we can fish go out together.. cant wait for our road trips too.. our missions..

oh yeah today's line is EXCEPTIONALLY "GOOD"... let the picture below do the talkings

This is the service for what we have paid!!... continuously disconnection.. malaysia's services always like this.. same goes to that DAMN FITNESS FIRST.. that story i'll post it next month once i settle them off this coming sunday.. fyp is enough to kill but sentralfon and MONEY FIRST fitness first gives me extra headache for their extremely inefficient working ethical..


**overall today very happy.. after talk to kahwei, laysim..
**chatted with my ahyit n ahleng ^^ *miss ib misses both of u oso ler*
**sleep 1st.. later cont fyp.. zzz
**bye everyone

~ROM~

ROM means registration of marriage.. yesh in about 10hours, my piggy sis will officially becomes mrs barney mrs teoh.. congrats to both of them.. though i know u both might not read this blog.. STILL ib hereby wishes u both happily ever after..

a teaser pic from AS paddy field..*still searching for better fonts to make an album*
choreographed, snapped and edited by Miss IB
light reflected by bro, modelled by nicholas and qiqi

i am now actually typing words in dark.. n of cos my laptop keypads are led lighted.. sleep 1st.. tomorrow gonna be long journey to drive and be photographer too.. byez

**more than 200pics to touch up T__T
**fyp soon T___T

~family~

back to penang yesterday morning.. was a pretty long journey as 2 wrong turns before sg buloh tol.. haha... as usual i dooze off whenever i am having long journey or even when i stuck in the jam *this happens only if i am the passenger* reach penang went to office.. thx dawn for the domo.. then reach home.. and yes!! my lucky boy misses me alot lot lotsss.. then prepare for the reunion dinner.. 3days in advance.. haha.. took a family portrait with tripod..

my lucky boy and i.. *told ya he misses me alot*


family portrait 2010.. *i really know how to write chinese*

**out to send gifts to parents friends' and relatives @__@
**pay student bill
**buy ribbon

~i am chinese literate~

literally i speak chinese.. whether cantonese, hokkien or mandarin.. pretty well-spoken in all i shud say.. writing was not so great but i still write some simple words.. oh yeah.. i know how to write chinese.. haha.. so in mood to go home already.. i cant wait to groom baby boy.. give parents the small gift.. snap sisters pictures.. so much to do.. and of cause my deary girls' night out and exco outing.. wahaha

snapped and photoshopped a photograph while waiting member walk back from library to her place*note that she is uk time* then dedicated the picture to genie who sounded very emo in facebook.. glad that both of them like it..

this it is..30 minutes while wait member.. i work on this :D *this proves i know how to 'write' chinese*

in good mood now.. to be precise very very good mood.. haha.. reflective essay DONE still need to show wincen :P

**gtg chatting with 2 girls... wahaha..
**tuesday faster come please ^o^

~a gift~

hello to february 2010.. chinese new year is around the corner.. everywhere we step in we'll hear chinese song.. many claims to like chinese new year but hated the chinese new year songs.. i don't really hate, i just hope its not those wrong melody song.. thats all.. how i hope tomoro is 15th february cos i feel real tired of votes pulling.. call me "hangat-hangat tahi ayam" but i am indeed.. canon had done with their "cleanup" but not very clean yet :D.. why i say so.. i have my own reason..

bought battery grip which entitled me a lucky dip in berjaya time square last week.. i thought the gift would be some cheapskate stuff but it came out.. a RM48 paper cutting framed with calligraphy blessing.. poE got herself a jade chopworth rm35 with her name carved on it *additional 10bucks for the carving*.. then v get another lucky dip.. mine was the colorful bird in previous post.. hers was a bag of tea.. n yesh!!! we are so happy n excited with our gift.. small little gifts enlighten our day..

the lucky dip and my lucky boy

a gift for parents.. ^o^ *my cute baby as background*

choosing the calligraphy was a pain to me as i don't know how to read chinese.. asked sweecheng then asked the shop assistance.. finally chose this which the wish was for a healthy life.. just want my family to be healthy and long life rather than asking for prosperity and wealth.. although now i'm very poor dry with my pocket empty.. but i feel rich because i feel loved..

fyp ideas n storyboard is killing me.. kill kill kill!!! huu haa huu haa!!!

**another 2 days to rest from vote pulling
**waiting to go home n bake cookies..

~marking~

today marks the end of january 2010.. excitements, laughters, suprises, anger, tiredness and not forgetting desperation of pulling votes.. this is what happening around me.. apparently i feel my blood pressure rising fast thanks to canon photocontest in facebook.. recent frequently used word "cilaka" all because of those ugly photo which pulled 1109 stars.. not giving up on the camera but i will just try my best.. did not really pm people to vote for me nor check the voting page.. i wonder if canon willing to post those super ugly pic with lotsa votes.. we'll see.. i need a break.. i want to have a nice january..

happy days passed real fast.. i loves times square lucky dips.. the prize is attractive.. at least for me.. those gift n the packaging uplifted the sensation of chinese new year aroma in me.. never really like chinese new year for certain reasonssss.. but to me chinese new year is the time to make gatherings.. i cant wait to meet the girls and the excos.. i told my friend.. i never do things that have no chance of success.. n here i am.. 2 successfully planned gatherings.. waahaahaha.. sorry to b vain but i cant help it..


so much of freebies this month.. sharing 2 of them here ^o^

me loves my cute colorful lucky birdie.. *an extra free lucky dip*

welcoming the year of tiger with tiger beer in the afternoon.. *free from chic pop*

call me greedy or cheapskate for feeling so happy or easily fulfilled with freegifts.. but i believes everyone will want things for free too.. who want to spend when you can have it all free.. if you insist to pay for free gift then i'll name you as a fool.. wahahaha

**resting for 2days.. *means lazy pull votes*
**counting days to go home with my gadgets.. *means fyp*
**awaiting every minute to c them..*means family n friends*

~bonding~

bond.. yeah if you might know what i meant.. anyway just a short post.. not posting my photocontest yet as i am not til that stage yet.. this contest really tested how thick my face is.. pretty thick thou.. thanks for some for being so helpful.. i wonder how high is my blood pressure now as this photocontest pumped my adrenaline pretty high i would say.. every hour i will sit in front of my laptop n hunt.. yeah..

elephants... huu haa huu haa..

this pic was taken during my testing on error 99.. after this pic.. error 99 forbid me to snap using kitlens anymore..

gonna eat grass for april n may.. reasons?
will reveal reasons soon... heart breaking yet i feel very energetic towards it..

well before i end this post.. would like to ask for help too *thou will post it soon but y not now too*

Pls vote for me in the canon photocontest.. ask ur close friends and family too ya :D... thx thx alot...

~thank you~

a picture to represents my mood now..

coughing like an old woman.. to the extend my lefty starts to feel the pain.. thank you very much mr cough n miss sorethroat to paint my day in such interesting manner.. things will always be said and done.. but what if it is said and left undone.. thank you so much for saying so much but no thanks for not doing everything you have once said.. i came across a fren's blog which she said something very brave and yes i salute to u pp.. its on ur latest post..

something to look forward would be 3rd day of cny.. as for the 4th day.. i'm still very unsure if i could or should i go for it.. and yes.. really misses home right now.. the awful feeling of not having love wen i'm now a sick cat.. roaarrr..

~my first trip for 2010~

went for a short trip early january.. it was a short getaway before my new semester starts and a small gift from me to myself.. spent approx 300 for the whole trip which i think worth it despite i puked all those food on the 1st day.. the rocky road n hectic journey and yeah very very hot weather.. i had a bad start for the trip too as i faced error 99 which keeps ask me to off and on my camera.. not much pics were taken.. back to hotel.. i realised that only happen if i use kitlens.. erm.. whole trip photos were all by mr portrait lens and w705.. some photographs from my trip

some ss pictures..

et was kind of forced to snap this with my camua.. she was afraid of my camua..
haha.. told her no worries as this photo was meant to undergo photoshop.. :P


this is et in case some of you don't know her.. downloaded some *et-feel-ed* fonts just for her.. wahaha


kinda like this picture.. haha.. those dots n dashes are morse code.. if u know morse code, u will have no problem understanding my descriptions


captured this at Songkhla.. very colorful indeed.. n yeah songkhla.. the word was just enough to bring me back to 2002..

2002-2003 played really big role in my life.. the ups n downs, the sweet and bitter, the sour and salty.. i've tasted all in jus a year.. besides apd and young enterprise, camp was my main goal back then.. winning a trophy or i should say trophies was what i ever wanted.. but now.. trophies are in my room n cupboard just to collect dust.. what left was memories.. not being emotional but just a matter of facts..

**up next, more pictures for january
**still in dilemma for elective thou
**i hate FYP.. but i have to do it
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Opppsss... just before i end this post...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS!! phewwwittt...

picture snapped by bro in law but edited by me :P
happy happy birthday la pregnant mum.. haha..

yeah thats my sis.. haha.. i know we dun really look alike :P but we are biological sister sharing same genes from our parents

**end of today post, continue baking

~antidote~

the promising 1 day of anger to meself.. pretty much effective with an extra bonus.. a short trip to the beach.. beach always play an important role in my life.. used to take bus 202 to tanjung bungah.. once upon a time, the breeze n some dogs in the beach brought me calmness.. until now.. beach already become my place of calm.. yesterday dipped legs into the sand n washed away all the emo-ness with icy cold sea-salt-water.. no feel like trying kelantan beach soon.. wahaha..

horse riding along the beach*p/s: not cheap.. rm30 for bout 5-10minutes*

thou post during bday was emo.. now mood very good back.. less than 24hours to my small trip.. anyway yesterday night reach home.. receive a 3in1 card x2=6in1.. haha.. very environmental friendly of this 2 ^o^.. thx very much for the cards.. i love it much much cos its filled with words.. its funny too *i love words n handwriting*.. hehe.. an extra *hugs* to boss for making me a domo.. hehe.. me loves handmade.. weee~~~ thx for adding some spices to my bday.. really hearts n appreciate it much much..

**hereby i wish WOOHOO to b crown as winner tomoro ^o^
**i will not get angry anytime now..
**i'm not born to please every1.. so pls dun put hopes on me
**go to post office collect something 1st ^^

~nostalgia~

hello all.. its my bday today.. wish me if u havent do so.. lol.. abit of nostalgic n emo.. i know i'm not suppose to feel so.. but i just could not control it.. right now.. abit of emo..n happy too as i c many still remembers me.. touched with et's homebaked cake thou she was really busy working.. but once again.. i feel as thou i'm fooled again for certain stuff.. bday eve too was not a so great one as i had some argument with mom, thou dad supported me but i just dun like the stone cold feelings.. ok.. mom n i ok back after a while..

fears are circulating my thoughts.. not fear of getting old.. but fear of being redundant.. fear of loneliness too.. its been a while since i talk bout wat i feel in my blog.. i meant my emo-ness.. but i really do.. i want to write watever i like.. watever i feel to.. the feeling of being a kite.. being pull and release.. this is 2nd time where i feel this way..

*a gift from some of them*

think back.. one of my happiest bday was back in 2003.. full of clueless suprises.. mayb i was just too naive.. perhaps my yr started way too perfect.. soon i joined YE which day by day, all i hv to do was to fight for our rights.. fight with ms chee.. almost gotten 24demerits.. who really understand me.. no one else cos u r not standing on my shoe.. end of the yr.. good n bad things happened too.. from winning ye 1st runner up.. to losing in apd.. from 1st class to 2nd class.. from best ps to losing glory in a very unacceptable excuse by those asshole.. being a ps was hard to bare with.. problems seems to stick to me as if v were opposite pole.. so magnetive... abit thxful to have some1 back then to back me up.. if u happen to read tis.. thx for being there for me at any hour of the day or night thou v ended up in a quite ugly situation..

if anyone could send me "fool again" by westlife.. cos right now.. i feel so much like that song... believing something which seems to be impossible.. its like i'm trying to reach a star when my feet are stepping on the ground called the EARTH.. thx but no thx for what u've tried to do..

i'm grateful to hv family to stand for me n celeb my bday, happy to get wishessss in fb which flooded my wall.. plurk too cannot be ignore.. sms n phone calls.. but somehow when there's a thorn lied beneath my skin.. its hard for me to act i'm so damn happy...

anyway.. this is just today.. tomoro i'll b back again.. happily walking around,, cos i made myself a promise.. not to b emo continuously more than 24hours.. haha.. mood gotten better after i blabbers out wat i feel..

**thx for all the wishes..
**thx sis for the oreo cheese cake n car for tomoro..
**i'm pampering meself with 2 big gifts for myself end of this month..
**counting down for my getaway.. woot*
**yeah happy back.. ahahaha

~eve dinner~

its xmas now.. 12 am.. since last year.. i've spend day of my eve at home.. accompany mom cos mom always alone at this festive season.. bought those bacon since last week.. then jus now went to econsave get some fresh vege to cook.. idea for this black pepper fried spagetti is from a tv cook show i watch few months ago.. n so i add some ingredients to make my own.. from beef, change to chic dice, then add some capsicum, shitake and carrot..

baked all those bacon.. oh god.. been chewing it b4 everything else cooked... but who cares.. lol..

n this is the result of black pepper spag..

my 1st time black pepper stir fry.. absolutely love it.. dad loves it too..

apart from this dish.. i've created a side dish too.. name it as boom-tato which means boom potato.. made 3 cos today dad joined for dinner.. ^^.. dad told his frens that his daughter cooking.. haha..

this is boom_tato.. lol..

opened the boom_tato.. wrapped with bacon n sprinkled with mushroom bits.. mom kinda like this

thats my cook for this yr.. suprisingly no desserts.. yet... haha.. been too lazy make cos i failed to buy that cutter!!!!! cis.. but batik cake n cheese cake is coming soon.. haha..

fetch dad to meet up with his frens then go gurney with mom to buy coconut water then pass hp to piggy sis whom keeps forget her phone.. zzz.. back home lazy-ing around..

oppss.. i havent make my gift exchange present.. bye all


** all fonts r different.. haha.. cos i dunno which to choose.. but after that i prefer the 1st pic font.. wat u think?
** still waiting for present T__T, p/s: me is a very very good girl :P
** pray tomoro no rain pls.. pls... pls..
** where is compact cam charger??
**merry xmas to all**