Mandala

life of working.. every tuesday, wednesday and friday will have my lunch in the office.. either i will cook or maybe buy outside.. since so many time left, we either play cards, color mandala or one of us do presentation..

Talking about mandala, its something related to sacred or sanskrit stuff that its about finding your own peace of mind... with the concept everything in this world is in a form of circle.. Mandala is believed to have the healing and destress effect for us.. so why not give it a try :D

For the first session, i did not get to join as i was away from work enjoying my sick leave.. but i got my 1st mandala done on this tuesday.. What i learn from this mandala is that.. choose the simplest to color, then i can get it done fast =P

Tadaaa.. our kindergarden section of workplace :D

all of our mandala


my mandala! *non-edit*


processed in poladroid =P *too lazy to photoshop*

*Rationale/What i've learn: Life is about making choices. Never afraid of making mistake or refrain yourself from trying new things. Else you won't know what you will be in the future.

Colors of life,
By Cmei

*Conclusion from mandala> i kind of feel very happy after that because i love coloring. at least my life is not just design and design :D
*that's all for now..
*oh ya.. i've learnt html and css from scratch!! thx to Andrea :D.. thx alot if you encounter this blog.. i appreciate it alot.. *worship*
*html and css will soon be my best friend

~c.h.o.i.c.e~

suddenly tot of bloggin'... wahaha.. suppose doin something i should be doin but here i am.. typing n ever so reluctant to get my butt off the white chair wif checker cushion.. saw my tag which i loves it much much.. yeah its not genuine leather but pvc brown wif pink strap.. a gift from marketing grace on my last day.. lol.. yeah later everything i used is from sony.. to save up from buying new stuff anyway.. found a pvc-ed leather for cyber-shot which now i'm using it as my purse.. wahaha..

well class started 2days ago.. 1st time my life in UTAR... i'm given a CHOICE... yeah finally i can make my own choice in utar.. the choice i had to make was between psychology n public speaking.. never give my brain to process anything.. i jus say.. i'm taking public speaking.. oh well.. not cos i can speak perfectly.. in fact the flaws n grammar errors.. lots to the hell.. i took public speaking cos i dun wan2 study on theory anymore.. n had a bad experince lecture back to 3sems ago.. where my lecturer irritated me to the max n kinda strangled my nerves wif her irritating voice n attitude too.. i might sound very mean.. perhaps i am.. MEAN..

choosing public speaking do made a big different in me n us.. the lunch gang shrank to jus me, poe, ah bit n noob.. yeeleng n kel chose psychology.. this is the 1st time.. to split us up.. today is thurs.. which means our normal breaky or shud say brunch get from pasar pagi.. yeeleng's nasi kerabu as usual.. mine normally would be nasi goreng pedas wif mixed rendang n daging kurma.. while others.. they do change their menu.. the impact of not being together for this sem.. big or small.. i'm not sure.. mayb intern too.. splitted us by abit.. but i do feel some of us r closer than b4.. miss those days where i could jus gear up n run away.. at least i dun need to chase bus.. i believes.. i shall call mom later <:

at this moment.. i still loves my class.. at least this lecturer speaks elegantly, good in general knowledge n she dun bored us wif philosophies like some others love to.. the email she shared yesterday was in fact a funny 1.. we were given chance to talk in class.. n i mean every1 to talk.. yeah.. pretty enjoy a class wif interactions n breaking the ice.. she asked us to talk bout internship instead of talking bout ourselves which yeah.. boring cos more or less.. most of us know each other.. some of them really had hard time for their internship.. threaten to treat the boss ice cream, wear mascot, a boss that is gay.. n yeah jackie.. the fat boss .. if i were them.. i would name him as jack ass.. lol.. its rather funny.. oh yeah i would not put away chance to step CK.. as lecturer ask us do utar really care.. i would have say no.. wat ck loves doin was to threaten us, failing us which he got no authority in doin so, n no rights to rip off our future just by doin so..

a pic to share my lovely tag n newly bought book..

today is 22.10.2009... officially 7months left for me to enjoy life as student.. time flies.. with a zap of light.. pooff.. here i am.. in my final year.. doin final year project n start stepping bit by bit into some job which i feel i shud accept.. wahaha..life is tough.. whether to stay in pj or jus head back to penang to be the gal at home or hunt job further from jus pj.. but watever it is.. not gonna think now.. cos who knows wat gonna happen tomoro.. n well.. live life for today.. worry later.. haha.. dats all for now..

photoshop asking me to touch it..
fyp asking me to search it..
blogspot asking me to publish it..
IB asking herself to stop it...

~internship ended~

erm... i know intern ended more than a month.. but tomoro i will be heading back to office.. find them.. n yeah get my pay cheque as well.. happy n unhappy oso.. i've gone thru my training wif ups n a bit of down.. 1st day of working was abit devastating wif seat below the aircond, next to photostat machine n i was wondering y no lunch.. din even realise ppl went out for lunch.. lol.. they din realise i was there either.. then i feel warm back wen my supervisor aka iryne back then ask if i need a jacket.. mayb she c me shivering.. lol.. next day.. went out lunch wif colleagues.. n til end.. v r hapy bunch of humans..

as days pass by.. v soon become closer n closer.. especially after they shift n let us sit together.. the intern row.. life was then up n up ^... til one moment.. lol.. got really messed up wif my emotions n unable to accept critics n hated facebook too.. lol.. but some of them.. was always for me.. talk to me n all... felt so warmth cos ah yit boil soup to office pretty frequent.. wen v went to her place.. she even "ten" thong sui for us.. which good for complexion.. wahaha.. i miss that apple tong shui so much.. luckily got tapao home.. haha.. yao sik yao lik..

there goes the 3 of us.. lol..

then bout my department.. strange but its a fact that i personally got 3 supervisorss.. was not so close wif own department ppl besides joey n my 3 supervisors.. yeah i am pretty close wif my supervisors.. lol.. 1st was iryne thou i worked wif her not more than a month.. but she rushed work wif me.. working out the POPs n newsletter together.. i was so sad and worry wen she leave sony.. as for karen.. she tot me pretty much things.. especially the reason v need to say no n stay firm.. prioritize.. eunice,, mayb age near n v worked ot together to finish aeon mag page.. joey.. v work together for those stuff.. thou slightly different cos she under sony style n me under sony centre.. hers was more to branding.. but mine.. POPsss.. wobblers n oso price tags.. was super happy cos new range price tag approved b4 i leave.. weee~~~

this is my department.. haha

then the very important ppl.. lunch mates of cos.. the only time where we can talk n talk.. walk around midvalley when we have extra time.. the precious 1 hour of laughterss... v got pretty close.. shud say.. i'm closer wif them compare to my own department ppl..

v r from different department.. RMD, CIC, admin, ....

then for almost 4 months.. been talking n mixed wif other department ppl as well.. allan n john.. the guys who give training.. our common topic will be photography... but i was known as "c" as i dun use alpha.. haha.. gan the comp guy from MIS.. lol.. always hv to call his ext to fix my ma fan comp.. jing the guy who give out cheque.. scared him once cos i ter-cut my cheque.. lol.. as for grace.. met her in sony style opening.. ^^.. oh n most important.. the drinks machine from pantry.. lol.. paling good.. kept us warm.. n occasionally v go for tea time.. haha..

all oso not from my department.. haha..

overall.. working there as intern.. was a happy and great times more than sappy time.. i guess i'm very well blessed.. met so much of nice ppl.. n got a kigo on my last day.. the final hour in office... weee~~~ pretty much crazy bout kigo b4 i leave n wished to own 1.. then i got it from erica.. wahaha... lotsa kigo pics were snapped using my canon.. lol.. but i prefer showing some which i photoshopped.. cos some.. i dunno where i left it.. i meant the pics i took on my way back pg.. i brought kigo to indulge some fruits in tapah too.. haha.. i think is tapah.. or watever..

snapped this pic in my room when the whole housing area in paya terubong no electricity.. haha.. edited n make it look eerie..

IP said kigo pics most got child play looks.. lol.. but i dun seem to care much n still loving this kigo wong.. waiting bro to bring him back to me from pg to pj.. wahaha...


**this morning.. got a devastated news.. stephen gately passed away yesterday.. which mean boyzone no longer boyzone.. cos after ro.. stephen is the singer.. sigh... my all time fav.. boyzone.. except the 3 uncles aka shane, keith n mikey.. althou stephen is gay but his voice really nice for some of the songs.. becos of ro n him.. boyzone get awards, no.1 hit singles n no.1 hit albums..

in case u dunno.. stephen is the middle guy in this pic.. one of their pic for tour *back.. no matter what*

**thats all for now.. i have to sleep cos tomoro need to reach office around 10..
**sigh new sem starting in a week...
**fyp sounds like killing me.. T___T
**now on air.. all boyzone songs....
**bye

~his name is.... ~

been more than a week since i post.. something bout myself.. 2 post b4 this was not for myself.. to help fren and family... n now here i am.. today is joey's last day in sony.. sorry i cant go back for the farewell wif u... cos i'm still in penang.. anyway hope u feel the best of last day.. n of cos.. v do still miss each other n will go out once i'm back from penang.. hehe...

because of lazy worms attacked.. i havent format my poor leopea.. i havent upload pics into laptop.. yeah 3 weeks ago.. n i did not load... apart from lazy worms.. me too as well.. almost everyday not at home.. haha.. this of cos.. dried my poor lil pocket..

sis got back my camua babea today.. n my purse, license, etc... zzz... out again today.. lalala~~~ babies clothing.. all AWESOME.. had my childhood food.. fries from gama.. yeah.. its nice.. but abit pricely for the amt.. but it worth a while.. chewing that fries wif sis n mom..

oh ya back to the title... his name is....

he is my latest baby boy

his name is.. kigo wong.. lol.. his color says it all.. he do represented ah wongg in a way.. cos he is yellow.. due to my laziness.. lol.. this post.. only 1 pic.. n this pic.. i snapped at around 5pm when i get back my camua babea.. haha.. will show more of my internship.. as i said.. i will post.. too many pics to post.. v ss.. v sing... n yeah.. v rocked..

last day was awesome.. n unforgettable.. this reminded me.. as a worker in EOG(england optical) when they gave me whole month of every1 commission.. thx cos komtar condition was so bad.. v cant get much.. T_T... then another very quick n sudden wen i left exa to go utar.. having whole company lunched wif me in pizza hut.. i was shocked.. yeah totally shocked to max.. n yeah almost teared.. n now.. sony.. started this intern.. was rather stressful as for the workloads.. but ppl around r great.. i guess luck was always wif me.. mimi blessed me well.. wherever i go.. i'm blessed wif lotsa nice ppl surrounding me n pulling me up when i feel down.. workload was.. alot until i OT alot.. but seeing own work on display.. i definitely forget what is the sleepless night condition.. banners, POPs, window display, new range of pricetags.. newsletters.. no doubt.. changed my life..

there are much lesson i've learnt throughout this almost 4months working as graphic designer in RMD.. not that i have a real graphic designer as supervisor.. but since i have so many different supervisors.. i learnt.. marketing stuff, n some working ethic i need to perform.. besides that, from now onwards.. i will PRIORITIZE my works.. this is the best lesson i learnt from sony.. some r opportunist.. not jus in sony.. but.. in life.. finally i know.. who is good to me, who is not.. who needs me n who i dun need.. haha.. its fun.. to see how ppl find u only when u r needed .. but this is life.. yes.. i've learnt.. n i'm still learning...

**will post more bout sony.. lalala
**end of post

~randomness~

all a sudden feels like blogging.. damn.. super sleepy now.. been long time since i din sleep for assignment.. yesterday was a blast... wahahaha.. mood was pretty bad in the morning as ai crashed while i save that damn handycam POP... morning some ppl jus asking some of my sacarsticism.. i gave her some.. she deserve it thou.. always c my supervisor n manager not around, they will come attack me.. babiness.. sorry la.. no more miss goody goody.. summore supervisor asked me to ignore some of them... wahahaha... lalalala~~~~.. work from 4am til now.. doom doom.. since leopea wif me.. i keep viewing lucky's pickas.. i c cuteness... wahahaha..

my deary baby

okla.. cont working.. but do wat?? ish rushing works.. now i got nothing to do.. skipped lunch, called mom n chatted... darnnn nothing to do makes me even more sleepy... gosh colleagues r too nice.. cos feeding me wif food.. lol... having a feast now... byez...

**tiredness.. =.="

**1st time blog in office..

**one pic... lucky baby... awww cuteness

**hope i dun fall asleep.. @.@

**byez

~the smile on her face~

the smile of her face.. sounds like ronan's when u say nothing at all chorus... lalala~~ all the previous post.. pics were taken by me.. or most of it were taken by me.. this time.. i'm inside all of the pics.. n of cos pictures taken by others... these are few candids which enlighten my day for now.. not in good condition.. err.. not very bad.. but work not as smooth as i wish to..

today is a better day.. at least i get to do wat i like which is creating icons.. i wont say much of my work here.. oh ya mood real nice now.. cos i had fantastic lunch wif 2 colleagues, dinner of my own cook.. my soup very very nice this time.. haha.. finish retouching those icons n sent to supervisor dee..stealing some time of my sleep to blog here.. the pics i saw was yesterday in facebook which made my bad day to a nice 1.. yesterday was really not my day.. T_T... but those pic had eventually enlighten me..

these r some of them from the album

this is the pic i like most... i neva see this b4 til yesterday... some1 stalked me... hahaha... n yeah her description of this pic is a nice 1 too..

this is how it goes>>"I like this pic d most.... Despite all the challenges she's facing....Cmei is smiling happily looking at her 'Fung che'...the smile on her face says it all!"
thx "mum" i appreciate u spending time n "watch" over me during my hardtime.. *muakkzzz*

the 1 i know she snap.. haha...

another 1 which i dunno she snapped.. haha...*uncountable stalked picsss*

this was snapped by kayc last week during cher bday..

an antique pic of us smiling.. y1s2.. my turn to present global warming.. the smile on our face in this pic.. was priceless.. jus look at 3 of us...

wahahaha.. i couldn't credit any1 for this pic cos i dun know who is the photographer..

happy times past us real fast... sometimes i wonder am i still a happy-go-lucky person or an emo person.. can any1 tell me?? am i a happy or emo person??,,, sigh... gotta sleep now.. tomoro work againnn... T_T

at jalan hang tuah... our 1 day trip to malacca.. time to go back... **pic taken in cher's car**
a pic to represents my mind at this moment...

reasons i post this up:
**cos of the 1st pic in this blog
**cos i havent filter my picssss from "down the memory lane, malacca.... bla bla bla... lotsa them"
**cos i feel loved wen i c natural smile..
**cos i feel extremely stress wen things went rocky
**cos i've been working n no time to edit pics..
**cos,,, cos i love all my frens... all my readers.. so i have to update this spider-web-ed blog.. hahaha

~1st day~

working 1st day.. woke up in the morning.. clean myself n prepare to work.. walk out of my hse to bus stop.. fan all the way.. oh ya.. saw noob king too.. well reach work far too early.. sit there wait bout 1 hour only get to my place.. n so.. lalalalala blalablalabla..

nothing special happen.. like usual.. 1st nothing to do.. then busy... infact very busy.. ot jor.. take taxi home cos sky turns dark dee.. queue like as if u r getting some free gift.. the queue was so so so long.. got home.. turn on laptop.. n here i am... blogging

my tag n notebook.. aww the notebook so nice... *me love notebooks*

early of my working day.. i was asked to read bout company style guide.. which directly reminds me of esper.. i still remember the enjoyment being in esper.. where v rush together.. work in wenny place.. print n present.. those were the days.. company style guide almost the same talk bout fonts, logotype, pantone color..

this is esper.. pantone 303 n 1025..*me love it muchy*


esper's souls.. 2 mouth smile widely opened, 1 closed mouth smile, 1 mmm, n 1 lao cha bor in the middle partially opened mouth.. hahaha... *my fav esper pic*

life goes on.. but i will always.. keep them in mind.. many ppl.. many things came across my mind today.. cos i was too free in the morning n afternoon.. tomoro is another day.. god bless me please..

~random number 2~

life getting more ups n downs lately.. feelings r much more so random.. thoughts and imagination ran so wild in my brain.. ppl in my life come n go.. some we din even keep in touch anymore..
n now its end of a semester.. tomoro i'm goin2 work.. kinda emo now.. the feeling now is so alone... so lonely.. sighs.. life goes on.. nervous nervous for tomoro.. wth is wrong wif me.. worry too much.. thinking back it was as if yesterday was my 1st day to uni.. where my emotion was down to the max.. stepping into a whole new world.. need to find new cliques new frens n try to adapt.. there goes the emo me... even in facebook.. quiz oso say i'm an emotional person.. but my life was not so bad n will not b bad as well.. jus around this 2 months.. gone thru lotsa different stuff.. no doubt there's 1 week in my uni life for this sem.. slightly different.. ^o^

skip all those.. let me place some random pics.. the pics that pop into my mind right now.. the moment i miss so much

i really super miss those time v shoot the video.. relax n so nice havin a bunch of gals to ss wif..


fate.. terserempak poe at hot air balloon fest.. back in apr..


ss wif sweecheng as well.. ^o^


t4 lunch wif foo mei lee n her husband.. *act cute pic*


went back cls for ocac briefing to the kids.. i ss wif kak salina.. the science lab asst that always talk to me n well let me go to school late without jotting down my name.. still love her much ^o^


during exam i get so addicted wif rc..

this pic is my character n arrows to show the dilemma she's facing >.<" then yesterday went to malacca for 1 day trip wif the gals.. it was a fun day.. light n easy.. but 4 of us were like zombies cos the night b4 neither of us sleep b4 3am.. my 3am was the earliest compare to them.. haha

the only pics 4 of us together.. sticker pics.. wahaha.. *domo-mei aka nasty kun mm song*


our pics.. the fond memories...


cos of jealousy.. kcq squeeze domo... kesian kan??

life getting rocky.. tomoro is my 1st day workin in SONY for internship.. some of u asked me wat i did for the interview.. i wonder shud i post it here.. but since today is mother's day.. i'll post it here.. the theme given was mother's day.. they asked me to think of a sony product for mothers day n make a cover for it..

basically the short tagline i wrote says it all.. thats wat i think i thats wat i did.. pink was chosen as the main cos i wan my mom to stay young n happy.. this is jus a simple design i did.. happy mother's day to all mom in the world.. especially my mother...

bye all.. gonna sleep early.. working life start.. i hope i wont turn anti social.. if i do.. can some1 pls drag me out of the might-be-comin-misery??.. wish me luck for tomoro.. need it desperately...

~RanDoMs~

the title was named.. randoms.. not random.. cos lately my life is so so random.. i can b real happy go lucky in another second.. i turn emo.. yesterday was a blast or more to worst night ever.. the dreams was so real..
1st dream.. not a dream actually... its the usual thing.. i feel i'm falling from a high place.. terjaga terus...
2nd dream i cant recall but not a fond 1...
3rd dream was the worst nightmare ever...

this is how my 3rd dream goes.. 1st me n jane was talking in my room.. love lane room to b precise.. as usual v talk alot.. suddenly v smell smoke n feel suffocated.. then open the door.. next door which dun look like love lane hse anymore.. on fire.. when v hurry n run out from there.. i saw my aunt.. using a padlock wif a huge steel chain.. locking the gate.. v beg but she showed us her evil smirk.. it was so scary... then we run to another exit.. a fren of ours.. wif her small eyes holding a key.. the padlock key.. again v ask her to open but she said.. some1 pay her to lock us here.. v said we'll pay double.. but it was too late.. jane n i.. run everywhere.. back to my room.. but window.. dun look like love lane's.. i pull n pull the window grill.. it was then opened.. i asked jane to climb down 1st.. cos i say.. still got time to save leopea n camua babea.. *the dream was so real until my laptop n camera appears* n oso pack my purple white checker.. as if it was reality.. i climb down wif leg shakin n trembling cos i'm afraid of height.. at the end of my dream.. i say thank you to mimi... cos to me it was her that saved both of us.. the dream then become so confusing wif lotsa ppl.. some1 pat my head.. gave me a cozy and warm hug but b4 i can say a word.. he walked away leaving me alone in the dark wif lotsa surrounding voice.. i'm scared... dream turns more scary which i dun really remember... then i'm awake.. at 5sumting in the morning.. awake wif my face wet..

dream was so real.. b4 i sleep.. i was chatting wif jane on how doom i am this semester.. doin badly in animation, photography 3rd assignment made me a shit.. how bad i did my papers unprepared.. n how am i suppose to make a booklet that sony will take me in as interns.. for jane.. she told me bout her upcomin examination.. both of us were so emo...

at around 6sumting i continue my booklet.. i shud not call it a booklet cos they din ask me make a book.. plurk n RC at the same time.. then i finally got a frame for my work.. but it was 12noon.. i promised myself to send it b4 2pm.. but.. i sent it around 215pm.. feel abit loose after press "send"...

there's so many randomness in me.. n yes.. i did promise myself not to post any non-pictorial post in this blog.. miss ib now would like to post some random shots..

this pic edited alot.. cropped, desaturate it and add some clouds effect cos tangerine feel my pain this morning.. she too becomes emo..


later then miss ib too lazy to edit pics.. tangerine look happy in this pic.. afterall life wasn't so bad with miss ib as her "mom" since 2002..


tangerine enjoy the rain.. thou it was just awhile.. but better than nothing..

besides tangerine.. another random pic i will post is.. my story book.. this book is good.. with romance wif thrills.. at least its not just about feeling.. i've finish it.. anyway this book is not recommended for shallow minded ppl.. awww.. this book drives me crazy til i neglected my boring notes..

n yes.. borrowed from UTAR..


n my bookmark is my tiny lil "colorful notation" bookmark.. *assignment leftover*

another set of super old pics.. for my assignment.. one of the noisiest assignment ever.. err not that v fight.. its a norm.. it was fun to make the studio more lively.. n abit wet cos i cant control the water spill... v clean after snap... lalalala~~

clearly stated of who did wat.. this was for my assignment which at the end i got no time to do it.. but now i edit for fun..
the color is complimentary wif the ball in the wine glass.. personally i like the purple lighting wif yellow ball most.. but i like them all.. they r my pics... mine.. O.o yeah mine.. haha...

at the end of today.. i finally have my emoness level reduced by 50%... cos around 6pm.. i receive a call.. from sony... they r offering me to work as intern.. they like the work i did for them*the work remain in my leopea, will not post it here*... i'm so glad n extremely happy.. during the call.. i feel my heart beating at very fast pace.. cos the call was not in good reception..

my last random picture will b emo pic of mr lucky.. aka love of miss ib life.. i realize he neva appear here b4.. how can my boy neva get to appear in my blog.. as i'm gonna start workin real soon.. i wont get to go back hometown so often or long.. will miss every1 at home n same goes.. they will miss me too..

this is my boy.. emo-ing on my bed.. awww...

**tonight i hope there will be no nightmares..
**tomoro i hope for the best.. my offer letter n dealing wif utar too..
**will not study for pengajian malaysia.. better try read history
**i feel so random now.. still.. random...
**i got so much pics to post... but.. i post the randoms....
**kill my lazy worm n start study n post my blog wif pics...
**bye... yeah i know this is another long winded post of mine.. as usual...

~away to far far away~

tomoro n wed.. i'll wont be around.. no msn.. n oso no phone call.. to a place where i shud head to for something... at the same time.. i hope to relax n clear my mind.. too much of everything in my mind.. the confusion.. the workloadsss, internship.. even.. err financial.. n my bad time management.. too much of stressful life in city.. too much.. awww i really miss home.. every time after talk on phone wif mom.. how i wish i can have my head pat.. n cuddle my lucky boy..

tomoro i hope to c "ah girl" again...

her name is *ah girl*.. our tour guide n protector??

i dunno y ah girl lead us?? each time v stop to snap pics.. she'll stop n look at us.. everytime.. so sweet of her.. she can make the type of facial emo.. to make u feel that she is hungry.. well she cast the spell.. there she go.. she had the whole sausage bread for herself.. n the cutest part is.. she choose all the mixed vege n "puuii" to the floor.. i dun hv those pic.. grrrhhh... hope to c her tomoro again ^o^.. i dun wan2 c the other aggressive dogs.. scary.. only ah girl

so where am i heading to?? this following picture.. where i will be..

aww... i love the blue sky wif white clouds.. *1st time take pic using overexposure*

my mind is jus like this pic.. too much branches.. no direction.. T__T

hope to get back my feet on the ground.. heading to a place without connection to outside world.. no high tech stuff.. all i need is to have my mind clear..

**tenji main course will b up soon after my trip.. too much pic too choose.. sorry..