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been a long time since i left this blog.. giving myself piles of reason for not blogging.. busy?? perhaps i was... outings outings n outings.. which dug a huge hole in my pocket.. dried up.. came back to pj.. but was very very disappointed.. router is now in koma i guess.. which mean v need to rotate to on9 again.. so much of mixed feelings each time i'm back in pj.. suprisingly.. to some1 who always say i sleep like a pig in bus.. today i did not.. wahaha.. clean my lil room.. bout 3 hours of wiping, mopping, rubbing, cleaning n washing.. yet my floor still occupied by luggage..

i feel abit regret for not comin back tomoro morning.. cos at least in penang i can hug lucky n wi fi anywhere i like.. life seems to be lifeless when i'm not connected to the net.. at this moment.. i feel sad that hero did not come back wif me.. well so do kigo wong.. but at least purple white checkers is wif me.. accompanying me in my lil room as always...

so much of feelings lately.. angry, disappointed, regret, happy, touched, dis-satisfactions, excited.. i have it all... to certain extend i really hate to help jus any1 right now.. i hate promises... please dun promise me anything nor ask me to promise anything.. get the hack off my sight.. besides that helping ppl dun seems right anymore.. ppl will jus take u for granted.. this apply to the volunteery work i did 2 weeks ago which v did not appreciated by ppl around but was ordered to do this n dat.. carry the most oily n heavy kuih kak in the world.. and lastly most important.. they din even say the word "thank you".. no next time to volunteer for any chinese society stuff cos i've gone thru it a few times.. the outcome is still the same.. disappointing..

my emotion gets tighter everytime i cannot on9 all the time i like.. its like rotating the line.. yeah i feel much very pathetic but still v hv to do so.. y cant the router let me stay happily for a few more months.. oh yeah tv is now not even a radio.. i got a bad feeling of all these negative incidents.. gosh feel like running away again... where shud i go.?? emotion at this moment is very weak.. yeah the swinging mood is back.. i'm not having PMS cos just had it last week.. i jus dun like the feeling being stop from doin wat i wan and not getting wat i wan.. erm wat am i writing here.. zzz.. things been floating n surrounding.. the bad n the good.. one more week for me to noon nap.. n there i go.. having everyday life walking to utar.. rush assignments and emo as usual..

thinking of the lil pups.. there's only one word to describe my feeling.. **pissed**.. oh well god bless the puppies pls..
i guess i shud post the pups pic here..

lil goldie

every stretch makes a few inches


the yin n yang


yaya n her babies


i feel>>T__T.. sigh *personal feeling*




the 5 of them.. i jus cant snap a nice 1 as they keep moving away

dear puppies.. may god bless u and may u lead a happy life like ur parents did.. remember me.. i love u...

**up next:
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anyway still feels damn mm song.. thats all.. bye..

the line is now officially chopped..

~love happens and responsible owner in need~

this is a real quick update.. jus got back from dinner, thong sui n walk walk wif et n yt.. yt goin back uk on thurs.. gosh.. gonna miss the time v hang out again.. anyway.. this morning i went visit 3rd auntie today wif mom.. as well as find charles n yah yah..

so who are charles n yah yah?? let me intro mr handsome yet very pampered charles..

he winx at me.. =.O *cuteness*


played wif me til too tired.. lol.. cute paws kan??


told u.. charles very pampered.. lol.. that was my sis hands back in march wen i snapped..

miss pretty wif smiley face.. now she is mrs charles wong

this is yah yah.. pic taken back in march again


yah yah says hello to me this morning.. this pic still hot from my cf card


happy side face...

the reason i post this blog so quickly without photoshop nor post internship 1st cos yah yah is now pregnant with charles babies.. love happens.. from fren they became lovers and now they are officially husband and wife.. lots of their pics were taken but no time to photoshop or crop.. cos i'm to lazy so i jus load watever that does not need touch up.. wahaha

their babies will be a mixed breed of king charles spaniel(KCS) and schnauzer as charles is KCS breed and yah yah is a schnauzer.. cute puppies on their way to earth in bout 2months

currently i'm helping my aunt to seek for kind hearted owner who is responsible, loving and willing to take care of one or 2 of the puppies.. many might not like mixed breed but mixed breed have their positive sides which they have higher immune system, as the genes mixed *please read more bio or ask me for further info* do not worry of ho the puppy looks like.. as they will be as adorable as the parents.. our condition of the owner MUST BE VERY RESPONSIBLE towards the puppy and not just taking the puppy and love them for a while..

a responsible owner criteria would be:
*willing to spend time to train the puppy pee n poo *or u can ask for my help*
*spend time to cuddle n pamper them means shower them wif love
*do not abandon or leave the puppy untouched


getting a dog is not as troublesome as some of u might think.
a dog is a good companion and can even cheer u up when u r down.. jus like miracle sent by heaven.. u might think i'm very naggy but just put urself on the dog place if u think being abandon is nothing.. even if i feed u biscuit everyday but if u dun get to go out, get love by frens or family.. u will too feel emo.. so do all the dogs..


** this post pic all taken by 50mm
** up next.. internship
** pls do consider and spread the news.. puppies will be delivered around november
** personally drop me email or comment here.. i'll get to u..

~away to far far away~

tomoro n wed.. i'll wont be around.. no msn.. n oso no phone call.. to a place where i shud head to for something... at the same time.. i hope to relax n clear my mind.. too much of everything in my mind.. the confusion.. the workloadsss, internship.. even.. err financial.. n my bad time management.. too much of stressful life in city.. too much.. awww i really miss home.. every time after talk on phone wif mom.. how i wish i can have my head pat.. n cuddle my lucky boy..

tomoro i hope to c "ah girl" again...

her name is *ah girl*.. our tour guide n protector??

i dunno y ah girl lead us?? each time v stop to snap pics.. she'll stop n look at us.. everytime.. so sweet of her.. she can make the type of facial emo.. to make u feel that she is hungry.. well she cast the spell.. there she go.. she had the whole sausage bread for herself.. n the cutest part is.. she choose all the mixed vege n "puuii" to the floor.. i dun hv those pic.. grrrhhh... hope to c her tomoro again ^o^.. i dun wan2 c the other aggressive dogs.. scary.. only ah girl

so where am i heading to?? this following picture.. where i will be..

aww... i love the blue sky wif white clouds.. *1st time take pic using overexposure*

my mind is jus like this pic.. too much branches.. no direction.. T__T

hope to get back my feet on the ground.. heading to a place without connection to outside world.. no high tech stuff.. all i need is to have my mind clear..

**tenji main course will b up soon after my trip.. too much pic too choose.. sorry..