New sport shoes-miss turqoise

Loved turqoise since i was form 3,,, if you know me back then, my whole pencil box stationaries are in turqoise or violet.. had bad experience with nike for 4 years.. no kidding, 4 years of wearing.. it still 'bite' cut me..

please say hi to my new beauty

owhh.. beauty.. *manual focus wei!*


too pretty until my handsome lucky could not resist :D

went to charlotte's 1st potluck bday on last sat.. *5th March* Kam Chien my cousin 4yrs younger than me was so CUTE!! no joke.. he is the cutest 'baby' of the day.. ahahaha

have a look at cutie pie Kam Chien

now you believe me? he is cute :D

Besides that, i was in such dilemma whether should i go to this year's hot air balloon.. i chose not to go at the end cos of our end of may getaway *hearts* but at the same time i am joining YAS to 'walk to stop sexual crime' on 19th March 2011, at Queensbay mall.. join us if you are free on that day.. We even made a banner for the event,,

we drew, we painted and will walk together with our beautiful banner ^__^

This 28th of March is my handsome lucky's birthday.. but yeah i cannot do countdown for him because he 'pantang' ><

say hi to my handsome-almost-snooze-off-baby lucky ^_^

not to forget my 9months old lil nephew.. cheeky as he is.. he is smart and choosy..

lil nephew snapping photo of my bears n rabbit with canon A480

may god bless the world... and hope japan earthquake will stop..

bye everyone and have a good weekend..

~nostalgia~

hello all.. its my bday today.. wish me if u havent do so.. lol.. abit of nostalgic n emo.. i know i'm not suppose to feel so.. but i just could not control it.. right now.. abit of emo..n happy too as i c many still remembers me.. touched with et's homebaked cake thou she was really busy working.. but once again.. i feel as thou i'm fooled again for certain stuff.. bday eve too was not a so great one as i had some argument with mom, thou dad supported me but i just dun like the stone cold feelings.. ok.. mom n i ok back after a while..

fears are circulating my thoughts.. not fear of getting old.. but fear of being redundant.. fear of loneliness too.. its been a while since i talk bout wat i feel in my blog.. i meant my emo-ness.. but i really do.. i want to write watever i like.. watever i feel to.. the feeling of being a kite.. being pull and release.. this is 2nd time where i feel this way..

*a gift from some of them*

think back.. one of my happiest bday was back in 2003.. full of clueless suprises.. mayb i was just too naive.. perhaps my yr started way too perfect.. soon i joined YE which day by day, all i hv to do was to fight for our rights.. fight with ms chee.. almost gotten 24demerits.. who really understand me.. no one else cos u r not standing on my shoe.. end of the yr.. good n bad things happened too.. from winning ye 1st runner up.. to losing in apd.. from 1st class to 2nd class.. from best ps to losing glory in a very unacceptable excuse by those asshole.. being a ps was hard to bare with.. problems seems to stick to me as if v were opposite pole.. so magnetive... abit thxful to have some1 back then to back me up.. if u happen to read tis.. thx for being there for me at any hour of the day or night thou v ended up in a quite ugly situation..

if anyone could send me "fool again" by westlife.. cos right now.. i feel so much like that song... believing something which seems to be impossible.. its like i'm trying to reach a star when my feet are stepping on the ground called the EARTH.. thx but no thx for what u've tried to do..

i'm grateful to hv family to stand for me n celeb my bday, happy to get wishessss in fb which flooded my wall.. plurk too cannot be ignore.. sms n phone calls.. but somehow when there's a thorn lied beneath my skin.. its hard for me to act i'm so damn happy...

anyway.. this is just today.. tomoro i'll b back again.. happily walking around,, cos i made myself a promise.. not to b emo continuously more than 24hours.. haha.. mood gotten better after i blabbers out wat i feel..

**thx for all the wishes..
**thx sis for the oreo cheese cake n car for tomoro..
**i'm pampering meself with 2 big gifts for myself end of this month..
**counting down for my getaway.. woot*
**yeah happy back.. ahahaha

~forever 16~

today is the day... 1st of june.. stand for another 16... lalala.. i know this post is outdated n boring.. but for my own pleasure.. i still wan2 post this.. its bout my bday which almost half a year ago.. things happened.. for some joy, laughters n tears.. having some of the ppl around me.. makes me feel real good.. n i mean it ^o^.. thx to member jane who accompany me thou u r so far in uk.. it was a real hard 1.. n very very thankiu... teeeheeheehee.. i think u will read this.. trying to make u feel cold.. haha..

there goes my 1st suprise or celebration.. it din turn out to b a suprise.. cos i saw those candles... read more here

this pic.. wahaha that top right.. et is aiming on my cake.. "et, its mine :P", there goes pei pei famous "ma che" hair by cq.. my pink princess gloria, gingea, the gals... n my bottle of messagess.. weee~~

there u go.. my paintings.. wahaha.. only mine painted on face.. but still.. i enjoy it.. ss again?? yes i was..

i miss decorating my cake.. miss making cakes n baking gingea too >.<... can i bake again?? pls help me eat can?? any volunteer?? well that was 28 dec 2008.. b4 2009.. they celebrated my bday dee,, wahahaha.. my bday eve... cos it was so simple.. yet i enjoy every moment of it.. every1 was rushing back uni.. n yesh 2 of my fren fetch me out.. they insisted to round around penang til clock struck 12.. v had dinner at e-gate.. oh ya lett n sulin called me out too.. but i just cant split to two.. haha.. after our dinner.. v really did round around sg dua n to qb.. they said wan2 let me look at the night scenery of penang bridge b4 i head back to petaling jaya.. the funniest part was... they sing.. not jus one language.. but a few.. gals.. i really feel real touched.. oh ya not to forget those whom sms-ed me.. thx.. lalala~~ the next morning.. went for hearty breakfast wif king n queen.. makan dim sum.. slurp slurp..

c the pic right top?? thats my mom morning routine.. talking on phone wif my aunties.. n yeah my cute boy have his morning stretch too... awww.. miss my dear cute boy.. hehehe... went to dim sum place.. served by king n queen... ^o^.. dad order that bday noodle.. thou jus 3 of us.. but v ate alot.. as usual.. dad will tapao a siew pau for boy as his lunch..


night sis came back.. hehe.. i know they up to something.. n yes.. they r celebrating their baby gal's bday.. haha.. i'm still my hse baby.. apple of their hearts.. :P n v love ss... comp bro not around cos working.. but dun worry.. later u will c ur face here.. n cannot kill me.. haha...


my pressies, cake... n messy hair too.. hahaha.. sy n annie.. ur pressie oso in the pic ^o^.. terima kasih.. hehehe... n yeah my new purse after 2 yrs of hunting.. the old purse was 2002.. that was 7yrs ago.. haha.. thx mom.. ngek ngek...

after ss n having fun wif my dear family.. i hv to get back to pj.. was a bit not in good condition wen i reach pj.. haha.. perhaps too much of fun n sleepless night outings.. i sleep even mj say she comin back.. which i sense.. she is celebrating my bday.. abit perasan? err perhaps.. n so i slept....

jus look at my face wif the cake.. baru bangun.. haha..

the pic wif totoro.. taken today in office.. while every1 working i ss wif totoro.. cos neva had a pic taken wif it.. i ss not becos i curi tulang.. is becos i got no comp to use.. haha.. they gave me a new comp without ai n psd.. how am i suppose to work?? so this is my latest face.. haha..

then proceed to the final celebration.. t4 celebrated my bday.. becos it was gd showcase.. after that wen they celebrate my bday.. i was like a star.. wahahaha.. cos so many dslr shooting me.. hair again was in a big mess.. wth is wrong wif my hair??

i dunno who to credit for all the pics.. cos too many photographers.. dat include myself as 1 too..

the most i would like to thx is.. wenny cos the cake was brought all the way from seremban to petaling jaya.. *hearts* n thx her for the extra puff too.. teehehehe... lepas tu thx all for replying emails too.. which i dunno wats the content..

hey i'm giving speech eh :P...

slot in esper's toiletries n my packaging design here cos was featured in showcase.. yeah.. i love esper so much ^^.. the cake pic.. was so nice.. i dunno who snapped that but this is the pic i like the most of the special cake.. cute cake for me.. yipppeee...oh ya at the end i dun need to cut the cake n gve ppl.. cos i did this for every1's bday.. lol.. merajuk sikit tak mau buat kerja for own bday.. ngek ngek.. since tkj not doin this work.. i think is the class rep cut the cake.. if not mistaken.. lalala~~ cont ss n forget who cut it..

awww..

my yearly card from yan ting.. normally from uk to pg.. but this year was different.. all the way from toronto to pj.. i love cards... omg... then.. the lil forever fren bear.. was a real suprise.. reach home.. dead tired.. i sleep.. ignored david's skype.. so wen i awake.. i still lazy to get out from my room n cont on9 n chat.. til i wan2 go to toilet.. i saw this cute lil bear sitting ever lonely outside my lil mini room... awww... quickly took him to the room.. n yesh.. of cos i;m very very happy.. suddenly got 2 forever friends bear.. i always like them... always... then the potrait lens... sponsored by kmchow.. y i put his pic here?? cos in family ss pic.. he was working.. lalala~ kmchow.. i will train u ss soon.. kekeke... i will...

**told ya this is a real long post... wahaha..
**omg post this since yesterday.. n now is 2nd june..
**here wish my IP dear happy bday... if u ever come across here.. :P
**IP happy birthday from ur IB.. din post ur pic here.. but top oso got ur face :P
**tomoro is another working day..
**tomoro meet up dee gang.. hurray..
**n yes.. i'm forever 16... yeahhss..