cmei da IB

Travel: Walking alone in a warm hot night at Singapore

2011-12-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

Today marks the 3rd day i'm in Singapore.. 10-12 was with parents and sis+hubby+bb,., then i continue my trip alone as i extended 2nights... Ending my 2011 nicely, i wish... Lotsa things happened this year.. pleasant ones and some not-so-pleasant.. Sometimes it's not what we want or wish, things happened unexpectedly... Learning to accept the fact that broken glasses cant be mend was hard but i think i'm doing great...

My last trip alone was driving to port dickson from petaling jaya,. after that everything was so nice and happy.. I feel real nice walking around and meeting friends here... at the same time i miss lil lucky and yea... some particular-one :)

So this is where i stay

Pillow and Toast- The attic wall

Where should i go tomorrow? ahahaha... bugis shopping? botanical garden? orchard? so nice.. and it will be better if i am damn rich ><

Good night people.. i shall sleep no matter how hot the room is >< sadz roommates.. they r cold and i am so hot ><

Penang Bridge International Marathon (PBIM2011): My 1st Marathon

2011-11-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

20-11-2011... I had my 1st marathon.. doubted if i managed to finish it or not but then as one whom never put down her ego to give up.. i managed to finished with a complimentary finisher pewter medal(i was late by more than 15minutes)..

A day before the run, was dad's birthday.. we had fantastic sunset at balik pulau followed by dinner at some really out-of-nowhere for dinner..

My awesome misty sunset :)

Reached home but i was too reluctant to sleep though i know that i gotta wake up by 430am for my run ^_^... slept and awaken.. brush teeth wash face and head to Queensbay..

one picture of 4 of us before we start to run.. the guys' expression are abit off ><

the scenery was way nicer.. *picture from kelvin*

They reached faster than me alot.. but still me is one of the finisher.. yays.. thx for all of your support.. hehehe..


My 1st medal.. i will join the next run :)

About the run
It was my 1st time wearing sleeveless around for half day.. fat arms.. huhuhu
I walked more than running.. i guess three third of it was walking and ran abit..
Running towards the bridge was awesome.. the cold breezy air with breathtaking sunrise was a real pay off for the effort used.. not to forget running means burning calories too...
The best part of it, is to get medal and thumbs up from friends and family because i did not give up on the run... I'm looking forward for the next run but before that i shall go gym more frequent so i can look stunning.. lol.. i really hates my fat arms and bloated tummy... i'll kill both of you soon :)

New Blogspot Interface and Facebook Quote

2011-10-10T22:05:00.001+08:00

yesterday i was so happy to update my blogspot to the new interface :)
It is so easy to check who are my visitor and where are they from.. how many people actually visit my blog.. my reader hits are getting lesser.. iloveblog era was so geng.. i had at least 20-30 readers everyday.. that was when i kept writing reviews on books, trips and all.. perhaps i should write back all those :) that will be in seemei.net

the old one.. not so user friendly and not so pretty.. dull and 1.0web style

the new one is simpler, cleaner, more user experienced type of interface


Today my facebook link.. so many people like this quote cos it is so true..

being single really does not mean that we are not good enough.. just that no one is good enough for us for the moment :)

That's all for today.. skipped gym cos lack of cars :) will continue back on wednesday.. thurs need to skip cos mom's bday.. fri needs to skip cos working in bayview.. sat and sun i should go :)

friday's lunch

2011-10-09T16:05:00.007+08:00

monday is just a few hours away.. but hey.. i rewarded myself some nice seafood last friday for working faster than my scheduled routine ^_^

seafood soba:

step 1: boil water and boil the soba for 3minutes (i boiled 5minutes and the outcome was too soft to my liking)
step2: clean the squid and prawns.. when you choose your prawn, make sure it is fresh and always has its head attached ^_^
step 4: fry the prawns' head and shells until aromatic..
step5: pour in water and bring it to boil.. this is to get the prawns essence but not too much intake of the cholestrol stuff on the prawn head.. throw the shells n prawns head after this and keep the stock for the soba

step 6: with 3 drop of oil on the non sticking pan.. fry the prawns until golden brown..
the prawns was practically dancing which reminded me the cute hip hop instructor.. lol.. watching him is like watching step up live... (opps sorry for the distraction by associating cooking with dancing)

step 7: add in squid and salmon.. need not add additional oil for this as salmon contains lotsa fish oil ^_^.
As the seafood is almost done.. sprinkle a pinch of salt to taste..

tadaa.. this was my friday lunch ^_^

2more extra plates for parents... lil lucky wants abit but no... no seafood for my handsome baby ^_^...

budget for this meal:
soba: rm3.50
prawns: rm5
squid: rm2
salmon: rm9
3drops of oil, 30minutes gas usage, salt, soy sauce: rm1.50?
left over cabbage and carrots: rm0.50..

total: 21.50 for 3person+1baby nephew meal...

**next post will be how to cook the noodles.. but i dun think i will use soba anymore.. spagetti/angel hair would have taste nicer :D
** life is good when you eat healthy and feel happy consuming the food...
**recipe and food cooked.. all within my imagination.. i shall not limit my imagination no matter on design or cooking ^_^...

Minimalism-and-RIP Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T23:36:00.012+08:00

Today is a day where many living today in despair.. so am i.. getting news of my favourite reference, my idol of presentation, leopea's grand dad, a genius has passed away.. it is kind of devastating.. :(

a moment of silent for Steve Jobs please........

source - www.apple.com -Sent this message of condolences to him.. you will always be greatly remembered :)

... thanks..

As yesterday i changed my blog to white n really plain header with simple adjustment of html.. i got my blog done in around 30minutes.. i shall continue further :)

the header done in around 20minutes? or less.. without the mouse.. thx to battery dried up :( new website will based on minimalism with a touch of magic :)

“That’s not what we think design is. It’s not just what it looks like and feels like. Design is how it works” – New York Times, The Guts of a New Machine, 2003

May apple.com live long.. all hail apple devices and mac computers.. Steve Jobs will bless you and me ^_^...

*he pass away with glory.. not afraid to face his death
these are some of his quotes which we can get from:

http://www.macstories.net/roundups/inspirational-steve-jobs-quotes/
A sad day ended up with bits of laughters.. :)
Running and dancing which pumped my adrenaline and keep it running high..
Seeing MrStepUp is fun enough.. with addition of..... :)
Thank you MrStepUp.. hehe.. but i really do not know how to talk to you :)

Sharing is Caring

2011-10-05T23:00:00.005+08:00

Starting to share food that i prepare to work.. :)
Will always make some extra so people around me can try

So this is what i got for today:

with 3 drops of oil.. i fry my sliced mushrooms and halved tomatoes :)

The out come.. bottom with wild rockets, then my scramble egg with tomatoes n mushrooms, topped with a 1cm-thick pork honey glazed ham,, with generous amount of black peppers :)

made some extra, parents can eat too.. for this photo... do not deceived by lucky, he got his part before papa even get his hands on the sandwich ^_^

Feels happy seeing people enjoy my cook :) Without realizing, i am such a huge wild rockets fan.. I do not fancy the normal rockets but crazy over wild rockets :) It is time to be healthy
Came across this message in facebook:
I had this feeling.. sharing this quote to everyone.. I used to afraid of letting people know that i actually had crush.. but now.. who cares :) it was all just a sweet dream and nightmare.. Do not give up or hate everyone around just because of one person.. it wouldnt worth the outcome ^_^

The Spirit

2011-10-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

another day of october.. pampering myself with hair mask n steambath with body butter..
have to insert the never give up spirit back to myself :) I must pull myself back :)

hold on and get up :)

2011-10-02T17:30:00.003+08:00

been months since the last updates.. merely 5months.. my life was in a mess.. emotional break down.. past haunting.. erm dirty room? slow at work.. which i really feel sorry for my company.. my lack of attention to my works.. :( well things happen not because of one reason.. but multiple reasons.. words wrote can never be erased :)

been slacking since my last post.. seeing the weighing machine.. was another heart break.. not just was.. still is :( gained damn lotsa kgs since i work.. stress and gluttony.. went for body check up... phewww luckily no high blood pressure.. >< guess its time to do something about it :)

joined gym.. life is getting abit interesting :)

well life is getting better now.. october is the month of celebration wat :) mom's bday, buddies bday, october fest, halloween photoshoot, will be away this december and next yr for 2months :)

time to be positive back.. i can do it..
step one: clean room (in process)
step two: buy table
step three: buy white board
step four: find some side jobs
step five: make people around me happy :)
step six: ..............

its time to be balance :)

Hero Turned Weak

2011-05-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

Its already may.. again, i've abandoned my blog for 2months.. dear blog, i'm sorry...

this month.. hero broke down twice.. *ouch*.. but we are lucky that both time we have angels helped us out.. once was after pei's bday celebration.. another one was this evening after work.. i'm really grateful having u guys helping me out.. and wow... i drove a man-moved car too.. the 3 hunks push the car back to the factory, while i helped hero by turning the wheels..

may is a fruitful month to me.. nephew 1st bday..

baby with his mommy aka my big sis.. *promised baby that i will buy him a crown.. and so i did :)

sis made him a year book.. cover used the cloth i bought for him on his 3rd month ^_^

u see.. my nephew is a real hunk-to-be, chew drumstick with style ok! :D

celebrate mothers' day.. i assume.. the dinner in double good was for mothers' day.. thou the restaurant named double good but quality for the food is double bad.. price was a burnt too.. rm178 for small lil steam fish, some very not tasty deer meat, a few pieces of vege, tofu and chicken or pork.. i cant remember because the food had not reason for me to remember.. not amazing.. with no wow.. personally.. if u wan2 go double good, you shud go to fong yuen.. taste better..

so looking forward to my trip.. another annual trip with my dear ss company.. going to meet noobs in singapore.. back kl for korean bbq.. then next go to meet liyit at mv.. then go back pg.. life is sinfully good :D i just love the way ppl tell me how they misses me and i feel the same.. :)

-peace-

A Day Out-Shopaholic!

2011-03-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

Talked bout Masuki lotsa times in the past but never pay them a visit... Today paid them a visit to grab our lunch *kels, pei & me*

1st impression was.. *with our jaw drop* >.<" because all the waitress are hokkien speaking aunties and pretty rude as well. Their layout makes me so_not_interested in snapping some shots of the environment. The food did some blink on us.. with the price range of 15-24 *the food that we ordered* its ok as at the end of our lunch, a scoop of haegan dazz is served :D

while waiting for the food, a cup of ocha is served

my seafood set_ RM24 + 15% tax *the mushroom is not in my set thou*

I did not post the scoops of ice cream because i feel the pictures are not nice althou the food there are pretty good.. i would rate them as 3.5/5. Their points pull up all because of the food.. The workers are... zzz

Proceed to prangin mall.. oh my goodness.. warehouse sale!! slurged on nike perfume *ok my gucci almost finish* then bought mom a set of blusher *50%* As we walk.. i buy nail polish and a ring *all in turqoise color!!* since i bought mom a blusher.. then i buy dad his wasabi green beans :P trying hard to be fair.. hehe

I'm so in love with turqoise recently.. Come i share the picture here.. did not snap the flower ring and nail polish thou :P

say hello to my pretty turqoise bottle :D

the turqoise bag ^_^ so cute... hehe

*did not snap the restaurant and place coordinate because i'm not a flogger :D
*tomorrow is monday = work
*broke oh broke ><
*conclusion happy weekend

New sport shoes-miss turqoise

2011-03-11T22:25:00.003+08:00

Loved turqoise since i was form 3,,, if you know me back then, my whole pencil box stationaries are in turqoise or violet.. had bad experience with nike for 4 years.. no kidding, 4 years of wearing.. it still ~~'bite'~~ cut me..

please say hi to my new beauty

owhh.. beauty.. *manual focus wei!*

too pretty until my handsome lucky could not resist :D

went to charlotte's 1st potluck bday on last sat.. *5th March* Kam Chien my cousin 4yrs younger than me was so CUTE!! no joke.. he is the cutest 'baby' of the day.. ahahaha

have a look at ~~cutie pie~~ Kam Chien

now you believe me? he is cute :D

Besides that, i was in such dilemma whether should i go to this year's hot air balloon.. i chose not to go at the end cos of our end of may getaway *hearts* but at the same time i am joining YAS to 'walk to stop sexual crime' on 19th March 2011, at Queensbay mall.. join us if you are free on that day.. We even made a banner for the event,,

we drew, we painted and will walk together with our beautiful banner ^__^

This 28th of March is my handsome lucky's birthday.. but yeah i cannot do countdown for him because he 'pantang' ><

say hi to my handsome-almost-snooze-off-baby lucky ^_^

not to forget my 9months old lil nephew.. cheeky as he is.. he is smart and choosy..

lil nephew snapping photo of my bears n rabbit with canon A480

may god bless the world... and hope japan earthquake will stop..

bye everyone and have a good weekend..

Mandala

2011-03-04T22:59:00.011+08:00

life of working.. every tuesday, wednesday and friday will have my lunch in the office.. either i will cook or maybe buy outside.. since so many time left, we either play cards, color mandala or one of us do presentation..

Talking about mandala, its something related to sacred or sanskrit stuff that its about finding your own peace of mind... with the concept everything in this world is in a form of circle.. Mandala is believed to have the healing and destress effect for us.. so why not give it a try :D

For the first session, i did not get to join as i was away from work ~~enjoying my sick leave~~.. but i got my 1st mandala done on this tuesday.. What i learn from this mandala is that.. choose the simplest to color, then i can get it done fast =P

Tadaaa.. our kindergarden section of workplace :D

all of our mandala

my mandala! *non-edit*

processed in poladroid =P *too lazy to photoshop*

*Rationale/What i've learn: Life is about making choices. Never afraid of making mistake or refrain yourself from trying new things. Else you won't know what you will be in the future.

Colors of life,
By Cmei

*Conclusion from mandala> i kind of feel very happy after that because i love coloring. at least my life is not just design and design :D
*that's all for now..
*oh ya.. i've learnt html and css from scratch!! thx to Andrea :D.. thx alot if you encounter this blog.. i appreciate it alot.. *worship*
*html and css will soon be my best friend

~reactivation~

2011-02-09T23:38:00.001+08:00

been a few months since i blog.. the last was about cute lucky.. lotsa things happened few months back,, done with freelance, back to penang, became babysitter and chef at home, prepared for sis wedding, enjoyed my birthday celebrations and latest.. i'm now working in ---... :)

happy birthday to everyone as today is "yan yat"

Greetings from my sunshine babies *picture quality not good because it is loaded using blogger*

Warmest greeting by Miss IB

~september fairytail~~

2010-09-30T15:12:00.006+08:00

fairytail or fairytale? just 2 days ago when i brought my boy out and dry him up after his shower.. he ran away.. normally he will run back to me if i let him pee without chasing him.. but this time he changed his strategy.. unleashed himself and ran away from the condo area.. i chase until the road side and i lost him because i cant run as fast as he is.. heart jumped like as if it is coming out.. asked around whether guards or some econsave stranger, no trace of my boy.. ran back to my place n ask the guard again.. no trace.. then saw a black piece of thing on the ground... i thought it was my boy n start to tear.. luckily it was not.. back to my condo again.. heard my boy's barking.. it was at econsave.. like all fairytale.. my fairytail ended with a happy ending.. he ran back to me just like every drama's most touching scene.. back home.. he looks normal.. but night.. fell sick and fever.. my boy T__T..

went to vet the next morning.. dr said mayb he was shocked and too tired.. baby lost 200g.. left 4.6kg..

my baby boy is sick T__T sick until ears cannot stand and no appetite.. sobs

sick until lunch and dinner also did not eat.. T__T no barking too..

my lucky with his soothing hanky..

thank god.. my baby is now very healthy, can bark, can run, play tennis ball and can eat properly.. hehehe... i am happy back.. weee~~ sometimes me and sis feel boy ran away because he was jealous of my nephew.. dear lucky boy please do not feel abandon.. we love u super lots lots.. ^^

punishment for lucky boy running away n made me cry and so worry on the road.. u r officially 1 month GROUNDED!!! :P sis scolded me for snapping our boy's sick face.. hehehe

~cinderella~

2010-09-15T16:11:00.004+08:00

life lately pretty much can be compare to cinderella except that i will not have a fairy godmother *bidibi badibi boo*, no pumpkin, no ugly step sisters, no stepmother, no ugly fat lucifer.. but i cook, and take care of the baby with mom.. perhaps a modern cinderella.. comparing myself to cinderella because of my drink at Vintage Bulgaria, a German fine dining restaurant.. well not so fine after all..

me and my drink, Cinderella..

some typical fruit punch with very soury taste, one sip guarantee you will be awaken! anyway the my portrait snapped by peipei.. ^^ and yea, cinderella new time is no longer before 0000 but 0300.. hahaha

and this is the baby nephew i am facing everyday.. as cute as he may look but when he roars, even my dad will also runaway because he can be real scary :P

he wanted to get my dslr but i lent him my bandanna and lil toy camera. his cute puppy eyes..

ended up, he put my lil camera into his little mouth >.<"

and this is my life now, still wandering around and not finding jobs.. i changed... don't you agree? can't wait to review 60D.. but because of canon page very miscommunicating, i don't even know if i am eligible for 1week trial + 50% discount.. canon marketing malaysia should take note to this matter. failing to create a reliable POP would cause alot of trouble to the consumers.. zzz

~the season~

2010-09-11T02:27:00.007+08:00

hi blog, sorry for neglecting you and the header "under construction" have not done as well. my bad, my bad..

and i was wondering... even this picture i need to load three times in flickr, but still fail with broken link.. is it really so difficult? so difficult even to load a single tiny resized picture

the fifth time.. what is love?

dear God, please end the season.. and to my friends who had struggled and still struggling, good luck and be positive..

~da next chapter~

2010-08-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

so much of unpublished blogs.. but today i am not into posting those old bloody stories and untouched pictures,, lol.. *ahemmm* what about next chapter? actually i am not so sure of how my career going to be.. whatever it is,, many things happened this few months time.. finished my degree and waiting for upcoming convocation.. because of drainage.. erm what i meant was, i am BROKE! n salary yet to receive.. disappointment.. sigh..

not all that bad.. at least i had a blast at cameron with ss company, bkt tinggi and redang with cls friends.. feelings of happy and unhappy, but my laziness.. stopped me from filtering my pictures.. but its good that some of our bond r closer.. made a frame for my pictures.. and yes, my red slippers went to redang!

one of our sunset shot *snapped by melanie*

our nice jump shot! *snapped by angelene*

my lovely slippers and the chair... *emo-ing at more -more tea inn*

i was snorkeling and domo was diving ^__^

our gathering.. and kayc bday.. her lovely bday card.. ^__^

at pei's USM convocation..

my recent life.. with the babies.. my turn waiting for convocation, which i really not looking forward.. maybe i can feel the tiredness already.. but maybe peipei is right, on that day i will feel happier.. a good thing is that.. my family going with me.. but lucky hv to go lodging.. sobs.. T__T

my next chapter, will be.. whether i update my resume and try my luck on that branding company or continue my dream :(

~she is just an IB~

2010-06-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

look!! and yeah.. she is not a human.. she have no feelings.. u ppl can say watever shit to her.. 11yrs of holding the guts, trying to be good with a little hope that the history would not repeat.. but too bad.. she failed.. even in friendship, she fails.. her friend claims she dun understand their condition.. yeah perhaps she dont.. how would she understand while she is the problem itself.. crying til the eyes bigger than goldfish.. but who will feel sad for her? even the most dearly accused her for what she had not done.. what can she expect a normal friend to do? no one would understand how she feel right now.. crying til losing her voice and balance.. whats with all the happy looking face she show everyday? is she really happy? who will understand.. n ppl, pls stop comparing ur life and mine.. everyone have their own probs.. i'm just a human.. i have heartbeat, feelings.. and most of all.. tears..

look and fake!! be fake.. a key of how to survive in this world

last but not least.. pls do not compare my life with urs.. to friend that appreciates me.. thx

~finally~

2010-06-17T10:06:00.003+08:00

**CAUTION: all the below are just her rant, don't read if u don't want to bored til death**

things had been said n done.. finally ending of my misery.. thou mon is the last day but to me.. it ends here.. to the trip.. i was extremely excited over it but decision n feelings changed in just a glance when i c something i dun like.. many of my friends who know me well, will definitely know why i am not going because i never join a trip if i feel i cant enjoy.. perhaps some think one out of 20 is a small percentage but lets recall back our peribahasa "setitik nila, rosak susu sebelanga".. i would not cont much cos everyone deserves to enjoy that include the ----.. else i'll get the label as a pot calling a kettle black..

lotsa decision came into my mind a few hours ago.. i will cont another battle.. thx to primetime for getting me more friends.. but i lost 2 things in primetime as well, one of my biggest project which cost me more than anyone had pay me.. feelings towards primetime was like love and hate.. but i would like to make a conclusion that.. i love it more than hate it.. lessons learned, friends earned which is more than earning the huge amount of money because i know money can be earn by just working but not friends.. to some whom stood by me, thx alot.. emotionally i never show how emo i am but.. to be frank now, every minute of trying to hold the emotion was like holding a cutter n slice my flesh.. through primetime i can feel an upgrade in myself.. reflecting on how i dealt with previous issue n ptime.. all the above statements are my own feelings and this is the only place where i can write my heart out.. i shall focus more on my future

time to take another leap... to somewhere else *pic loaded by blogspot n taken by lumix*

~cocktail~

2010-06-11T04:31:00.003+08:00

dear miss IB,
cmei will off to somewhere... she is now drained.. kindly understand her situation.. tired.. realizing 3 shots is nothing.. cmei told herself to go for more in the future.. hoping for a smoother upcoming.
thank you.

sharing my handsome boy's pic..

~shooting maniacs~

2010-05-30T22:11:00.004+08:00

with regards for the upcoming event that we've planned for months.. part of our team had came out with some brilliant ideas.. we do not just try to impress by using the exhibition hall but took a wilder journey as multiple artworks, video clips, animation and gimmicks were posted in youtube and facebook... apart from creating gimmicks, we had even planned an art bazaar on the following weekend to create a merrier event with full of fond memories.. n perhaps help boosting economy by spending on limited edition hand crafts and clothes..

tomorrow is shooting maniac's official hunt for creative expression from the public.. let the pictures below do the talking..

simple n nice poster by jason ooi *g-mickey team leader*

our timetable.. see you there :D

some simple ways for you to get the attractive prizes..

as for our art bazaar.. do come visit n get ur mini polaroid picture snap.. each pic only cost less than rm5.. custom made fujimini instax pouch.. lansi fitted cap.. n some handmade goods

for more enquiries, u may contact me or the person incharge on the flyer

not to forget there are plenty of goodies up for grabs..

see you there,, besides 4 of us.. there are more to see.. haha...

**all the pic above taken from "PRIMETIME 2010".. check us out in facebook by typing "PRIMETIME 2010" on the search box.

~my precious~

2010-05-29T00:49:00.004+08:00

suddenly feels like ~~running home~~ going home for my lil precious.. cos sis told me he got lice attack :(.. it was after a run in the park.. haihz.. hope by the time i reach home next week.. my precious boy recover..

pic taken using w705, while my handsome waiting for mom..

officially missing everyone... dear buddha pls bless my handsome and remove the bad lice away from my precious... namoamitabha..

~decision and time~

2010-05-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

time proved everything.. decision made.. an offer to cont work on it but turning down one as well.. i dun think i can cope so much.. i believes i need more own sweet time to rest.. during the drill/march at taman jaya.. i realized many things.. been a long time since last fever.. but i got it this monday.. totally dead on bed when i was doin the price tag layout.. worst i din realize i fell asleep.. next i awake... i'm so damn hooottt.. thx to the day b4 hand which i were to stand under hot sun n run up n down.. then lunch, test car and night dinner too... i dunno if i shud say life is indeed a rollercoaster.. was so devastating getting to know RONAN strayed with an ugly ballerina backstage bitch.. ronan why? why? haihz...

more stuff i got to know as well but mayb i shud not get excited over it.. watever!!... oh car is back to normal... weee~~ was terrible experience to drive when ur 1st n 2nd gear got prob to change @_@... emotionally was pretty weak last 2 days, headache attacked.. ouch.. heartache too attack *double ouch*, hp-ache, car-ache n money-ache.. lalala~~

oh done ahleng's poster.. sorry for not perfect-ing the poster cos miss IB time kinda messed up last few days... arrghh.. n thx for liking it too.. all the best to u n ur frens

catch them at taylors college lakeside campus tomorrow aka 27th May 2010..

bye.. i need to sleep.. headache coming... byez
pudarrrr n fadeeeee

~title-less~

2010-05-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to put for title.. many things have been said and done lately.. took up a few challenges too.. a whole new experience and journey i would say.. suddenly i have 2 alternatives.. or mayb more.. not sure if i wan2 commit or not but not sure if i wan2 let go or not? other than this.. i would like to state and make the statement strongly that friends and acquaintance has a huge difference.. i don't work on demand nor bound to any instruction, so keep it short n clean.. else debarking shall be done.. my reaction towards a statement said by my friend during dinner was pretty big as i feel much annoyed n accused.. its not my job to babysit others and what more to an acquaintance?

this cake absolutely a MUST try at "boh tea plantation" a good match for the cream n cake :D

i wish for an enlightenment from any great people around me.. now what i have to do is to make my decision, finish ahleng's poster, layouts, finance and etc..

*gtg.. hv to sleep now as 7am need to b awake n need to reach 8AM SHARP.. sounds like i have no freedom... 2more weeks to end the pain.. byez

~ss company trip 2_part 1~

2010-05-21T10:31:00.003+08:00

last thurs went up to cameron with my ss company to have our 2nd trip.. a getaway to release the stress and relax in the cooling place.. this trip we are pretty lazy to ss, mayb cos of the rain and makes us sleepy with that cold weather we keep staying in hotel.. hotel was damn cheap i would say, 2 double beds with a plasma tv.. awesome.. wahaha.. stayed 2nights here still cheaper than 1 night in port dickson.. but we still hearts PD :D

our 1st dinner, price and taste wise i would give 4/5 rating.. as for service.. 4.9/5.. lol

generous amount and tasteful prawn mantis at incredibly good price.. haha

me at magical rabbit land.. lol..

we went to pretty lotsa places also but.....some pics r in CR2 file which makes me pretty lazy to process it yet.. dats y this is part 1... but wait... i'm not yet done with this post..

at strawberry moments.. food rating below average.. but environment wise.. still ok *dunno y i like this pic alot.. lol*

at the pasar malam with my fav ice cream.. n my poor ss skill >.<"

our wonderful fresh salad breakfast *did i mentioned, we r staying in hotel.. haha but we have a multipurpose cooker,, will reveal it the next post*

went to boh tea plantation.. the driving experience to go there was scary+funny+awesome+stress+happy.. oh all sorts of feeling.. n most of all the satisfaction upon arrival with a phew~~ finally.. lol

company pic at entrance ^_^ *this pic is too nice to photoshop, yeahs saved time*

princess gloria and the 3 domos at boh tea plantation..

lol.. some natural shots while i was thinking of how to pose.. wahaha.. now i feel i look stupid with my hat.. lol *thx to bosses for snapping this*

too many pics to post.. but thats all.. need to go out settle pretty much stuff.. hp need to service.. need to take laptop out to help my fren's assignment n settle another deal.. wahahaha.. byez

btw i'm working on my portfolio website.. hehe.. i got my own domain already :D *pls congrats me*

~introducing mr cheeky tan~

2010-05-12T15:02:00.002+08:00

at last n finally, i'm updating my blog.. header will remain under construction as too much of works assigned n as well,, erm.. accepted.. haha.. not sure if i can do it great but will give my 100+1% to make watever i pursue a success..

oh yes.. introducing mr cheeky tan, cheeky when in the mom's tummy and cheekier as now he is rawr-ing real loud.. he cries like a cub.. tiger cub.. haha.. so fast he tempt to stay in bro's room.. y? cos that room full of toys.. master grade toyssss... ngek ngek..

lol.. once upon a time, both of them were my models for fyp ^__^

bb is now in my hse luu.. wan2 visit him? pls RSVP.. lol

bb with kungkung's hand

bb with mummy

bb with popo

bb with lucky boy ^__^ *lucky is very concern n supportive, bravo!!*

bb with patrick.. haha..

bb says: hello IB yi

went home for less than 48hours to c the little guy.. how can we not excited for the family 1st cub.. haha.. snapped lotsa pics which 1 with G's b.bird, i doubt the pic look nice in composition cos i lol.. simply snapped..

wow i did lotsa stuff yesterday, went market to buy kampung ayam betina.. which very miscommunicating with chic seller n mom, walked home. makan, then snap bb shower pics, shower my lucky n of cos cut his nails, bring lucky to the park.. walked to buy herbs n sis stuff, cut hair n buy coconut drinks for mom.. i walked out from home 2times.. haha all day walking.. nice!! walk n snap.. wahaha..

i said i dun wan2 photoshop bb's pic cos too raw to photoshop.. haha.. the fact is that i oso feel lazy to do so.. lalalala.. at this moment mood real good.. hope mood like this will stay for long.. oh yeah gonna issue one of the 1st receipt real soon.. gtg.. more uploads soon.. bye~~

~call me noob~

2010-04-08T17:43:00.005+08:00

never had i thought that i was totally cut off.. call me noob for being so naive and thought everything is back to normal.. i never ask for respect but at the same time pls don't sarcast me or fake things around.. somehow i failed keep my emotion stable early in the morning *sorry purple white checker that i broke my promise*.. this is just too hurtful for ms IB to accept the cruel facts..

mixed filters from photoshop..

there goes my 99th post in this blog.. another beyond my expectation..

~cheesy~

2010-04-07T17:27:00.006+08:00

feeling cheesy.. but at least today cleared my suspicion towards an issue which i had in mind weeks ago.. another yes to my instinct.. the feeling of anger is not what i feel now but doubting on current situation.. suddenly i feel everything so fake.. overcame my ego, that i've made a few steps to straighten things up and then the green lite on net somehow re-appeared.. but the blue lite tells everything.. it can be done without my consent but can never be undone without my assent..

setitik nila rosak susu sebelanga.. *nothing to do with this random picture*

done with law.. lets concentrate on fyp and interactive multimedia..

**i'm not emo but having the cheesy feeling
**----------------------------------... *doh*
**lol.. speechless..

~boyzone~

2010-04-02T23:40:00.005+08:00

abit of depression towards my dvd that i've bought.. received a call from popular 1week ago.. ask me to claim for my refund.. i seriously not looking for a refund.. i wanted the dvd badly T__T another credit is that i'm getting 'brother' cd tomorrow.. just an exchange :P..

i only support ori!! wahaha..

the concert dvd got prob >.<" the 'extra' nothing wrong.. simply love it ^^

will hunt for this dvd AGAIN... maybe not in malaysia.. or bla bla bla.. talking bout searching for dvd.. reminds me of my cd.. boyzone's where we belong.. if anyone can find it for me with condition its original and still new.. i will pay extra 20bucks.. or *slave myself for 3days to get it(condition if i agree to do so) T__T.. i am serious.. i even told a friend of mine.. my eyes wont close tight if i die without owning that album..

image of the album.. please help me find this.. seriously wanted this cd since my cassette died..*album name: where we belong*

**pics from A480..
**too much of law.. my condition for being slave is subject to change without prior notice*
**tomorrow's mission.. gakken construction ^_^
**battery grip is dead.. still under warranty thou :P

~future?~

2010-03-31T23:42:00.003+08:00

lol.. too many pics to edit.. too many things to do but i cant stop smiling and laughing remembering our conversation.. lol.. our future.. we use LV and COUCH bags.. lol.. we even will upgrade our meal with an expensive steam fish loo.. wahaha.. a dedication to 4 of us ^^ company ss

lol.. our future gathering mock up!! *u know i know who and which is ourselves*

will try my best to compile our yumcha pic kat ice cream shop.. ^^ want to make better layout.. hehe.. oh ya and our ss trip pics. that hv to do after exhibition ^^

bye march.. a month with lotsa ups and a slight down.. i still hearts u lots ^^

**to big boss, boss n me.. good luck in our fyp ^^
**to pekerja all the best for everything.. dun so emo la *cozy*
**to every1.. gambateh for everything.. hello april

~us~

2010-03-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

in about 24hours, will b 2010 earth hour.. spent 2009 earth hour with domo.. it was too, a day where my domo gets the birth mark on its tiny lil hand.. the mark made my domo special and very different from the others.. like it or not, my domo went to lotsa places with me.. and spent my darkest time with me during my ~~runaway from fact~~ getaway *crazy i may sound.. but i am indeed crazy*

peekaboo at i-city, shah alam

tomorrow we will go for another getaway again!! wahaha.. to celebrate our 1st anniversary? booo to me.. lol.. tomorrow is just a getaway with bro, my IP n laypeng.. tomorrow marks the 3rd time domo visit malacca with me :D

~commitment~

2010-03-25T16:15:00.004+08:00

by right at this hour i should be working on my plans.. my fyp and assignment.. but weather is too hot, facebook not working right at this moment because i could not load any photo.. morning morning get pissed by some blunt comments over my lucky boy.. barking is the only communication mode he can use.. shallow people will not understand.. skip that tl person..

lost my today's commitment towards assignment.. yesh i did say i will not and shall not give up although i'm not good in multimedia.. but i shall try my best.. so much of commitment recently which some.. partially i gave up..

posting some pics i snapped on the last day of hot air balloon.. asked my piggy sis to come.. but too bad she cant.. some pics for her to jealous.. lol.. yes!! i know i'm evil.. but i cant help it cos i like those pics that i took.. the models r good enough for not scolding me..

totally love the expression of the model & composition of this picture.. *thx to the yellow balloons ^^ and thx to the mild wind too*

congrats to this couple :D

a lonely picture.. no string attached.. *bla bla bla*

marriage is the most ~~scary~~ lovely commitment for 2 person to make it a success.. building a family and breed too.. hahaha.. yeah i said breed.. u did not read it wrong!! my eldest sis is delivering soon and piggy is going to go through the chinese traditional wedding this coming december!! CONGRATS to both of my dear sisters ^^.. hope for more good news from my family and friends.. kick my ass to go apply whatever i wan2 commit asap so that i can successfully get it!! good luck to me :D

thats all for now.. better get my hand back to my 'loading' pages.. lol.. long time din do gif files.. now wan2 make a more complicated one.. wish me luck pls :D feel abit guilty because i did not get consultation from supervisor and finished the 25epi of drama in a zap.. so now.. do animatics lo :P

~my sister & i~

2010-03-23T13:47:00.006+08:00

this coming weekend me is going to malacca with bro n IP aka my 2nd sis.. sis(eldest sis) cant join us this time.. as she is pregnant and expecting to deliver around may.. took some pictures of sis pregnancy.. lots more to photoshop and export.. 4 of us shares the same biological parents and same genes.. our characteristics.. different..

i dont really care if people were to laugh at me but once upon a time, i had a vision which was to protect my eldest sister.. y her? because she is the most timid among us and the softest among 4 of us.. sis as well always protect me and helped me.. i wish and hope our siblings relationship will be like this forever.. now my sister becoming a mommy soon.. weee~~~ i am waiting for my nephew..

my sis n nephew.. *no one was there to hold the cloth.. all thx to jiefu holding the fan and me for tying my sis by the window*
angel by an angel means 'an angel is carrying an angel'

me n sis.. *the only pic of us on that day as i looked EXTREMELY 'chan' for all the non-stop outings during CNY*

whenever i post pics here again its all because fb fails to show the effect i had photoshopped.. zzz.. booo booo boo to fb..

**my sunburn is ripping off my skin.. causing skin flakes T__T
**eagerly counting down for this weekend short trip ^^

~下雨天 ~

2010-03-22T12:30:00.000+08:00

下雨天 means rainy day.. went to putrajaya with bro in the morning after breakfast at puchong.. the weather was dull dull.. lol.. me n bro waited til 5pm.. sky began to turn blue with marshallow-shaped clouds.. until then... soon after the speech.. lightnings.. then finally the rain pour to the ground.. enjoyed every single moment walking in the rain.. been a long time since i walked in the rain.. yeahs..

stopped for a shelter at some building because car was too far and also have to wait til the traffic smooth.. while waiting.. no time to lose.. i SS.. wahaha.. but 1 thing that annoyed me was that ahbeng in purple.. followed whatever i do.. i placed my domo near the rain to snap, he then placed his yellow ducky.. i snap my shoes, he took out his slipper n snap.. =.=" what is this?? zzzz

us waiting enjoying the mist of rain...*i cant recall how many shots i ask my bro snap to get this.. vain? yes i am.. dare to do, dare to admit*

left putrajaya around 8pm.. then proceed to puchong for dinner.. i love my ginger spring onion deer meat noodles.. that shop is somewhere next to ioi mall.. wonderful day ended up with sunburn.. but mentally feels happy is good enough.. rain cooled down pj.. i had a wonderful sleep cocooning myself.. ^^

~a day out~

2010-03-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

thursday went for a whole day out with classmates.. a-kind-of-impromptu plan which turned out pretty good and suprisingly good feedback.. until then... plan still went well with lots of laughters, photos, talkings.. too much of photos to resize and all.. edited some pictures as well.. it was a great day started from 730-0015 when i reach home..

i'll post only 2 pictures of hotairballoon as tomorrow i'm going there AGAIN!!! wahahaa..

the colorful balloon for ride..

the gigantic levi was burnt *lesson of the day: know your limit and when you play with fire, play wisely*

then we went off for our bah kut teh at klang.. went to the ever famous bah kut teh under the bridge but we were too late so we went to the back road's.. taste wise, i would rate as bah kut stew.. even my cook tasted better.. haha.. but the environment there i kinda like it.. especially this upcoming picture

a place that made me feel lonely by just looking at it *p/s: now i am too hungry to post any bah kut teh pics*

went for a 2nd round bah kut teh as the 1st did not satisfy our monsteric tummy.. 2nd round was so much better in terms of value, outlook and varieties..

after bkt, we went to jusco bukit tinggi for a walk and movie.. seriously 13 of us watch.. i think 10 fell asleep.. soon after that we went to shah alam i-city..

i-city sunset..

some trees..

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penguins.. reminds me of us ^o^ *et, cicak, yt n kg.. the us i meant r u gals*

the last picture i took..

ss alot on that day, i was really happy until things happened n gradually affected my mood.. today ms cheah's lecture's cases kept me away from doozing off.. normally we see the proverb as such 'a picture says a thousand word' but today i was reminded of this 'word is sharper than a knife' it is indeed very heart breaking.. yesterday was a day filled with happiness, laughters, anger, disappointment and undescribe-able feelings.. never had ms ib asked for the title.. great titles come with great responsibility.. never had ms ib owed anyone.. all ms ib did was to be 'kar leung'..

apart from that.. feel very blessed having a bunch of great companies with me.. and also thx for the live telecast of zee avi's concert just now.. i appreciates it very much ^.^... a week filled with all sorts of emotions.. wow.. my life is indeed.. VERY INTERESTING!!!.. hahaha..

~duckey rice~

2010-03-17T10:43:00.002+08:00

Nom nom nom... went to eat duckey rice at sunshine market b4 head back to pj yesterday.. eating the duckey rice reminds me lots of fond memories i had as a data entry clerk back in yrs ago.. working there was the very 1st time i work in office because all the while my working places would be in the mall and restaurants... photoshopped the duckey rice photo but UTAR disallow me to load in facebook to tag the kakis =.=" thankiu UTAR!!!

domo with duckey rice.. look at the ducks.. they are crying.. hahaha *yum yum*

this set of rice with duck drumstick n braised chicken inerts and a bowl of 'chay boey' is only rm4.60!!! so worthy for the generous amount of meat.. yum yum.. visit them if u can :D the shop located in sunshine market "hongkong style roast chicken/duck"

~SEO, gain some traffic n blog rank!!~

2010-03-15T13:26:00.007+08:00

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~thank you~

2010-03-14T23:27:00.004+08:00

hi everybody.. a short update..
thx every1 whom voted for me for my photocontest which needed vote... n extra thx to those whom helped me in pulling extra stars..

my picture had won the 3rd prize for overall n the theme.. thou i did not get the 'red' one.. but i'm very very happy also.. hehe..

1st pic in this link is the pic that won the prizes

n here is the pic.. of my prizes..

this is my 5million dollar eos-crumpler n A480

A480 given to parents.. for them to ss.. cos i have my own camua babea dee.. ^^
~~*i will telan lumix to ss*~~

** feels like a baby today.. its been a long time since i sleep with my parents.. some might think i am very attention seeking or maybe a pampered lord.. i am very independent ok!!.. but at times i need a break from being the decision maker, a strong person n etc.. stress n emotional feelings come together.. whatever it is.. i am still their baby :P so nice to sleep on their bed together again.. ^^

~BabySense~

2010-03-11T22:40:00.003+08:00

a credit to my models.. aka beloved sis n jie fu.. thx for being supportive.. this is not the actual poster but the picture is the same.. ^^.. hope u like this..

BabySense brand ambassadors

**enough of crap..
**almost 50hours since i lie on my bed
**i cant sit straight
**previous post was my frusfration when 'unsound mind' occupies my mind

~tut~

2010-03-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

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~march~

2010-03-05T07:46:00.005+08:00

march.. ronan's and lucky's birthday month.. almost six years since my little cutie pie came to my life.. long or short it is so subjective.. to me, these 6 years not to say long but not short.. been thru many transitions, gone thru lotsa chaos, experiences, lost&found friends as well..

anyway i've won the canon photo contest.. did not get the 'red' 1 but i'm grateful enuf to get the 3rd prize.. just like ms cheah said "aim high, at least when u fall.. u don't fail everything but will a few steps from your aim"*p/s:she is the only lecturer i dare not argue so much*

went to get some papers just now.. 6pieces cost rm36.50.. like bro said "poor ppl cannot study this field".. thx didi for fetching me go get the papers n also change my phone charger ^^..

my very handsome lucky boy with charmeleon banner.. *pic taken by lumix around 2006, edited with photoshop, 2010*

time to cont artlaw then fyp.. i am not trying to act busy.. but i am indeed very busy as i need to write pages of sosiology report and also compile group assignment to make it look nicely in whole ^^.. reading thru my reflective essay.. too much of wrong spellings and errors.. zzz lotsa short form too >.<"

~not-the-used-to-be~

2010-03-02T12:23:00.004+08:00

the insufficient time to cook.. leads me to lunch in jaya one or mamak with the usual cliques*lol.. u know who u r* next week i have to cook to uni!! pocket pretty drained.. but i have no regret thou :P

took lunch in jaya one at 'one chef' or more to us to reckon as 'the yellow shop'.. the swing seats reminds me of eytc kitchen unit.. where i wan my table set with chair as swing.. and it works.. steady n nice.. haha.. back to the food.. ordered a dish named "intense curry pork set" the name is enough to make me feel @__@", 20 ordered 'drunken chic set', and kel ordered 'soft and tender slow chic set'.. i wonder if the names were directly translated =.="

took the pic with my laptop.. which my leopea's "condom" dropped onto the intense pork curry >.<" our food!!*nice food needed after the effing boring SOSIOLOGY.. as a reward we did not skipped class*

thats all for today.. as for yesterday.. i have a confession to make!!! omg.. i no longer crave for my chachos.. normally i will ~~gobble~~ finish off the whole chachos b4 i sleep.. kinda dislike many things i used to like.. what is happening to me now?

this is my used-to-be-favourite-chachos

and recently.. i had restless sleep.. i have dreamsss.. i dreamed of my nephew spoiling my stuff n i scolded him *omg.. sis will b emo after read this*.. i dreamt of unknown 'thee'... i dreamt of fyp.. i dreamt of... *forgotten*

omg... all pics loaded from laptop webcam n oso blogger pic to load.. haha..
sad week.. fyp T__T
*tomorrow is ronan's birthday ^^

~gift~

2010-02-25T23:58:00.006+08:00

line is now so UNSTABLE... how many times should i load my email, facebook and also flickr? how many times must i reconnect my MSN!!! wth...

continue what my title meant.. sis n hubby gave me present during cny.. not just the ~~extra loaded~~ angpow.. but a coin bag n a handphone ornament.. like it much.. til the ornament meaning was explained.. lol.. b4 i show the picture of my ornament.. i show facebook quiz that i took just now.. funny

am i gonna get married in 2yrs? zzz siao

the pouch and hp ornament ^^

whats the relation of the ornament with the facebook quiz.. lol..

if u understand chinese.. u'll understand the meaning,,

now is still not a suitable time to hang that ornament.. haha.. i'll wait for member to come back from uk so that we can ~~fish~~ go out together.. cant wait for our road trips too.. our missions..

oh yeah today's line is EXCEPTIONALLY "GOOD"... let the picture below do the talkings

This is the service for what we have paid!!... continuously disconnection.. malaysia's services always like this.. same goes to that DAMN FITNESS FIRST.. that story i'll post it next month once i settle them off this coming sunday.. fyp is enough to kill but sentralfon and ~~MONEY FIRST~~ fitness first gives me extra headache for their extremely inefficient working ethical..

**overall today very happy.. after talk to kahwei, laysim..
**chatted with my ahyit n ahleng ^^ *miss ib misses both of u oso ler*
**sleep 1st.. later cont fyp.. zzz
**bye everyone

~ROM~

2010-02-21T01:08:00.005+08:00

ROM means registration of marriage.. yesh in about 10hours, my piggy sis will officially becomes ~~mrs barney~~ mrs teoh.. congrats to both of them.. though i know u both might not read this blog.. STILL ib hereby wishes u both happily ever after..

a teaser pic from AS paddy field..*still searching for better fonts to make an album*
choreographed, snapped and edited by Miss IB
light reflected by bro, modelled by nicholas and qiqi

i am now actually typing words in dark.. n of cos my laptop keypads are led lighted.. sleep 1st.. tomorrow gonna be long journey to drive and be photographer too.. byez

**more than 200pics to touch up T__T
**fyp soon T___T

~Roarrr Rawrrr Woww~

2010-02-14T02:28:00.006+08:00

Rawrrr.. today officially marks the year of tiger.. as a tigress i am very proud to ROARrrrr... nothing much done although i'm back home for almost 3days.. i did not really clean my room.. did not make new header which should be up now.. oh yeah today is also my blogspot 1st anniversary.. wish me pls wish me.. went shopping with parents for 2 days.. dad got more clothes from his son and daughter.. ermm.. where is/are my sponsor(s)??

just now as usual chinese new year eve.. i bathed lucky.. but after the shower.. as usual as well took him for a walk in the park.. but something more is.. i took my camera with me too.. ^o^..

here are my lucky's portraits

lucky hereby wish all of u... happy chinese new year ^o^ will re-edit this pic to create cooler feel

lucky boy with his hat.. the weather too hot, needs to protect his tiny head.. hehe

lucky's passport picka.. very symmetrical.. haha

waiting for snacks again..

happy chinese new year.. ~~*p/s: i will not wish anybody happy valentine.. yet*~~

**1st pic undergo photoshop.. lots lots of work on it..
**2nd pic.. change color temperature
**3rd and 4th pic.. non-photoshop.. power of my 2.8... wahahaha
**hope to work on my header later la.. hahaha..

~family~

2010-02-12T08:48:00.002+08:00

back to penang yesterday morning.. was a pretty long journey as 2 wrong turns before sg buloh tol.. haha... as usual i dooze off whenever i am having long journey or even when i stuck in the jam *this happens only if i am the passenger* reach penang went to office.. thx dawn for the domo.. then reach home.. and yes!! my lucky boy misses me alot lot lotsss.. then prepare for the reunion dinner.. 3days in advance.. haha.. took a family portrait with tripod..

my lucky boy and i.. *told ya he misses me alot*

family portrait 2010.. *i really know how to write chinese*

**out to send gifts to parents friends' and relatives @__@
**pay student bill
**buy ribbon

~i am chinese literate~

2010-02-07T01:33:00.003+08:00

literally i speak chinese.. whether cantonese, hokkien or mandarin.. ~~pretty well-spoken in all i shud say~~.. writing was not so great but i still write some simple words.. oh yeah.. i know how to write chinese.. haha.. so in mood to go home already.. i cant wait to groom baby boy.. give parents the small gift.. snap sisters pictures.. so much to do.. and of cause my deary girls' night out and exco outing.. wahaha

snapped and photoshopped a photograph while waiting member walk back from library to her place*note that she is uk time* then dedicated the picture to genie who sounded very emo in facebook.. glad that both of them like it..

this it is..30 minutes while wait member.. i work on this :D *this proves i know how to 'write' chinese*

in good mood now.. to be precise very very good mood.. haha.. reflective essay ~~DONE~~ still need to show wincen :P

**gtg chatting with 2 girls... wahaha..
**tuesday faster come please ^o^

~mere puff~

2010-02-05T17:42:00.006+08:00

**DANGER!!!! THIS IS A LONG WINDED POST!!! U MAY LEAVE IF U WISH NOT TO READ CAUSE I DON"T FORCE PPL TO READ MY RANTS**
very theorical word from my title.. its nothing to do with curry puff nor it can be eaten.. when tutor explained this word.. it pokes me and of cause, led me to think which she realized and asked me to stop day dreaming.. oh smart and cunning tutor.. which i have to pay 100% in class.. her class was a bit upbeating with lots lots of question point to us..

back to my title.. i'll make a bit of explanation to clear some of your question marks in your heads.. mere puff is something said or done just to grab your attention which for my own understanding is promise made for the sake of saying for that moment and then can be completely ignore or just totally forget about it.. good one..

it has been a long time since i walk alone in the rain.. which that moment i feel so happy and wished to walk without my reddy umbrella but i cant.. all thanks to my 2 beautiful law books which cost me almost 30bucks..

the books and file that i hugged so tight during the walk ^o^

the red umbrella that sheltered me from the rain..

many transitions will happen in this year.. part of it, i'm graduating soon.. another part of it i'm still in dilemma of when to work and where.. all in my mind now was to go travel with my camera and maybe my leopea too.. if member bar get a place.. i'll book a ticket.. if my application successful.. i'll leave the ticket but book another 1.. there are so many if(s) recently.. some asked me will i feel awkward.. i guess i would not.. told 2 friends of mine that my instinct told me i was blocked.. if its true.. i'll be very grateful.. thank you very much.. haha.. things happened with tons of reasons.. maybe recently i started to feel and aware that the range is extended.. phewww..

talked to a friend just now, i just said what i feel because i treat you as a friend.. i do not wish every outing with u guys lead to an argument.. i just want a nice decent dinner with my friends.. no vulgar please.. i feel very disturbed when i hear vulgar or in a scene where a big fuss is made over some small problem.. i just want to eat my dinner peacefully.. i know i do say or typed "cilaka" pretty frequent lately.. but its just a rude word to express my anger and its not vulgaric.. i know i cant change my friend but at least please try not to repeat so much of vulgaric words or dialects.. it is very very disturbing =.="

i'm not emo right now.. in fact too tired to emo.. tired of pulling votes but i cant stop.. 34stars away from 1st place which means i need at least 25more voters who will click only on 5 stars to make me a champion.. if anyone can help me i'll be much grateful and appreciates.. where to find the 25 kind-hearted intelligence human to click for me?

~a gift~

2010-02-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

hello to february 2010.. chinese new year is around the corner.. everywhere we step in we'll hear chinese song.. many claims to like chinese new year but hated the chinese new year songs.. i don't really hate, i just hope its not those wrong melody song.. thats all.. how i hope tomoro is 15th february cos i feel real tired of votes pulling.. call me "hangat-hangat tahi ayam" but i am indeed.. canon had done with their "cleanup" but not very clean yet :D.. why i say so.. i have my own reason..

bought battery grip which entitled me a lucky dip in berjaya time square last week.. i thought the gift would be some ~~cheapskate~~ stuff but it came out.. a RM48 paper cutting framed with calligraphy blessing.. poE got herself a jade chopworth rm35 with her name carved on it *additional 10bucks for the carving*.. then v get another lucky dip.. mine was the colorful bird in previous post.. hers was a bag of tea.. n yesh!!! we are so happy n excited with our gift.. small little gifts enlighten our day..

the lucky dip and my lucky boy

a gift for parents.. ^o^ *my cute baby as background*

choosing the calligraphy was a pain to me as i don't know how to read chinese.. asked sweecheng then asked the shop assistance.. finally chose this which the wish was for a healthy life.. just want my family to be healthy and long life rather than asking for prosperity and wealth.. although now i'm very ~~poor~~ dry with my pocket empty.. but i feel rich because i feel loved..

fyp ideas n storyboard is killing me.. kill kill kill!!! huu haa huu haa!!!

**another 2 days to rest from vote pulling
**waiting to go home n bake cookies..

~marking~

2010-01-31T17:06:00.007+08:00

today marks the end of january 2010.. excitements, laughters, suprises, anger, tiredness and not forgetting desperation of pulling votes.. this is what happening around me.. apparently i feel my blood pressure rising fast thanks to canon photocontest in facebook.. recent frequently used word "cilaka" all because of those ugly photo which pulled 1109 stars.. not giving up on the camera but i will just try my best.. did not really pm people to vote for me nor check the voting page.. i wonder if canon willing to post those super ugly pic with lotsa votes.. we'll see.. i need a break.. i want to have a nice january..

happy days passed real fast.. i loves times square lucky dips.. the prize is attractive.. at least for me.. those gift n the packaging uplifted the sensation of chinese new year aroma in me.. never really like chinese new year for certain reasonssss.. but to me chinese new year is the time to make gatherings.. i cant wait to meet the girls and the excos.. i told my friend.. i never do things that have no chance of success.. n here i am.. 2 successfully planned gatherings.. waahaahaha.. sorry to b vain but i cant help it..

so much of freebies this month.. sharing 2 of them here ^o^

me loves my cute colorful lucky birdie.. *an extra free lucky dip*

welcoming the year of tiger with tiger beer in the afternoon.. *free from chic pop*

call me greedy or cheapskate for feeling so happy or easily fulfilled with freegifts.. but i believes everyone will want things for free too.. who want to spend when you can have it all free.. if you insist to pay for free gift then i'll name you as a fool.. wahahaha

**resting for 2days.. *means lazy pull votes*
**counting days to go home with my gadgets.. *means fyp*
**awaiting every minute to c them..*means family n friends*

~bonding~

2010-01-28T00:30:00.007+08:00

bond.. yeah if you might know what i meant.. anyway just a short post.. not posting my photocontest yet as i am not til that stage yet.. this contest really tested how thick my face is.. pretty thick thou.. thanks for some for being so helpful.. i wonder how high is my blood pressure now as this photocontest pumped my adrenaline pretty high i would say.. every hour i will sit in front of my laptop n hunt.. yeah..

elephants... huu haa huu haa..

this pic was taken during my testing on error 99.. after this pic.. error 99 forbid me to snap using kitlens anymore..

gonna eat grass for april n may.. reasons?
will reveal reasons soon... heart breaking yet i feel very energetic towards it..

well before i end this post.. would like to ask for help too *thou will post it soon but y not now too*

Pls vote for me in the canon photocontest.. ask ur close friends and family too ya :D... thx thx alot...

~lovely~

2010-01-22T16:47:00.003+08:00

the word lovely.. yeah come from me.. *cough cough*.. mood getting so much better.. mr fever n ms sorethroat left.. but mr cough still hugging me pretty tight.. he seems to love me so deep that he is still trying to pull my lung off from my frame,, thank you mr cough but u may now leave.. shoo shoo..

a lovely small gift from wenny.. thx thx thx

chatted with a fren yesterday.. yeah i was 'fakely away' in my msn.. sometimes ppl ask too many things at once makes me more headache.. why this post i named it lovely? erm.. an answer to my own question... i just feel so..

once again opened n read the 3 lovely cards which sent to me by post.. 1 is yearly card n another 2 is 3in1x2=6.. ignore my equations.. yeah cards with words.. ss with the green 'daniel' n red 'refugee' n folded the blue shorts 'rose-lookalike'.. all sounds like i'm very free.. yeah i'm still in my honeymoon mood which i should not feel so..

~thank you~

2010-01-20T18:41:00.002+08:00

a picture to represents my mood now..

coughing like an old woman.. to the extend my lefty starts to feel the pain.. thank you very much mr cough n miss sorethroat to paint my day in such interesting manner.. things will always be said and done.. but what if it is said and left undone.. thank you so much for saying so much but no thanks for not doing everything you have once said.. i came across a fren's blog which she said something very brave and yes i salute to u pp.. its on ur latest post..

something to look forward would be 3rd day of cny.. as for the 4th day.. i'm still very unsure if i could or should i go for it.. and yes.. really misses home right now.. the awful feeling of not having love wen i'm now a sick cat.. roaarrr..

~my first trip for 2010~

2010-01-15T16:02:00.003+08:00

went for a short trip early january.. it was a short getaway before my new semester starts and a small gift from me to myself.. spent approx 300 for the whole trip which i think worth it despite i puked all those food on the 1st day.. the rocky road n hectic journey and yeah very very hot weather.. i had a bad start for the trip too as i faced error 99 which keeps ask me to off and on my camera.. not much pics were taken.. back to hotel.. i realised that only happen if i use kitlens.. erm.. whole trip photos were all by mr portrait lens and w705.. some photographs from my trip

some ss pictures..

et was kind of forced to snap this with my camua.. she was afraid of my camua..
haha.. told her no worries as this photo was meant to undergo photoshop.. :P

this is et in case some of you don't know her.. downloaded some *et-feel-ed* fonts just for her.. wahaha

kinda like this picture.. haha.. those dots n dashes are morse code.. if u know morse code, u will have no problem understanding my descriptions

captured this at Songkhla.. very colorful indeed.. n yeah songkhla.. the word was just enough to bring me back to 2002..

2002-2003 played really big role in my life.. the ups n downs, the sweet and bitter, the sour and salty.. i've tasted all in jus a year.. besides apd and young enterprise, camp was my main goal back then.. winning a trophy or i should say trophies was what i ever wanted.. but now.. trophies are in my room n cupboard just to collect dust.. what left was memories.. not being emotional but just a matter of facts..

**up next, more pictures for january
**still in dilemma for elective thou
**i hate FYP.. but i have to do it
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS!! phewwwittt...

picture snapped by bro in law but edited by me :P
happy happy birthday la pregnant mum.. haha..

yeah thats my sis.. haha.. i know we dun really look alike :P but we are biological sister sharing same genes from our parents

**end of today post, continue baking

~lightings~

2010-01-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

lightings play big part in my life.. from playing lights to setting up light for studio shooting.. then to freelancing for studio set up n ermm be reflector girl =.=".. anyway i really loves snapping lights.. no matter i have a tripod with me or not..

laser me pls.. i din even touch that web cos old $$$ not paid.. i oso lazy do dee.. haha.. not motivated.. T__T.. been lazying n do nothing.. zzz photoshop lotsa pics for fb cos i was so smart n snap everything in raw file.. but this post.. haha... non photoshop.. crop oso lazy...

pics taken at northam beach..

wave wave wave.. teehehehe

mengwey said this look like space.. make sense too.. hehe

personally i like this most.. hehe.. its like fire..

**goal for 2010.. after this blogpost.. all post shall b in proper english.. haha*if only i could*
**lotsa pics to load.. my trip n bday.. weee~~
**read a blog which i feel.. haha.. everything bout every1 is bad except herself.. its funny in a way..
**comin back pj on sat morning bus..
**tomoro bake many stuff for frens, colleagues n koko.. haha *3types*
**happy birthday jie jie..*1hour 30minutes in advance*

~an escapada~

2010-01-09T05:54:00.002+08:00

will b a real short post.. not doin project 365 but just blogging for fun.. going off for a short n relax trip with my fren in bout 15minutes.. bye penang..

at end of the world... *some pics were loaded but lazy to post, click on flickr to c it if u wan*

WOOHOO... to 20, kel, munster n elmojee GOOD LUCK n all the best for later.. the day is all urs.. hope to get real good news from 4 of u tomoro.. thats all for now.. bye

**off to somewhere with domo n camua babea

~antidote~

2010-01-08T12:32:00.004+08:00

the promising 1 day of anger to meself.. pretty much effective with an extra bonus.. a short trip to the beach.. beach always play an important role in my life.. used to take bus 202 to tanjung bungah.. once upon a time, the breeze n some dogs in the beach brought me calmness.. until now.. beach already become my place of calm.. yesterday dipped legs into the sand n washed away all the emo-ness with icy cold sea-salt-water.. no feel like trying kelantan beach soon.. wahaha..

horse riding along the beach*p/s: not cheap.. rm30 for bout 5-10minutes*

thou post during bday was emo.. now mood very good back.. less than 24hours to my small trip.. anyway yesterday night reach home.. receive a 3in1 card x2=6in1.. haha.. very environmental friendly of this 2 ^o^.. thx very much for the cards.. i love it much much cos its filled with words.. its funny too *i love words n handwriting*.. hehe.. an extra *hugs* to boss for making me a domo.. hehe.. me loves handmade.. weee~~~ thx for adding some spices to my bday.. really hearts n appreciate it much much..

**hereby i wish WOOHOO to b crown as winner tomoro ^o^
**i will not get angry anytime now..
**i'm not born to please every1.. so pls dun put hopes on me
**go to post office collect something 1st ^^

~nostalgia~

2010-01-06T23:28:00.008+08:00

hello all.. its my bday today.. wish me if u havent do so.. lol.. abit of nostalgic n emo.. i know i'm not suppose to feel so.. but i just could not control it.. right now.. abit of emo..n happy too as i c many still remembers me.. touched with et's homebaked cake thou she was really busy working.. but once again.. i feel as thou i'm fooled again for certain stuff.. bday eve too was not a so great one as i had some argument with mom, thou dad supported me but i just dun like the stone cold feelings.. ok.. mom n i ok back after a while..

fears are circulating my thoughts.. not fear of getting old.. but fear of being redundant.. fear of loneliness too.. its been a while since i talk bout wat i feel in my blog.. i meant my emo-ness.. but i really do.. i want to write watever i like.. watever i feel to.. the feeling of being a kite.. being pull and release.. this is 2nd time where i feel this way..

*a gift from some of them*

think back.. one of my happiest bday was back in 2003.. full of clueless suprises.. mayb i was just too naive.. perhaps my yr started way too perfect.. soon i joined YE which day by day, all i hv to do was to fight for our rights.. fight with ms chee.. almost gotten 24demerits.. who really understand me.. no one else cos u r not standing on my shoe.. end of the yr.. good n bad things happened too.. from winning ye 1st runner up.. to losing in apd.. from 1st class to 2nd class.. from best ps to losing glory in a very unacceptable excuse by those asshole.. being a ps was hard to bare with.. problems seems to stick to me as if v were opposite pole.. so magnetive... abit thxful to have some1 back then to back me up.. if u happen to read tis.. thx for being there for me at any hour of the day or night ~~thou v ended up in a quite ugly situation..~~

if anyone could send me "fool again" by westlife.. cos right now.. i feel so much like that song... believing something which seems to be impossible.. its like i'm trying to reach a star when my feet are stepping on the ground called the EARTH.. thx but no thx for what u've tried to do..

i'm grateful to hv family to stand for me n celeb my bday, happy to get wishessss in fb which flooded my wall.. plurk too cannot be ignore.. sms n phone calls.. but somehow when there's a thorn lied beneath my skin.. its hard for me to act i'm so damn happy...

anyway.. this is just today.. tomoro i'll b back again.. happily walking around,, cos i made myself a promise.. not to b emo continuously more than 24hours.. haha.. mood gotten better after i blabbers out wat i feel..

**thx for all the wishes..
**thx sis for the oreo cheese cake n car for tomoro..
**i'm pampering meself with 2 big gifts for myself end of this month..
**counting down for my getaway.. woot*
**yeah happy back.. ahahaha

~a safe journey dedication~

2009-12-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

just sent sy at the airport.. been 3yrs since we get to know each other.. she's been like a sister to me n occassionally someone i seek to when i need an ear for me to grumble bout stuff.. we'll meet again for sure.. n of cos in msn.. hope u have another wonderful journey ahead and achieve ur dream in no time..

just a very small gift for her..

hope u can guess the purpose of the gift ya.. take care ya.. will miss u.. all the best for ur future undertakings and best of luck.. till we meet again

~handmade_xmas~

2009-12-26T22:10:00.010+08:00

This yr xmas hippie theme was cancelled due to no indoor place for us to get_together but no place did not stop us from getting together thou.. so i changed it to beach bbq instead.. kayc suggested handmade wen ange ask for exchange gift.. i feel its a wonderful idea n much more meaningful than buying gift.. n of cos.. the old old freebie towel i got last year was the biggest joke of the century*skip this*..

n so no theme to follow.. but 1st time bbq with fren i marinate chic wings.. go shopping for food together with frens was a nice thing to do especially if v r those who like to check for best value.. as usual go back old hse area to get charcoal n chicken wire.. will talk more of bbq if i get those pic asap..

was a rush to make the xmas gift n had slight difficulties doin it too as my sewing kit is in pj mini room.. zzz.. the prob of staying in 2 different hse.. another prob i faced was.. the pretty deep cut on my finger a day b4 xmas during my cooking session.. at that moment i start sewing.. i can feel the pain of those drama ppl who forfeited to get their fingers kepit *sorry limited eng vocab* plurk oso nmt wan2 kepit my fingers.. zzz.. i need my fingers to survive.. really.. haha..

this is the keychain i sew yesterday morning..

tic_tac_smile ^o^

tot of wrapping this with a canvas pouch n then.. again my canvas is in mini room =.=" change plan, use those synthetic wrapper n sew it to make a pouch out of it.. candy cane slotted in to make this gift a more colorful n joyful packaging..

mind my bokeh-ed fingers.. was a rush snapping this cos genie almost reach my place dee..

preparing fire was tougher yesterday.. as wind pretty strong.. but of cos fire is well lighted.. cos hole was pretty deep, thx to pei, kah wei n genie to dig it.. it was such a nice chit chatting n laugh til ermmm almost... almost... i did not bring camua to snap pic as i know i will bbq chic wings.. i dun wan2 dirty my camua with chicken smell on its body.. waiting for some nice pic from the girls.. too bad i did not drunk after 2 or 3 shots of vodka.. way walking to the hotel toilet was crazy.. again v need to escape from those guards.. all the way.. we were talking bout bladder, n just anything.. even dunno how.. i suddenly talk bout mermaid n sang like one.. haha... lame-ness but the laughters really almost kill me.. it was so long since i was out from home in pg til almost 3 in the morning..

b4 back i was real happy knowing that my present was something for them to eye on b4 they even see wats that.. haha.. i got a box of eclairs from blian.. not handmade? exception for her n et cos everyday work til so late.. anyway yesterday was a real blast.. until i sleep at 530am.. then awake at 830am to accompany mom n sis to market then look in extreme awful in queensbay.. today met joanne n jaycelyn.. T__T i looked extremely awful.. this is the only sad thing at the moment..

**waiting for picka from them
**butt pain cos yesterday sit at the same spot from 6pm++ til midnight.. zzz
**lazying around again
**waiting for my short trip ^^
**feels hot n cold
**officially sore_throat n non stop cough.. good for me T__T
**every1.. merry xmas n happy new yr..

~eve dinner~

2009-12-24T23:50:00.003+08:00

its xmas now.. 12 am.. since last year.. i've spend day of my eve at home.. accompany mom cos mom always alone at this festive season.. bought those bacon since last week.. then jus now went to econsave get some fresh vege to cook.. idea for this black pepper fried spagetti is from a tv cook show i watch few months ago.. n so i add some ingredients to make my own.. from beef, change to chic dice, then add some capsicum, shitake and carrot..

baked all those bacon.. oh god.. been chewing it b4 everything else cooked... but who cares.. lol..

n this is the result of black pepper spag..

my 1st time black pepper stir fry.. absolutely love it.. dad loves it too..

apart from this dish.. i've created a side dish too.. name it as boom-tato which means boom potato.. made 3 cos today dad joined for dinner.. ^^.. dad told his frens that his daughter cooking.. haha..

this is boom_tato.. lol..

opened the boom_tato.. wrapped with bacon n sprinkled with mushroom bits.. mom kinda like this

thats my cook for this yr.. suprisingly no desserts.. yet... haha.. been too lazy make cos i failed to buy that cutter!!!!! cis.. but batik cake n cheese cake is coming soon.. haha..

fetch dad to meet up with his frens then go gurney with mom to buy coconut water then pass hp to piggy sis whom keeps forget her phone.. zzz.. back home lazy-ing around..

oppss.. i havent make my gift exchange present.. bye all

** all fonts r different.. haha.. cos i dunno which to choose.. but after that i prefer the 1st pic font.. wat u think?
** still waiting for present T__T, p/s: me is a very very good girl :P
** pray tomoro no rain pls.. pls... pls..
** where is compact cam charger??
**merry xmas to all**

~sinful attacks~

2009-12-20T00:16:00.011+08:00

suddenly in mood of posting my sinfulness, ss n some festive pic.. ppl might think i'm so damn free now.. erm i shall say.. YES!!! i'm free thou i got some work to do but i jus put those work aside.. pretty good mood today i should announce.. DP, mom says yes to me dee.. hope v are able to contact.. keke.. *secret*... lalalala~~

left mom n i dinner jus now.. so went to tesco to make some sin.. purchase it.. burned a small hole in my pocket again but i would say.. the aroma n taste of it worth the burning.. haha..

the 400gm of bacon streak!!!
*pic taken with 50mm + help from my w705 touchlight cos the light at particular space at home burnt n cannot on =.=*

words said n done for certain stuff,, kinda happy.. anyway.. lost another job.. whenever i'm back in pg.. i will hv some job.. darn >.<" hippie hippie all over my mind.. hope that will happen thou... haha.. dated bro to webcam on thung chit dinner.. bro at kl alone,, no tong yuen for him this year.. kesian giler.. happy days was all over me this few weeks.. last week was awesome.. its 1st time i stay in pj almost 5days after i pass up my fyp component 1.. outings definitely makes me happy. well who dun like it.. hole is hole but since happy,, will not care much la.. some pics of happiness taken.. 1u, klcc, curve, ikano, timesquare, sg wang n pavilion displays.. but will only post some of it thou.. haha.. lazy to upload pic from hp..

this pic edited n look as if its wrapped.. *e-present for all my blog visitor__ thx for visiting, comments r welc.. haha*

no fish eye lens? try this.. haha..

haha.. i was stalked while ss-ing with xmas ball.. *pls note.. purposely sign up photobucket to load this animated image.. hahaha..*

lonely bear bear at ikea.. reminds me of ms ib..

bad things bout nowadays ppl is.. they let their kids take anything they like then jus throw wherever or whenever they dun wan.. this particular bear bear very pitiful too bad i hv no $$ buy it.. seeing bearbear alone there.. its like a lil prick to my heart..

took this pic from kelvin's fb
*too bad 20 back early n sweecheng reach late T__T.. but still 3 of us very happy n ss alot.. haha*

been to so many places this sem.. happy happy.. its rather relax to study public speaking.. haha... can i b a good speaker in future n give good speeches around the world?? i wish it will become reality.. haha.. sg wang, pavilion, ikano, 1u pics.. too lazy to post dee.. its now 1am.. n i'm still awake..

swam jus now.. icy cold water with rain dropletsss.. that really did make my day.. hehe.. i hope this kinda feeling of happiness remain forever.. ermmm pretty ignorant to want something forever.. but.. watever.. i just say only.. i can feel emoness will hunt me soon.. haha.. now my lucky over pampered which made sis abit zzz to c how manja he is.. my boy.. yeahs...

**will b back for more...
**in mood to bake n cook.. bake bake bake..
**nites every1..
**trallalalaala.... oh ya.. good luck to all frens who will take exam on coming tues.. hugs for all of u.. ^^
**looking forward for my date wif missy sy ^^

~dear santa~

2009-12-17T22:53:00.005+08:00

festive season now.. so much of doubts in time management n yet i still slack around.. anyway i have not get my pay.. wonders when will i get it.. skip it.. mood spoiler i would say..

anyway.. life pretty happy 5days b4 i head back pg.. endless outings which at the same time contributed in burning such big hole in my pocket.. happiness from it do seal the hole in a bit.. sometimes i'm so easy to feel satisfy but sometimes it takes a whole world just to please me.. haha.. lalalala tralalalala~~

my wall... wishing upon blink blink stars ^^
*pic taken when i was lazying on bed n snap snap using 'M'*

btw i hope santa will read my blog..

dear santa,

here i am again.. made a wish list for this year..
no.1 on my list will be an original cd that i've been hunting for years.. i meant yearsss.. since f6 til now..

its boyzone 3rd album, where we belong.. pls give me pls.. at least let me find in any store so i can buy T___T..

no.2 snow cat limited edition lomo, this become 2nd wish as polaroid that i wanted all paper discontinued.. summore i'm not into fuji cheki design althou its instant camera..

y i like this?? simple.. cos its limited edition..
haha.. i always crave for something limited.. summore this film still available.. i like white n simple design.. the cat dun look like cat anyway.. thats y i like it even more.. at least i dun 100% rely on my camua babea.. camua babea need to rest at times

no.3 a polaroid.. been crazy for this since f5 after i watch the drama.. where the lead actress get it with her n snap wherever she go..

a white polaroid one600 but sadly the paper discontinued.. zzz

wish that sx70 paper reproduction a success, then i will get that sleek n versatile polaroid.. wahaha.. wonder how it look like??

this is the transformation process.. this camera is my IDOL!!! gosh... *droolss all over*

no.4 another concert cd to my collection..

its a norm for me to buy boyzone dvd.. haha..

no.5 its an abstract wish which i hope to pass this year peacefully without any conflict, wish i will kick myself to finish some unfinish work, able to cook a fantastic xmas dinner n bake some cute cookies..

hoping santa uncle will receive my e-letter, pls grant one of my wish or wishes..

yours truly,
ms IB aka cmei

this has become a habit for me to write e-letter to santa every year in my blog.. thou not even once my wish was granted.. i will neva give up.. haha.. oh yeah.. gonna slack at home for days.. life without car in penang is harder compare to kl.. but its a good thing.. i wont spend anything much.. the visual of ronan new cd is over me but wonder if the special packaging available in malaysia.. erm cant go out survey cos wont loiter to any nearest mall in this period.. dear cd, pls b patient with me.. i will get u soon.. u know me right? i will buy only after a few months.. haha.

that all bout my crap.. jus to update my blog cos 2 weeks++ din update.. will upload n edit some pics for next post.. that if i'm in mood to do editing n uploading.. lalalalala~~

**hereby wan2 wish my fren, all the best in ur future undertakings, i wont forget u.. we will meet again in future.. *u know who u r*
**will b a real lazy xmas this year..
**hope to get my pay soon
**at least 1 or 2 wishes grant pls...
**n so... lalallaalalalala~~~

*stay tuned for some pics from me in no time

~inwardly drained~

2009-11-30T18:22:00.004+08:00

FYP... its wat going around us lately.. especially to most of my frens.. mentally drained, physically gotten weak cos of some sleepless night.. apparently utar is so smart enuf to prepare workloads that good enuf to kill the white mice like GD students.. this sem i still consider ok.. but next sem things will b really ugly.. despite from final year project, we have 3 nerve wrecking subjects to take,, 2major which are art cyberlaw, interactive design aka web and an elective which either socialogy or media planning.. with jus 3tiny months.. v need to complete a tvc, set of corporate stuff, webpage n yes the 3 other exams + lectures.. its so funny to hear some lecturer could actually compare us with junior on handling corporate identity.. they have a group of 5 to finish, v are now one man show n v need to do 3 press ad n a poster as well + reflective essay.. dear ignorant lecturer. for whoever u r.. keep ur b*tch mouth shut.. v still hv other exam n assignment to do.. not jus fyp..

mood can be say real nice lately.. as logo n CID stuff approved.. left that tvc.. darn,, poster n press ad.. bugger!!.. as for public speaking.. i was totally shock as if thunderbolt struck right onto my head cos my outline marks was so low.. been a long period since my marks so freaking low for essay.. darn.. somehow or rather i was so devastated wif the marks given n i soon feel marks for presentation was not so fair as well.. not to b arrogant or wat.. the difference of presentation is very big but marks wise not so big.. i stil prefer how dr carmen give marks.. i feel more satisfied with the marks given..

well too sick of fyp.. while drawing.. i snapped some pics.. more in fb..

perhaps the title shud b "ut*r the murderer.."

apart from all this ranting.. i do hv great time last weekend^^.. jus like "gong sam gai" says every sadness n hardness still a dot of sweetness.. haha..

a very nice-after-sunset picka.. taken from my mini room wif my camua hanging in the air..

**up next will b my wishlist..
**idea from a fren.. lol.. u shud make my wish come true too.. hahaha
**i shall kill fyp not fyp kill me..
**lalalalala~~

~toffee nut frap~

2009-11-19T16:40:00.005+08:00

at the edge of 2009.. n here come those xmas display.. n of cos starbucks neva fail to intro some new drinks.. sitting here alone tot of doin more assignment.. but kinda lazy to do it.. cos rush since yesterday til morning.. oh great fyp supervisor was late n put blame on me for goin back hometown.. wtf.. too irritating to even bother.. haha... flickr down.. so i'll jus use blogger to upload pics which is unusual action i will take in consideration.. cos upload from blogger.. the color tend to desaturate and pixelate a bit... in short quality look not so nice.. anyway this is a short post

one chop only... can any1 FILL MORE for me pls T__T

was plurking away in starbucks.. haha

this frap tasted nice n i like the fragrant from the nuts too.. its sort of my fav macadamia milk flavour but this wif additional of caffeine... yummylicious.. wahaha.. waiting for dinner.. keke..

**tracing some stupid stuff for fyp.. so irritating.. zzz
**sit at qb.. no leng chai kap.. -__-
**CAN ANYONE chop more starbucks for me?? T__T
**gosh i really dislike tis blogger photo uploader quality.. but wateverrr...
**here i wish papa happy bday, happy 31st anniversary for both parents... wahaha..
**waiting for sis n mr barney

~recent delicacies~

2009-11-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

been a while since i post something new.. or something that makes ppl drools.. at this hour.. here i am.. posting this week.. my year 3 semester 2, week 4 delicacies that i'd indulged.. lol.. i jus upload some of them.. they r pics that i need not change color or adjust this n dat.. too lazy to photoshop or do anything wif my pics.. lalala~~~

start out wif this mon.. was a bad day but then noob called.. ask go lunch wif poe, just n gf.. we head to han chon a korean restaurant which offer a very reasonable priced set lunch at rm9.99 wif main dish, soup, kimchi +3 more sides n drinks..

my colorful bulgogi mix rice.. anyway i guess they put wrong menu.. bulgogi suppose to hv marinated beef but this bowl consist only veges n mushroom* but this is tasty thou..

our royal stick n gold wing.. *discounted rm10 cos of dat calender coupon v brought*

overall the food here taste not bad.. the price is reasonable.. the drumstick really 2 thumbs up as its really crispy.. thx thomas da noob for recommending..

fri was another hectic day for me.. thou was really happy wif my logo done.. hse no water.. water was so yellow until u cant cook.. might show the yellow water next update.. dun wan2 screw up my tasty mouth watering post.. haha..

anyway i took lrt to klcc to snap my artworks at sony style.. did not snap much as there were lotsa ppl walking around.. ish!!

the logo.. did it in a day T__T.. anyway.. i feel not so bad after all.. haha

anyway did not snap pop but this is the emailer at everyday.com.my erm.. speechless.. walk around klcc.. remembering hse no water to cook.. i bought my fav inari wif salmon skin n fish roe at isetan wif 30% disc.. totally a steal.. it was so tasty n so worth it.. compared to sakae.. i prefer this from isetan from taste to price.. isetan beat sakae..

another two thumbs up ^^

as for yesterday.. erm.. better to state the date, 14/11/09 exabytes movie day at 1u.. went to meet up.. b4 that v had lunch at at delicious..

my rice n pomelo salad.. not showing my duck lychee curry cos pic need to photoshop.. haha.. but the taste was ok..

bro's duck wif mash potato.. its a steal.. i kinda like the taste..

sy n ivy's side dish.. dunno wats that.. haha.. shud b fried brinjal..

mr chan's burger.. the look totally hit us.. jus look at that succulent patty with melted cheese.. gosh..

after that v head to cinema to ready the booth.. haha.. lotsa weird question was asked.. n of cos.. i dun really know how to answer cos technically i know nuts bout hosting.. back then i was jus a clerk.. haha..

new color green bag from exa.. used to b blue.. now orange.. their logo color.. complimentary color.. nice combination thou..

pop corn n free drinks were given on that day too.. compare to nuffnang free screening.. exa's neva fail to give goodies n combo of free drinks n pop corn.. ermm.. while nuffy's gave only free seats which i feel not enuf.. haha...

my yesterday's dinner..

this tasty succulent ducky located somewhere mppj.. there are pork knuckles, soya egg "lo tan" n fried vege.. taste excellent for all the dishes.. u can order rice or porridge to eat wif.. but highly recommend the porridge.. price is very cheap.. a dinner for 5ppl.. jus rm45 wif large portion of each dishes served..

*noted all pics were taken using 50mm.. sharp n need not photoshop.. wahaha
*due to yesterday nice food.. today i makan char bi hun only.. T__T
* thx sy n ivy for the beautiful + cute keychain.. hehe..
*when will i do my work??

~people around~

2009-11-02T17:06:00.003+08:00

this post is all bout ppl who appreciates me and love me.. n yeah i love them too.. sounds very lovey dovey?? perhaps i'm in mood.. too much of negative thoughts n bad attempts.. which i chickened out when i'm near those subjects,, ~~i'm such a wimp~~. last weekend i've said something that i feel guilty.. but cant do anything.. i know my family always there for me.. family means mom, dad, bro, 2sistas n lucky^^

friends come and go.. some might just a hi n a bye.. but i hope we will always keep in contact.. to my cls frens.. i will not quit from bridging us.. the good thing bout chinese new year.. v get together.. to utar frens, some of u.. eventually became gem of my life which having same level with my cls frens.. to some new known frens from plurking we became frens.. hope to maintain our goody frenship.. to my intern colleagues.. if u ppl came along here.. haha.. hello.. of cos i heart u ppl too.. well to those dumb ass who step my tail last weekend.. u wont appear here but.. i still wan2 say stop promising anything.. get the hack off my sight.. wahaha.. in conclusion, to every1 pls do not promise me anything.. haha

family ^^

yrssss back.. i wan2 go again can? T__T

the day v ate so so many fishes.. haha.. kemunting@kedah..

back then was so so glaring.. mind me for did not sleep n look so 'chan' haha

my deary sis n lucky boy.. lol.. bro in law say must wear the hat nice nice.. slot in boy's ears inside the hat.. ^^ my baby so cute

traumatic look.. but i still like this pic.. haha

baby's face n my head tercrop.. lol.. v loves ss in room.. ^^

friends ^^

a suprise visit to miss cutter hse.. this time i brought et n cicak wif me

our 2nd annual meet up.. connaught pics was too ugly to post it up.. haha

we visited redbox, subaidah, lotsa time of kfc n makan makan cakap cakap^^

annual agama outing..

company outing right after my getaway.. ^^

2nd canon marathon.. the day when we r too smart^^ happy giler to b so smart.. haha

a sudden ipoh trip.. lol..

intern pioneers.. some thought v were from same college.. haha

thnakie... meoww~~.. from some frens.. another souvenirs.. secret cannot post. haha.. souvenirs might b the same but it doesn't matter cos its the heart n sincerity that counts..

another getaway wif shim.. some might thought i hv split personality or mental disorder but.. i dun care.. haha..

i always feel happy wen i c nice sunset.. haha...

**this post, thx to poladroid save my time..
**idea by monique.. in plurk she said wan2 c her face in my blog.. haha
**thx to some of frens n family around that try cheer me up.. lol
**i love polaroid.. can i hv the white 1?? haha
**dedicate to all who remember me not only wen need me.. haha.. but there for me wen i needed some1

~c.h.o.i.c.e~

2009-10-22T13:47:00.008+08:00

suddenly tot of bloggin'... wahaha.. suppose doin something i should be doin but here i am.. typing n ever so reluctant to get my butt off the white chair wif checker cushion.. saw my tag which i loves it much much.. yeah its not genuine leather but pvc brown wif pink strap.. a gift from marketing grace on my last day.. lol.. yeah later everything i used is from sony.. to save up from buying new stuff anyway.. found a pvc-ed leather for cyber-shot which now i'm using it as my purse.. wahaha..

well class started 2days ago.. 1st time my life in UTAR... i'm given a CHOICE... yeah finally i can make my own choice in utar.. the choice i had to make was between psychology n public speaking.. never give my brain to process anything.. i jus say.. i'm taking public speaking.. oh well.. not cos i can speak perfectly.. in fact the flaws n grammar errors.. lots to the hell.. i took public speaking cos i dun wan2 study on theory anymore.. n had a bad experince lecture back to 3sems ago.. where my lecturer irritated me to the max n kinda strangled my nerves wif her irritating voice n attitude too.. i might sound very mean.. perhaps i am.. MEAN..

choosing public speaking do made a big different in me n us.. the lunch gang shrank to jus me, poe, ah bit n noob.. yeeleng n kel chose psychology.. this is the 1st time.. to split us up.. today is thurs.. which means our normal breaky or shud say brunch get from pasar pagi.. yeeleng's nasi kerabu as usual.. mine normally would be nasi goreng pedas wif mixed rendang n daging kurma.. while others.. they do change their menu.. the impact of not being together for this sem.. big or small.. i'm not sure.. mayb intern too.. splitted us by abit.. but i do feel some of us r closer than b4.. miss those days where i could jus gear up n run away.. at least i dun need to chase bus.. i believes.. i shall call mom later <:

at this moment.. i still loves my class.. at least this lecturer speaks elegantly, good in general knowledge n she dun bored us wif philosophies like some others love to.. the email she shared yesterday was in fact a funny 1.. we were given chance to talk in class.. n i mean every1 to talk.. yeah.. pretty enjoy a class wif interactions n breaking the ice.. she asked us to talk bout internship instead of talking bout ourselves which yeah.. boring cos more or less.. most of us know each other.. some of them really had hard time for their internship.. threaten to treat the boss ice cream, wear mascot, a boss that is gay.. n yeah jackie.. ~~the fat boss~~ .. if i were them.. i would name him as jack ass.. lol.. its rather funny.. oh yeah i would not put away chance to step CK.. as lecturer ask us do utar really care.. i would have say no.. wat ck loves doin was to threaten us, failing us which he got no authority in doin so, n no rights to rip off our future just by doin so..

a pic to share my lovely tag n newly bought book..

today is 22.10.2009... officially 7months left for me to enjoy life as student.. time flies.. with a zap of light.. pooff.. here i am.. in my final year.. doin final year project n start stepping bit by bit into some job which i feel i shud accept.. wahaha..life is tough.. whether to stay in pj or jus head back to penang to be the gal at home or hunt job further from jus pj.. but watever it is.. not gonna think now.. cos who knows wat gonna happen tomoro.. n well.. live life for today.. worry later.. haha.. dats all for now..

photoshop asking me to touch it..
fyp asking me to search it..
blogspot asking me to publish it..
IB asking herself to stop it...

~internship ended~

2009-10-12T00:57:00.003+08:00

erm... i know intern ended more than a month.. but tomoro i will be heading back to office.. find them.. n yeah get my pay cheque as well.. happy n unhappy oso.. i've gone thru my training wif ups n a bit of down.. 1st day of working was abit devastating wif seat below the aircond, next to photostat machine n i was wondering y no lunch.. din even realise ppl went out for lunch.. lol.. they din realise i was there either.. then i feel warm back wen my supervisor aka iryne back then ask if i need a jacket.. mayb she c me shivering.. lol.. next day.. went out lunch wif colleagues.. n til end.. v r hapy bunch of humans..

as days pass by.. v soon become closer n closer.. especially after they shift n let us sit together.. the intern row.. life was then up n up ^... til one moment.. lol.. got really messed up wif my emotions n unable to accept critics n hated facebook too.. lol.. but some of them.. was always for me.. talk to me n all... felt so warmth cos ah yit boil soup to office pretty frequent.. wen v went to her place.. she even "ten" thong sui for us.. which good for complexion.. wahaha.. i miss that apple tong shui so much.. luckily got tapao home.. haha.. yao sik yao lik..

there goes the 3 of us.. lol..

then bout my department.. strange but its a fact that i personally got 3 supervisorss.. was not so close wif own department ppl besides joey n my 3 supervisors.. yeah i am pretty close wif my supervisors.. lol.. 1st was iryne thou i worked wif her not more than a month.. but she rushed work wif me.. working out the POPs n newsletter together.. i was so sad and worry wen she leave sony.. as for karen.. she tot me pretty much things.. especially the reason v need to say no n stay firm.. prioritize.. eunice,, mayb age near n v worked ot together to finish aeon mag page.. joey.. v work together for those stuff.. thou slightly different cos she under sony style n me under sony centre.. hers was more to branding.. but mine.. POPsss.. wobblers n oso price tags.. was super happy cos new range price tag approved b4 i leave.. weee~~~

this is my department.. haha

then the very important ppl.. lunch mates of cos.. the only time where we can talk n talk.. walk around midvalley when we have extra time.. the precious 1 hour of laughterss... v got pretty close.. shud say.. i'm closer wif them compare to my own department ppl..

v r from different department.. RMD, CIC, admin, ....

then for almost 4 months.. been talking n mixed wif other department ppl as well.. allan n john.. the guys who give training.. our common topic will be photography... but i was known as "c" as i dun use alpha.. haha.. gan the comp guy from MIS.. lol.. always hv to call his ext to fix my ma fan comp.. jing the guy who give out cheque.. scared him once cos i ter-cut my cheque.. lol.. as for grace.. met her in sony style opening.. ^^.. oh n most important.. the drinks machine from pantry.. lol.. paling good.. kept us warm.. n occasionally v go for tea time.. haha..

all oso not from my department.. haha..

overall.. working there as intern.. was a happy and great times more than sappy time.. i guess i'm very well blessed.. met so much of nice ppl.. n got a kigo on my last day.. the final hour in office... weee~~~ pretty much crazy bout kigo b4 i leave n wished to own 1.. then i got it from erica.. wahaha... lotsa kigo pics were snapped using my canon.. lol.. but i prefer showing some which i photoshopped.. cos some.. i dunno where i left it.. i meant the pics i took on my way back pg.. i brought kigo to indulge some fruits in tapah too.. haha.. i think is tapah.. or watever..

snapped this pic in my room when the whole housing area in paya terubong no electricity.. haha.. edited n make it look eerie..

IP said kigo pics most got child play looks.. lol.. but i dun seem to care much n still loving this kigo wong.. waiting bro to bring him back to me from pg to pj.. wahaha...

**this morning.. got a devastated news.. stephen gately passed away yesterday.. which mean boyzone no longer boyzone.. cos after ro.. stephen is the singer.. sigh... my all time fav.. boyzone.. except the 3 uncles aka shane, keith n mikey.. althou stephen is gay but his voice really nice for some of the songs.. becos of ro n him.. boyzone get awards, no.1 hit singles n no.1 hit albums..

in case u dunno.. stephen is the middle guy in this pic.. one of their pic for tour *back.. no matter what*

**thats all for now.. i have to sleep cos tomoro need to reach office around 10..
**sigh new sem starting in a week...
**fyp sounds like killing me.. T___T
**now on air.. all boyzone songs....
**bye

~concurrent~

2009-10-08T21:37:00.004+08:00

been a long time since i left this blog.. giving myself piles of reason for not blogging.. busy?? perhaps i was... outings outings n outings.. which dug a huge hole in my pocket.. dried up.. came back to pj.. but was very very disappointed.. router is now in koma i guess.. which mean v need to rotate to on9 again.. so much of mixed feelings each time i'm back in pj.. suprisingly.. to some1 who always say i sleep like a pig in bus.. today i did not.. wahaha.. clean my lil room.. bout 3 hours of wiping, mopping, rubbing, cleaning n washing.. yet my floor still occupied by luggage..

i feel abit regret for not comin back tomoro morning.. cos at least in penang i can hug lucky n wi fi anywhere i like.. life seems to be lifeless when i'm not connected to the net.. at this moment.. i feel sad that hero did not come back wif me.. well so do kigo wong.. but at least purple white checkers is wif me.. accompanying me in my lil room as always...

so much of feelings lately.. angry, disappointed, regret, happy, touched, dis-satisfactions, excited.. i have it all... to certain extend i really hate to help jus any1 right now.. i hate promises... please dun promise me anything nor ask me to promise anything.. get the hack off my sight.. besides that helping ppl dun seems right anymore.. ppl will jus take u for granted.. this apply to the volunteery work i did 2 weeks ago which v did not appreciated by ppl around but was ordered to do this n dat.. carry the most oily n heavy kuih kak in the world.. and lastly most important.. they din even say the word "thank you".. no next time to volunteer for any chinese society stuff cos i've gone thru it a few times.. the outcome is still the same.. disappointing..

my emotion gets tighter everytime i cannot on9 all the time i like.. its like rotating the line.. yeah i feel much very pathetic but still v hv to do so.. y cant the router let me stay happily for a few more months.. oh yeah tv is now not even a radio.. i got a bad feeling of all these negative incidents.. gosh feel like running away again... where shud i go.?? emotion at this moment is very weak.. yeah the swinging mood is back.. i'm not having PMS cos just had it last week.. i jus dun like the feeling being stop from doin wat i wan and not getting wat i wan.. erm wat am i writing here.. zzz.. things been floating n surrounding.. the bad n the good.. one more week for me to noon nap.. n there i go.. having everyday life walking to utar.. rush assignments and emo as usual..

thinking of the lil pups.. there's only one word to describe my feeling.. **pissed**.. oh well god bless the puppies pls..
i guess i shud post the pups pic here..

lil goldie

every stretch makes a few inches

the yin n yang

yaya n her babies

i feel>>T__T.. sigh *personal feeling*

the 5 of them.. i jus cant snap a nice 1 as they keep moving away

dear puppies.. may god bless u and may u lead a happy life like ur parents did.. remember me.. i love u...

**up next:
**______
**______

anyway still feels damn mm song.. thats all.. bye..

the line is now officially chopped..

~his name is.... ~

2009-09-18T22:52:00.004+08:00

been more than a week since i post.. something bout myself.. 2 post b4 this was not for myself.. to help fren and family... n now here i am.. today is joey's last day in sony.. sorry i cant go back for the farewell wif u... cos i'm still in penang.. anyway hope u feel the best of last day.. n of cos.. v do still miss each other n will go out once i'm back from penang.. hehe...

because of lazy worms attacked.. i havent format my poor leopea.. i havent upload pics into laptop.. yeah 3 weeks ago.. n i did not load... apart from lazy worms.. me too as well.. almost everyday not at home.. haha.. this of cos.. dried my poor lil pocket..

sis got back my camua babea today.. n my purse, license, etc... zzz... out again today.. lalala~~~ babies clothing.. all AWESOME.. had my childhood food.. fries from gama.. yeah.. its nice.. but abit pricely for the amt.. but it worth a while.. chewing that fries wif sis n mom..

oh ya back to the title... his name is....

he is my latest baby boy

his name is.. kigo wong.. lol.. his color says it all.. he do represented ah wongg in a way.. cos he is yellow.. due to my laziness.. lol.. this post.. only 1 pic.. n this pic.. i snapped at around 5pm when i get back my camua babea.. haha.. will show more of my internship.. as i said.. i will post.. too many pics to post.. v ss.. v sing... n yeah.. v rocked..

last day was awesome.. n unforgettable.. this reminded me.. as a worker in EOG(england optical) when they gave me whole month of every1 commission.. thx cos komtar condition was so bad.. v cant get much.. T_T... then another very quick n sudden wen i left exa to go utar.. having whole company lunched wif me in pizza hut.. i was shocked.. yeah totally shocked to max.. n yeah almost teared.. n now.. sony.. started this intern.. was rather stressful as for the workloads.. but ppl around r great.. i guess luck was always wif me.. mimi blessed me well.. wherever i go.. i'm blessed wif lotsa nice ppl surrounding me n pulling me up when i feel down.. workload was.. alot until i OT alot.. but seeing own work on display.. i definitely forget what is the sleepless night condition.. banners, POPs, window display, new range of pricetags.. newsletters.. no doubt.. changed my life..

there are much lesson i've learnt throughout this almost 4months working as graphic designer in RMD.. not that i have a real graphic designer as supervisor.. but since i have so many different supervisors.. i learnt.. marketing stuff, n some working ethic i need to perform.. besides that, from now onwards.. i will PRIORITIZE my works.. this is the best lesson i learnt from sony.. some r opportunist.. not jus in sony.. but.. in life.. finally i know.. who is good to me, who is not.. who needs me n who i dun need.. haha.. ~~its fun.. to see how ppl find u only when u r needed~~ .. but this is life.. yes.. i've learnt.. n i'm still learning...

**will post more bout sony.. lalala
**end of post

~create your own web now~

2009-09-09T10:10:00.004+08:00

this post is for those who interested in learning web creating or web design but dunno where to start from.. now there is Vudoz having class for you.

learn the whole webdesign skill tutored by an experienced designer. the benefit of this class is that, they only allocate a maximum of 8 person per class and the class is on weekend.

for more info pls visit VUDOZ
jus a simple click http://www.vudoz.com u will get learn more on how to get there..

* for kl resident if u collect roughly bout 8ppl in the class the tutor might consider having a class for u at somewhere damansara.. do drop by.. adios.

** for now, i'm currently too 'busy'. .. erm hanging out wif my frens..
** next week will update intern..
** next week will plan something morreee....

~love happens and responsible owner in need~

2009-09-08T23:10:00.004+08:00

this is a real quick update.. jus got back from dinner, thong sui n walk walk wif et n yt.. yt goin back uk on thurs.. gosh.. gonna miss the time v hang out again.. anyway.. this morning i went visit 3rd auntie today wif mom.. as well as find charles n yah yah..

so who are charles n yah yah?? let me intro mr handsome yet very pampered charles..

he winx at me.. =.O *cuteness*

played wif me til too tired.. lol.. cute paws kan??

told u.. charles very pampered.. lol.. that was my sis hands back in march wen i snapped..

miss pretty wif smiley face.. now she is mrs charles wong

this is yah yah.. pic taken back in march again

yah yah says hello to me this morning.. this pic still hot from my cf card

happy side face...

the reason i post this blog so quickly without photoshop nor post internship 1st cos yah yah is now pregnant with charles babies.. love happens.. from fren they became lovers and now they are officially husband and wife.. lots of their pics were taken but no time to photoshop or crop.. cos i'm to lazy so i jus load watever that does not need touch up.. wahaha

their babies will be a mixed breed of king charles spaniel(KCS) and schnauzer as charles is KCS breed and yah yah is a schnauzer.. cute puppies on their way to earth in bout 2months

currently i'm helping my aunt to seek for kind hearted owner who is responsible, loving and willing to take care of one or 2 of the puppies.. many might not like mixed breed but mixed breed have their positive sides which they have higher immune system, as the genes mixed *please read more bio or ask me for further info* do not worry of ho the puppy looks like.. as they will be as adorable as the parents.. our condition of the owner MUST BE VERY RESPONSIBLE towards the puppy and not just taking the puppy and love them for a while..

a responsible owner criteria would be:
*willing to spend time to train the puppy pee n poo *or u can ask for my help*
*spend time to cuddle n pamper them means shower them wif love
*do not abandon or leave the puppy untouched

getting a dog is not as troublesome as some of u might think.
a dog is a good companion and can even cheer u up when u r down.. jus like miracle sent by heaven.. u might think i'm very naggy but just put urself on the dog place if u think being abandon is nothing.. even if i feed u biscuit everyday but if u dun get to go out, get love by frens or family.. u will too feel emo.. so do all the dogs..

** this post pic all taken by 50mm
** up next.. internship
** pls do consider and spread the news.. puppies will be delivered around november
** personally drop me email or comment here.. i'll get to u..

~Reporting live at genting~

2009-08-31T20:48:00.006+08:00

omg this genting international showroom memang not bad... lol.. i can actually blog here.. haha... but currently can only blog pic taken wif my hp.. lol.. domo -mei came along.. morning v took bus from 1u then to skyway cable car then nee meet up parents n makan makan kat ah yat restaurant.. cant blog bout my lunch here.. cos pics yet to upload.. lol..

on our way to genting in rm8.50 bus at 9am

lol... reporting live in the hall.. now competition still on..

ok.. gtg,, ~~mom gonna kill me~~.. lol... lalalala~~~

later do report in hotel.. yeah,,, T_T

~random number 5~

2009-08-31T05:58:00.002+08:00

recently feels so random.. by right i shud be doin my final report.. but here i am blogging my randomness.. so far.. not even 40% is done.. wahaha.. watever.. cos i hv confidence i can do it.. lol.. jus use more of my sleeping time will do... lalala~~

internship ended.. the emptiness suddenly popped up.. since 4months ago if i were to wake up at this time.. i would be doing pops, wobblers or newsletter but here i am.. typing my final report about internship.. it is pretty much a good experience in sony, i'll elaborate more soon as i reach pg.. means this weekend will update la... gonna miss every1 so much...

next random is... looking at kigo... lol.. suddenly thought of ah wong.. so he was named ah wong.. do not pronounce ah wong like that tvb series.. pronounce it wif a hype.. hahaha...

will be meeting papa mama n 99% human error aka my personal advisor on comps aka bro.. gosh 3 months since i go back to penang.. i can feel how they misses me.. lol... n of cos i miss them too..

2yrs ago.. i made this suprise cake to welcome parents back from taiwan.. lol.. mom looks sleepy, lucky as usual very excited when he spot food... cuteness.. arr :P

another suprise bout this cake is.. texture like kuih.. lol.. hard.. n greedy person like me.. put too much of BIG pieces of Strawberry and huge amt of choco top to glazed the cake.. lol.. ended up when king n queen cut the very very hard cake.. all the strawberry squeezed out from the side... T_T

king n queen sing k.. celebrate their anniversary n oso papa bday... weee~~

yesh v loves singing k... i loves it so so much.. lol.. last fri right after work.. went to sing wif intern gang.. lol.. remember ah leng geh anak murid broke the glass at the moment i ss til very very high... lol... *blush*

thats all for now.. better cont that report.. lol..

**both pics were taken wif lumix
**goin2 bath now n prepare to sit bus to genting.. wahaha...

~random number 4~

2009-08-21T01:03:00.003+08:00

yesterday's randomness was different from this,.. random wif numbers means its bout my thought.. yesterday's was i miss baby lucky n too free in office.. haha.. now its 0106.. wow my number.. i jus dun feel like sleeping.. lol.. met up wif "mom" n lrt at 1u jus now.. on my way.. was a traumatic drive thou.. an-almost-accident.. totally lost my mind.. luckily i din follow near.. if not.. sure knock.. hates rain thou.. n so lrt loves my malacca pics.. wahaha.. thx.. which at the same time reminds me of... i neva post anything bout malacca 2 trip wif domo gang back at the end of may.. as now is already 1am.. i jus took a pic.. which i really like back in that trip.. a pic taken by some1 without tripod... i miss my tripod so much..

personally i loves this pic.. dun ask me why.. ^o^

my camua babea was dancing to snap this piece thou..was taken wen i suddenly.. ermm.. feels cold?? haha.. i oso not sure.. but was enjoying playing wif my camua babea.. aww that trip every1 was holding a dslr... except for boss winn.. the trip.. makan makan.. jalan jalan.. 2 cars 8 ppl.. i miss it lots lots.. i loves trips... wahaha.. who don't >.< oh yeah.. back in hotel.. another pic to share.. lol..

hail the domomei... wahahaha.. she rules.. *boogen boogen*

anyway,, wish i will blog an official post bout malacca trip.. oh yeah. v belum share pics.. pics.. wahaha..

**gosh now is 0123
**sleep 1st...
**tomoro work.. >.<"
**sadness for this weekend is.. agama outing cancel..
**currently not emo.. jus abit trauma.. hope i can sleep..T_T
**bye... peace..

~randomness~

2009-08-19T17:10:00.016+08:00

all a sudden feels like blogging.. damn.. super sleepy now.. been long time since i din sleep for assignment.. yesterday was a blast... wahahaha.. mood was pretty bad in the morning as ai crashed while i save that damn handycam POP... morning some ppl jus asking some of my sacarsticism.. i gave her some.. she deserve it thou.. always c my supervisor n manager not around, they will come attack me.. babiness.. sorry la.. no more miss goody goody.. summore supervisor asked me to ignore some of them... wahahaha... lalalala~~~~.. work from 4am til now.. doom doom.. since leopea wif me.. i keep viewing lucky's pickas.. i c cuteness... wahahaha..

my deary baby

okla.. cont working.. but do wat?? ish rushing works.. now i got nothing to do.. skipped lunch, called mom n chatted... darnnn nothing to do makes me even more sleepy... gosh colleagues r too nice.. cos feeding me wif food.. lol... having a feast now... byez...

**tiredness.. =.="

**1st time blog in office..

**one pic... lucky baby... awww cuteness

**hope i dun fall asleep.. @.@

**byez

~the getaway sunset~

2009-08-09T01:19:00.006+08:00

from the previous post.. getting away from kl alone was a sudden idea.. its becos.. wen i sad or wat.. i need beach or somewhere with lake or watever.. alone.. tot of pulau ketam but decision changed due to the cruelty towards dogs by the people over there.. some might think i'm very shallow over that issue.. but i strongly n super disagree with their decision on dumping the poor dogs to that "island of dead" or watever they name it.. thou i had lotsa nice n happy memory there.. but i dun feel like goin pulau ketam anymore... cos of that 1 case.. anyway.. randomly i plucked in my ext hdd.. n look at our p.ketam moments..

the 5 of us ^o^ *shooting star*

i had no idea wat were v doin.. but v definitely ss-ing around

*remember this ma??* this pic was.. i set up 10sec remote snap of myself acting emo.. n so.. these 4 cheeky gals.. took over my camera.. T_T... but this pic very cute.. lol..

our shooting experience was a real nice 1.. v submitted our video to astro nextgen contest, thou v did not win anything but this is a new experience for us, to produce, direct, shoot, act, collaborate.. n most of all. v ss really alot... ^o^

back to my getaway.. sunset was still the best moment of the day.. i still prefer sunset over sunrise.. this pd trip sunset was very short compared to the 1 i'm in kampar mayb becos it was real cloudy day.. its been a long time since i use manual program in my camera.. becos the sky was too bright during sunset.. i changed my av mode to M to get a better result of sunset pics..

a pic of lil domo..

pretending as if she's a hermit crab.. lalala~

still on my mat under some unknown tree.. lying n lazying..

without filter on.. ^o^ some emo passer by.. *i assumed*

with filter.. that kid somehow looks ghostly in this pic =.=

domo waved bye bye to mr sun..

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finally i turned on baby flash.. which was an unusual action i will take..

many scolded me for running out of my mind for going there alone.. i appreciate all the scoldings.. but this is me.. some1 who dun think as much wen her mind is clutted.. but after this pd trip.. i feel so much better.. its like again.. i buried emoness onto those beach.. i'm jus an island gal.. emo go to beach.. but this kl no beach.. T_T... sometimes i really need to close one eye n let things be wat it will be.. i hope this lately happiness will last forever but deep down i know it wont.. i jus wan2 b the shallow n ignorant IB.. can i?

**do u think wif filter pic nicer or the 1 without?
**guess wat filter i used..*mystery prize will be given to the 1st who answer correct*
**lalalala~~
**oh ya today is sunday T_T

~her getaway~

2009-08-05T22:11:00.006+08:00

weeks ago.. well.. super duper down.. unwanted this happens.. things happen with reasons, it happened.. so many things come at once.. desperately wan2 get myself away from everything.. yeah i meant it.. did it too.. i need to get out from kl city.. work stress, something that bothers me.. which i really no eyes c.. n i did it.. i closed my eyes.. haha.. work was so bad last 2weeks.. found out something.. yeah.. truth hurts but jus accept the fact.. in plurk.. some suggested a getaway.. gosh it struck my mind.. i jus click on google.. n get a google map.. n off i go.. to port dickson.. wif 1.5l water, a book, touch n go, pump petrol, camua babea n some companion in "hero".. some might think i;m crazy.. perhaps that time i was totally out of my mind.. i jus wanted some time alone.. to somewhere no one know who the hell i am.. somewhere with breeze..

went to UTAR return some books.. then off i go.. put on my shade.. yeah...
my journey beginss... some photo to share ^o^

at seremban tourist stop by.. information booth

it was so heaty til the ground cracked..

*hero* brought me there.. i then go pray..^o^

one side of the entrance

kuan yin.. a quick snap.. then go in temple to pray

a pic wif domo somewhere around the temple ^o^

left temple.. head to somewhere.. but i dunno where.. lol.. temple was right after roundabout.. so i jus stop by.. ok.. i jus straight go n c wat can i find.. i wan nice beach... reach to a sign board stated "blue lagoon" sound nice to me.. n so.. i jus follow.. was pretty crowded.. cos it was am bank teambuilding day... feels safer too..

found a nice cozy place under a pine tree.. my companion of the day..

that was domo 1st time step on sand.. 1st time go to beach..

my view wen i look up.. mind was lost... branches.. blurness..

the kid that i played wif..

that auntie ask me y.. "amoi kenapa pucat?" lol.. i replied in a funny way.. kerana belum makan.. haha.. so.. time to leave blue lagoon n hunt for food.. but b4 that.. i did not show pics of the sea.. hehe.. there u go..

a panaroma view of the other side of blue lagoon.. was so so windy ^o^

the last picture at blue lagoon...

this is mr 9.. he used to b sad.. but now he is a happy doggy ^o^

bye blue lagoon... hi makan place..

super hungry waiting for our food... perhaps the aunty was right.. i looked pale.. zzz..
the photoshop effects i used.. make me more pale too.. wahaha

gosh today is such a happy day.. sms always make my day.. but today was slightly different.. its like encouragement sms..
*mr evilsmirk* aka md prefer my work rather than agency.. wahahaha... morning was great too.. supervisor bought me a cup of hot cocoa from starbucks.. ^o^.. cold day wif hot cocoa.. perfect match.. thankiu... thou i know u wont come across this.. hahaha.. things get better after my getaway.. i shud go pray n thx to the temple.. ermm.. i know i'm superstitious.. lalalala~~ for me goin there alone.. i know its crazy n many would have stop me if i tell this earlier.. but i jus need a getaway.. a beach.. some time to cool myself down.. n now here i am.. back wif a smile..

there's more pics to come.. i kinda like the sunset too.. thou it was short.. haha.. n the filter i used.. i like the effect... teehehehe...

**route to PD was easy.. lol.. i was on the right track all the way from pj til pd ^o^
**so long.. will update when i'm free
**pics were randomly photoshop or some left untouched.. due to laziness.. haha..
**that was my 1st try on panaroma in photoshop cs3.. haha..
**bye bye.. do miss me..

~a walk along those streets~

2009-07-25T09:39:00.003+08:00

old pics were korek out from those folders.. back to 2months ago.. or 3 months.. after brief those kids bout OCAC camp.. i then walk back alone.. yeah walk all the way from cls to prangin mall.. the distance was not near.. yeah a week back to penang without car cos "hero" was in cyberjaya at that time.. but i certainly enjoyed every single moment walking down those alley, those streets wif some familiar faces.. wanted to find my tuition teacher but she was not around... so i jus walk again til reach love lane home.. play wif mi square then walk again.. pics were taken as if i'm a tourist.. lol..

outside of cls.. along farquar street..

that church.. where v took pics during std6 back in 1999.. wif et, kg n cicak *where r those pics??*

the road where v were forbid to cross, n have to use that kah motor jejantas.. which i normally ignore.. cos that bridge always hv some maniac or shit there =.=

along love lane.. where i used to lived.. that day was so nice.. cloudy wif blue sky ^o^

rope walk,, the trishaw uncles look kesian but its good that they earn own to live their life..

the green building was where all cls photos were develope back to the days when i was called "the apd girl".. this road gave me lotsa memories... from a kid where dad carry me home when i lazy walk, then go cousin hse play, then "barley peng".. pei sounds familiar right?? our ctc camp moment.. agama lancar rocks.. hahaha

getting near to destination.. the other side of rope walk after campbell street cross junction.. komtar is now very visible..

thats komtar.. which night not shining anymore =.=, they dun on lights to make it a nice night skyscrapper.. darn.. wat a waste..

reach prangin.. find kah wei for lunch.. met long lost bird fren.. yin may.. she still.. looks the same wif hairstyle, spect n dressing.. n yeah way of talking too.. lalalala~~~ ate my fav tomyam which i feel it dun taste like how it used to wen i have it back in f4.. not the same anymore.. and far extra pricey.. loiter around prangin.. feeling was too not the same anymore.. our past time loiter place.. now full of "seafoods" and bangla.. n indo.. zzz... i then take bus home,, pheww.. long time since i take a public bus back home..

in the bus.. mom asked me not to take transit link.. so i took rapid penang.. b4 the bus cramp wif ppl.. i was able to snap a shot.. then cont stand n read my story book til i reach home...

**time spent alone was not that bad afterall..
**no car does not stop me from walking out..
**gosh.. this week was like hell to me.. work, ot, n everything
**bye every1.. i've finish packing for my getaway
**1.5l water, a book, camera, a shade, touch n go.. n here i go.. ^o^
**i wish for the best today...

~exploring.. experimenting~

2009-07-19T02:42:00.003+08:00

this post is a continuous post from the previous.. haha.. from my title exploring and experimenting? yeah i'm playing wif photoshop this time.. cos weeks ago was too free in office*for a while only*.. explored how to liquify nice nice.. n oso some lomo effect... n some filters n stuff.. lol..

wondermilk is oso lomography embassador.. so play la some effect on it.. teehehehe ^o^

*1st try.. forget to vignette.. =.=*
notice the bokeh of the word "lomography"??

another side of cookies...

bought home some "love".. cos desperately need it?? lol.. *green channel slightly more*

*slightly more red*...

highlight only on my cookies.. n a touch of feather... *blue channel more*

that was all i got from wondermilk.. 3weeks ago.. oh ya.. i din get any cupcakes.. cos i think its over rated and very pricey.. but.. i had them as my assignment 2 pics.. haha.. had lotsa pictures taken back then.. too bad i din manage to ss wif my cupcakes cos assignment busy giler..

the rose.. rushed to petaling street right after i reach pj back then.. crazy =.=
*this cupcake chose by member*

*oreo flavor,, dunno how it tasted,, makan by ange *assignment pic but this time different feel wif different style of psd*

thats all from wondermilk...

**lomo pics??.. nope they r not.. i'm jus exploring wif channels and picture modes.. haha
**now its 3.22am.. n i;m still here.. damn
**wats next??
**mood in not a mess.. but..
**2 newsletter for aug.. zzz
**i feel so reluctant to leave my leopea now..
**suddenly i feel like goin home pulak.. zzz
**oh yeah pretty hot now..

last pic of the day...

taken this back at tropicana right after i ss... personally i like this pic.. so i photoshop abit.. to make it suit my mood right now.. crystal which melt...

i wish and i hope...
i'm not counting down days of my internship.. cos i have some nicey nice colleagues there.. perhaps next few post will b bout our outing.. our ss pics.. n lots more..

stay tuned.. i will update my blog frequently if i rajin enuf.. malacca post, intern gang, lui's bday n some other outings.. oh yeah pet exhibition too.. ^o^

til then... byezzz.. oh now is 0330

~weeks ago~

2009-07-12T12:10:00.003+08:00

as some1 real lazy to do anything bout her pics... mind her..
jus a couple of weeks ago.. went to wondermilk wif mom.. erm actually that day v went lotsa place thou.. morning makan kat pasar, walk around 1u.. then wondermilk, then hunt pressie at tropicana n drink at somewhere which i forgot the restaurant name, then dinner at picadilly.. lotsa pics were taken... but i only load a few in flickr.. cos line pretty bad now.. slow like a sloth.. damn it..

okies dokies.. post some of our lunchy pics..

*my macadamia milk*

i tot was some macadamia drink.. manatau it happens to b milk.. but i like it.. the aroma of macadamia.. wow.. its nice.. will order it again in my next visit.. wahahaha..

mom's egg sandwich wif a generous amount of chips..

my turkey ham baked potato..

after i korek.. wow... the ham were popping out..

the hams, the melting cheese... gosh.. it was so so yummy

these sets of pictures should be put in jus 1.. but jus too lazy to photoshop it.. the salad accompany this potato is jus nice.. light n crunchy.. 1st time in my life eat raw "sai yong choy" but its nice too..

we sit there really long.. cos i dun get to on9 at home during that period so i have my own sweet time over there chatting... lol.. i still remember chatting wif member-jane.. lol.. kg on9-ing wif her phone thou. hahaha.. sit so long so i wan some snack.. saw those sausage in menu.. n so.. v ordered... but it turns out to be this>>

omg its another meal.. damn..

luckily the taste still ok.. but i prefer 1901..

after this.. v proceed to get some stuff home.. oh ya we went wondermilk but did not eat any cupcakes.. but v buy some love home.. y do i say so?? cos of this tag below :D

lol.. this pic edited long time ago til i lazy to edit any.. no cause.. jus lazy bug suddenly stuck on me..

adios...

**hope to post bout our cookies.. soon?
**post some pics of cupcakes??
**post intern gang outing??
**post chu chap tong??
**post of everything??
**post post post.. lazy...
**lalalalala~ ss in own blog is not a crime.. hahaha

a break wif mochacino.. n bye every1... *ss mode still on*

~untitled 3~

2009-06-21T15:31:00.002+08:00

opppss.. sorry for dunno wat to write for title again.. today morning was a real nice 1.. went out to pasar to get lotsa pork cos tonight mau cook bah kut teh.. bought lotsa stuff i wan2 makan.. bought some yam too.. gonna make a nice dinner tonight.. yays.. now again sitting in startbucks.. so i can on9.. i can 100% sure.. i cannot survive without on9.. haha.. jus jk.. cos i din even bring my adapter cos i dun wan2 stay out too long.. come to jaya one jus to reload hp to call dad.. cos today is father's day.. mom said she red eye.. i tot she was joking.. mana tau really.. kesian.. *pai pai mama faster recover*.. walk around jaya 1.. buy some charity stuff.. a nice green bag for 8 bucks.. n something for my fren.. c that animal.. reminds me of her ade.. hahaha..

my jelly frappucino.. *pic taken wif hp*

yesterday too.. besides being a couch potato in the evening.. i made something for my phone.. a phone pouch.. too broke to buy a decent pouch for my lil cutie handsome phone.. hahaha... measuring my seatbelt.. will sew a seatbelt cover to protect my neck.. hahaha..

this is my hp pouch.. ^o^

perhaps too free while waiting for bro or friends.. i kinda clean up whole room n closet.. i wiped all the walls as well.. while watching some drama.. i sew that pouch.. then i found da crystal phone-chain *is there such a word??* a gift from yt.. she brought it back from taiwan.. 1st i saw kg's in the car.. a girl.. mine.. teehehehe.. yt bought me a dog.. physically looks like my dearry lucky boy.. well that gift.. i think kinda pricey T__T paise.. cos the packaging pretty nice,, a gold paperbag n another pink pouch.. i mm seh tak use that phone chain^o^...

let the picture give says wat i dunno how to describe

closed up pic.. *wif macro filter on*

slightly tilt head to the left ^o^

front view.. innocent looking face.. jus like lucky ^o^

top view.. left again.. *am i a lefty??*

been a long time since i put on white paper on my bed to snap pic.. today did it in the morning.. all light r so natural from my windows.. today too i woke up very early to look sunrise from my lil room.. the mixed mixed feeling.. anyway.. happy level is higher this time.. hahaha.. again work getting more uplifting.. newsletter is ready.. at least to me,.. tomoro is my last day bring my pendrive to work.. cos itu IT man wan2 confiscate my pendrive.. damn.. their comp got virus nothing to do wif me.. cos i'm confident wif my leopea free from virus ^o^... oki.. gtg,, the most important thing in bah kut teh i din buy yet.. zzz.. the herbs.. how those pork, balls n fu chok goin2 taste nice without herbs... bye every1.. pls dun miss me too much.. been sneezing so so much lately.. hahaha..

** can any1 guide me how to snap those crystal nicer??
**when can i on9 at home.. damn..
**gonna eat pork n balls n fu chok like a pig tonight... *gobble gobble*
**pls dun make me sneeze.. hahaha

~untitled 2~

2009-06-20T10:46:00.003+08:00

well.. i dunno wat to put for my title.. but this is not a random post cos i wan2 post bout my trip to bukit jalil.. been a week since i can on9 peacefully in my lil room.. n still now i cant on9 inside my room.. reached ikano at 930.. which now my 1st experience to hear announcement from ikea "welcome to ikea, u may now shopping.. bla bla bla." walk to ikano starbucks.. oh well.. ppl pun baru buka.. haha.. i cant order immedately thou.. so i sit.. n of cos.. ONLINE.. main point come here.. hahaha..
ordered my breakfast set which cost me rm6.85.. err okla.. i can on9 then anything oso ok... *i sound like virtual world addict*

our breakfast set~~

weather pretty nice today.. rain heavily jus now.. wow wow.. yeah yeah.. but stopped in less than 1 hour.. have pretty nice seat here n i think i wont be leaving so soon.. ok.. talk bout last 2 weeks.. got some tickets to c lam fung at stadium bukit jalil.. 1st in my mind is my dearry et.. so v went to watch him.. btw et din go at the end.. went there wif mom, yt n shin chan..

thats jus us.. ss everywhere..

pics ss in car while waiting.. domo says hello to mr.9 n babe.. around stadium bukit jalil.. n yeah.. one of the pic background r those ppl who go wif me.. for the green tag.. haha.. cos i din buy anything.. nothing.. lalala... both of us.. walk around n snap n ss... then v proceed to the stadium.. finding a nice place.. was jus so hard..

thats the stage.. nice kan??

we then sit very very far from the stage... that place.. was scary.. cos very high n stair very steep.. gerli.. v wait n wait til neck oso long.. lam fung oso belum come out.. *btw thats elken day*.. i slept in the stadium.. while some of them went to buy snack to chew,, well some of the show very entertaining.. advertisement.. lalalalala~~ suddenly got 1 singer came out.. faizal from one in a million.. well kinda like him as an entertainer.. he sings pretty well too.. but lazy to post his pic here.. cos erm.. lazy?? i enjoyed his appearance as i can sing along too.. yeah... soon.. almost 11pm lam fung.. finally pop out... hahaha

finally... long awaited mr raymond lam..

finally he face our side ^o^.. use til digital zoom..

those ppl.. over excited til wan2 gobble him..

this pic taken.. when he sings.. *insufficient love*

end of his performance.. back into the stage..

after his performance there are still some prize giving.. but.. too bad.. every1 is goin home.. so obvious.. most ppl are waiting for him only.. no regret bout this trip.. thou i was fooled by gps to bird park.. then v used our intelligence to go to stadium,,, using our intuition.. hahaha.. waited for hours.. oso v r happy...i loves the shouting n singing.. n my frens.. 2 of them yelled "lam fung look here, v r here".. i was totally SHOCKED.. hahaha.. late late dinner at picadilly after concert.. yeah..

**this blog post pic not taken by my camua..
**1st pic in starbucks taken wif my phone
**concert n ss pic.. n lam fung pic.. taken by other camera :P *10q*
**i wish to post more.. but home cant on9.. sigh...
**off to somewhere else.. ngek ngek ngek

~joanna promo tour~

2009-06-07T22:38:00.004+08:00

it was last fri.. 830pm joanna came to town for her promo tour.. was a real hectic day for me back then... work til lunch oso no need go.. sighs.. but a bad starting day ended wif joy.. soon as i finish work.. pack my stuff n ready to get a cake for boss asked by another boss.. press money.. buy cake.. n try some nice ice cream while waiting.. haha.. ok.. hv to speed to 1u soon... following kerinchi link.. after tol... jam giler.. but i enjoy the sunset of the day as well.. mayb bcos a POP was done.. feel happy abit.. ok lets move to joanna..

so as i reach 1u last fri, meet up wif the G(s).. sitting on the 2nd row was a nice 1.. but the row behind me was "sony"... ok.. waited freaking long.. worry to the max bout the cake inside my car.. once joanna is out.. totally forget bout everything.. she is not pretty or exaggerate wif her clothing or wat.. jus a plain simple singer with good voice.. was hoping her to sing the best mistake i've ever made.. but sadly she din.. nvm,, cos now i keeps repeat that song..

there's some pic i snap of her.. actually alot.. but too lazy to choose more.. cos the hot weather is killing me.. kill my mood.. damn.. ok skip my mood..

the stage,,, up close..
might look a bit blur.. but i love green.. blur more.. was a blur day too :P

singing wif 'feel'.. *baby flash on*

singing wif joy.. *baby flash off*

end of the promo.. both cd not mine thou...
got her signature ler.. ngek ngek..
i went up to stage too.

every single song gives a meaning.. most frequent thing she did was.. wipe her sweat.. hotty hot malaysia.. thats not the end of the day... things happened within reasons.. life.. lalala.. shud enjoy more.. this weekend.. i enjoy more than any1 did... lol.. n yeah... i love the crystal hp chain given by ms yt.. jus open it.. n lovee it to max.. *mm seh tak use* pic belum snap.. will snap soon n post it here..

**pic wif baby flash on or off better?
**up coming next.. raymond lam fung...
**tomoro is monday.. sigh.. T_T tiredness ahead

~forever 16~

2009-06-01T19:54:00.005+08:00

today is the day... 1st of june.. stand for another 16... lalala.. i know this post is outdated n boring.. but for my own pleasure.. i still wan2 post this.. its bout my bday which almost half a year ago.. things happened.. for some joy, laughters n tears.. having some of the ppl around me.. makes me feel real good.. n i mean it ^o^.. thx to member jane who accompany me thou u r so far in uk.. it was a real hard 1.. n very very thankiu... teeeheeheehee.. i think u will read this.. trying to make u feel cold.. haha..

there goes my 1st suprise or celebration.. it din turn out to b a suprise.. cos i saw those candles... read more here

this pic.. wahaha that top right.. et is aiming on my cake.. "et, its mine :P", there goes pei pei famous "ma che" hair by cq.. my pink princess gloria, gingea, the gals... n my bottle of messagess.. weee~~

there u go.. my paintings.. wahaha.. only mine painted on face.. but still.. i enjoy it.. ss again?? yes i was..

i miss decorating my cake.. miss making cakes n baking gingea too >.<... can i bake again?? pls help me eat can?? any volunteer?? well that was 28 dec 2008.. b4 2009.. they celebrated my bday dee,, wahahaha.. my bday eve... cos it was so simple.. yet i enjoy every moment of it.. every1 was rushing back uni.. n yesh 2 of my fren fetch me out.. they insisted to round around penang til clock struck 12.. v had dinner at e-gate.. oh ya lett n sulin called me out too.. but i just cant split to two.. haha.. after our dinner.. v really did round around sg dua n to qb.. they said wan2 let me look at the night scenery of penang bridge b4 i head back to petaling jaya.. the funniest part was... they sing.. not jus one language.. but a few.. gals.. i really feel real touched.. oh ya not to forget those whom sms-ed me.. thx.. lalala~~ the next morning.. went for hearty breakfast wif king n queen.. makan dim sum.. slurp slurp..

c the pic right top?? thats my mom morning routine.. talking on phone wif my aunties.. n yeah my cute boy have his morning stretch too... awww.. miss my dear cute boy.. hehehe... went to dim sum place.. served by king n queen... ^o^.. dad order that bday noodle.. thou jus 3 of us.. but v ate alot.. as usual.. dad will tapao a siew pau for boy as his lunch..

night sis came back.. hehe.. i know they up to something.. n yes.. they r celebrating their baby gal's bday.. haha.. i'm still my hse baby.. apple of their hearts.. :P n v love ss... comp bro not around cos working.. but dun worry.. later u will c ur face here.. n cannot kill me.. haha...

my pressies, cake... n messy hair too.. hahaha.. sy n annie.. ur pressie oso in the pic ^o^.. terima kasih.. hehehe... n yeah my new purse after 2 yrs of hunting.. the old purse was 2002.. that was 7yrs ago.. haha.. thx mom.. ngek ngek...

after ss n having fun wif my dear family.. i hv to get back to pj.. was a bit not in good condition wen i reach pj.. haha.. perhaps too much of fun n sleepless night outings.. i sleep even mj say she comin back.. which i sense.. she is celebrating my bday.. abit perasan? err perhaps.. n so i slept....

jus look at my face wif the cake.. baru bangun.. haha..

the pic wif totoro.. taken today in office.. while every1 working i ss wif totoro.. cos neva had a pic taken wif it.. i ss not becos i curi tulang.. is becos i got no comp to use.. haha.. they gave me a new comp without ai n psd.. how am i suppose to work?? so this is my latest face.. haha..

then proceed to the final celebration.. t4 celebrated my bday.. becos it was gd showcase.. after that wen they celebrate my bday.. i was like a star.. wahahaha.. cos so many dslr shooting me.. hair again was in a big mess.. wth is wrong wif my hair??

i dunno who to credit for all the pics.. cos too many photographers.. dat include myself as 1 too..

the most i would like to thx is.. wenny cos the cake was brought all the way from seremban to petaling jaya.. *hearts* n thx her for the extra puff too.. teehehehe... lepas tu thx all for replying emails too.. which i dunno wats the content..

hey i'm giving speech eh :P...

slot in esper's toiletries n my packaging design here cos was featured in showcase.. yeah.. i love esper so much ^^.. the cake pic.. was so nice.. i dunno who snapped that but this is the pic i like the most of the special cake.. cute cake for me.. yipppeee...oh ya at the end i dun need to cut the cake n gve ppl.. cos i did this for every1's bday.. lol.. merajuk sikit tak mau buat kerja for own bday.. ngek ngek.. since tkj not doin this work.. i think is the class rep cut the cake.. if not mistaken.. lalala~~ cont ss n forget who cut it..

awww..

my yearly card from yan ting.. normally from uk to pg.. but this year was different.. all the way from toronto to pj.. i love cards... omg... then.. the lil forever fren bear.. was a real suprise.. reach home.. dead tired.. i sleep.. ignored david's skype.. so wen i awake.. i still lazy to get out from my room n cont on9 n chat.. til i wan2 go to toilet.. i saw this cute lil bear sitting ever lonely outside my lil mini room... awww... quickly took him to the room.. n yesh.. of cos i;m very very happy.. suddenly got 2 forever friends bear.. i always like them... always... then the potrait lens... sponsored by kmchow.. y i put his pic here?? cos in family ss pic.. he was working.. lalala~ kmchow.. i will train u ss soon.. kekeke... i will...

**told ya this is a real long post... wahaha..
**omg post this since yesterday.. n now is 2nd june..
**here wish my IP dear happy bday... if u ever come across here.. :P
**IP happy birthday from ur IB.. din post ur pic here.. but top oso got ur face :P
**tomoro is another working day..
**tomoro meet up dee gang.. hurray..
**n yes.. i'm forever 16... yeahhss..

~malacca trip 1~

2009-05-31T00:00:00.005+08:00

title was named malacca trip one.. cos i went there twice this month.. yeah twice.. twice oso filled wif laughters.. laugh til my stomach pain T__T.. domo-mei or sometimes being called nasty-kun by me wans to follow..a nice companion to me.. thou in the morning trip.. i slept in the car cos the night b4 yum cha wif some noobs.. that was a real zombie day for 4 of us.. cos another 3 gals.. went cc to play games til 3sumting.. haha.. v deserve to b zombie on that day.. but it was then a zombie laughing giler day.. haha..

there u go.. all the ss pics of my lil domo dear...

in the car.. dreamy dreamy feel cos i fell asleep.. domo pinched kcq face.. wahaha..

place were extremely hard to get..
sit on some utar ppl place.. kayc's fren.. lucky betul.. knowing some of them from utar which v went to same lectures b4.. but neither i recognize them nor they recognize me.. haha..

the pineapple tart background lady.. really looks like pei pei to me.. haha.. n the guy selling those cucuk cucuk fruits. i dunno y kcq tag him as blian.. so.. watever.. he is blian then.. hahaha...

1st time went into this very famous satay celup..
n serve them right.. cos the taste better than ong kim wee's satay celup.. the food too better in price.. u c that big prawn?? only 70sen.. omg.... prawns.. v love prawns.. sedap giler.. ^o^

the gals of the trip..
oh ya kena complain cos domo get more pics then them.. n jus look at that evil kcq... haha.. but i know.. they love my domo too.. :P...

that was how my 1st malacca trip looks like.. lotsa pics were taken.. by cq n kayc.. haha.. that night luckily cq take camua baby. cos i was lazy to carry dee.. tiredness.. haha..

after the tired day.. next day.. domo went to makan lunchy wif kmchow.. i brought him to that beef noodle cos really yummy..

after dibuli kcq for a day.. domo gets his beef noodle too.. hehe..

thats wat happened b4 i start working.. no rest no nothing.. the next day i went working.. 1st day was not a good day for me.. coldness n my place was so isolated from every1.. but life getting better at work.. congrats me pls... wahahaa.. ot ot ot.. everyday i need to work extra.. even work at home at 1am then work til 7sumting go to work.. but now.. life getting better.. i'm not so crazy anymore...

bye.. monday will post more... more... that will b a really really long post.. wahaha...

~random number 3~

2009-05-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

suddenly feels like posting something b4 i sleep.. had a real nice weekend.. had some deep thoughts.. had so much of food.. which currently bloated til parents wont b able to recognize me anymore.. tomoro.. another day.. another working day where i start to countdown for comin weekend.. pictures n pictures clouded in my mind.. the mixed feelings turns numb.. looking back at my pictures... n now.. i gonna post bout some part of my school... the pic i took the last time i went back to cls for some briefing to the kids.. 1st time post pictures which i really photoshopped alot... n pictures wif watermarked..

the lil angel which guard my school.. there's 2 of them..

the corridor where we used to loiter n wash hand after play wif plasticin.. back in std 1...
sometimes..v get makanan percuma from this area too.. as usual.. i jus join the crowd.. lets makan.. its free.. but now.. this place is so sappy.. sigh...

clumsy students along block A.. those ice were for canteen day..

canteen day..

nowadays there's no creativity on their food.. all u can get was nasi lemak, ice blended n oso western breakfast set.. last time v used to have corn, herbal eggs, pasta, sushi, chicken pie.. i dun like it wen i back school.. n its canteen day.. those teacher.. will of cos.. ask me to support.. waste of money for low quality n extremely expensive food..

walking off the school.. for my 1 day walking in the town..

lotsa pics were taken wen i walk along the streets, alley.. it was then a hot day but walking alone as if i'm a tourist was pretty fun.. snap watever i like.. emo person like me.. needs some time for herself.. perhaps this is the benefit of no car.. i need to walk to bus stop.. but wen i reach bus stop.. i changed my mind.. i walk all the way to prangin mall for my tomyam lunch wif teh kah wei.. yeah i loves calling her fullname..

gosh its time to sleep now.. yesterday n da day b4 yesterday... din sleep much.. add together oso dun have 8hours.. hahaha.. tomoro... work againzzz...

**emo emo emo
**hapy hapy hapy...
**decision need to b make.. but can it last?? watever..
**so long.. sleep 1st..
**will dream of laughters in mlk..
**i wan2 post something real real long on 1st JUNE.. ^^
**b4 1st june.. i hope i post both malacca trips i had in may 2009.. 2trips oso filled wif laughters.. teehehehe

~ms apd~

2009-05-23T12:29:00.002+08:00

a teaser of my workspace... miss it so much...

the buttons which i used to touch for every single ocassion..

but that place i dun think a fun place for juniors anymore.... the rules n regulation notice which irritates me to the max eventually leads me to my ridiculous attitude.. i actually ask those juniors to ignore that rule>> "do no 'membantah' seniors n teachers order"... thou i left the club 5yrs.. but i jus dun like ppl buli juniors.. apd r meant to b fun n serious only on duty.. i told the juniors to ignore that bullshit n say my name.. haha.. i believe teachers know me still.. wahahaha..... after my interns.. i will balik n rip off that bullshit.. n yeah.. wat kinda colistrian wrote such broken english.. how can u mix it wif bm while its an important note.. disgraceful..

.. goin malacca now wif domo..

bye..

~the smile on her face~

2009-05-21T23:12:00.006+08:00

the smile of her face.. sounds like ronan's when u say nothing at all chorus... lalala~~ all the previous post.. pics were taken by me.. or most of it were taken by me.. this time.. i'm inside all of the pics.. n of cos pictures taken by others... these are few candids which enlighten my day for now.. not in good condition.. err.. not very bad.. but work not as smooth as i wish to..

today is a better day.. at least i get to do wat i like which is creating icons.. i wont say much of my work here.. oh ya mood real nice now.. cos i had fantastic lunch wif 2 colleagues, dinner of my own cook.. my soup very very nice this time.. haha.. finish retouching those icons n sent to supervisor dee..stealing some time of my sleep to blog here.. the pics i saw was yesterday in facebook which made my bad day to a nice 1.. yesterday was really not my day.. T_T... but those pic had eventually enlighten me..

these r some of them from the album

this is the pic i like most... i neva see this b4 til yesterday... some1 stalked me... hahaha... n yeah her description of this pic is a nice 1 too..

this is how it goes>>"I like this pic d most.... Despite all the challenges she's facing....Cmei is smiling happily looking at her 'Fung che'...the smile on her face says it all!"
thx "mum" i appreciate u spending time n "watch" over me during my hardtime.. *muakkzzz*

the 1 i know she snap.. haha...

another 1 which i dunno she snapped.. haha...*uncountable stalked picsss*

this was snapped by kayc last week during cher bday..

an antique pic of us smiling.. y1s2.. my turn to present global warming.. the smile on our face in this pic.. was priceless.. jus look at 3 of us...

wahahaha.. i couldn't credit any1 for this pic cos i dun know who is the photographer..

happy times past us real fast... sometimes i wonder am i still a happy-go-lucky person or an emo person.. can any1 tell me?? am i a happy or emo person??,,, sigh... gotta sleep now.. tomoro work againnn... T_T

at jalan hang tuah... our 1 day trip to malacca.. time to go back... **pic taken in cher's car**
a pic to represents my mind at this moment...

reasons i post this up:
**cos of the 1st pic in this blog
**cos i havent filter my picssss from "down the memory lane, malacca.... bla bla bla... lotsa them"
**cos i feel loved wen i c natural smile..
**cos i feel extremely stress wen things went rocky
**cos i've been working n no time to edit pics..
**cos,,, cos i love all my frens... all my readers.. so i have to update this spider-web-ed blog.. hahaha

~1st day~

2009-05-11T22:15:00.004+08:00

working 1st day.. woke up in the morning.. clean myself n prepare to work.. walk out of my hse to bus stop.. fan all the way.. oh ya.. saw noob king too.. well reach work far too early.. sit there wait bout 1 hour only get to my place.. n so.. lalalalala blalablalabla..

nothing special happen.. like usual.. 1st nothing to do.. then busy... infact very busy.. ot jor.. take taxi home cos sky turns dark dee.. queue like as if u r getting some free gift.. the queue was so so so long.. got home.. turn on laptop.. n here i am... blogging

my tag n notebook.. aww the notebook so nice... *me love notebooks*

early of my working day.. i was asked to read bout company style guide.. which directly reminds me of esper.. i still remember the enjoyment being in esper.. where v rush together.. work in wenny place.. print n present.. those were the days.. company style guide almost the same talk bout fonts, logotype, pantone color..

this is esper.. pantone 303 n 1025..*me love it muchy*

esper's souls.. 2 mouth smile widely opened, 1 closed mouth smile, 1 mmm, n 1 lao cha bor in the middle partially opened mouth.. hahaha... *my fav esper pic*

life goes on.. but i will always.. keep them in mind.. many ppl.. many things came across my mind today.. cos i was too free in the morning n afternoon.. tomoro is another day.. god bless me please..

~random number 2~

2009-05-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

life getting more ups n downs lately.. feelings r much more so random.. thoughts and imagination ran so wild in my brain.. ppl in my life come n go.. some we din even keep in touch anymore..
n now its end of a semester.. tomoro i'm goin2 work.. kinda emo now.. the feeling now is so alone... so lonely.. sighs.. life goes on.. nervous nervous for tomoro.. wth is wrong wif me.. worry too much.. thinking back it was as if yesterday was my 1st day to uni.. where my emotion was down to the max.. stepping into a whole new world.. need to find new cliques new frens n try to adapt.. there goes the emo me... even in facebook.. quiz oso say i'm an emotional person.. but my life was not so bad n will not b bad as well.. jus around this 2 months.. gone thru lotsa different stuff.. no doubt there's 1 week in my uni life for this sem.. slightly different.. ^o^

skip all those.. let me place some random pics.. the pics that pop into my mind right now.. the moment i miss so much

i really super miss those time v shoot the video.. relax n so nice havin a bunch of gals to ss wif..

fate.. terserempak poe at hot air balloon fest.. back in apr..

ss wif sweecheng as well.. ^o^

t4 lunch wif foo mei lee n her husband.. *act cute pic*

went back cls for ocac briefing to the kids.. i ss wif kak salina.. the science lab asst that always talk to me n well let me go to school late without jotting down my name.. still love her much ^o^

during exam i get so addicted wif rc..

this pic is my character n arrows to show the dilemma she's facing >.<" then yesterday went to malacca for 1 day trip wif the gals.. it was a fun day.. light n easy.. but 4 of us were like zombies cos the night b4 neither of us sleep b4 3am.. my 3am was the earliest compare to them.. haha

the only pics 4 of us together.. sticker pics.. wahaha.. *domo-mei aka nasty kun mm song*

our pics.. the fond memories...

cos of jealousy.. kcq squeeze domo... kesian kan??

life getting rocky.. tomoro is my 1st day workin in SONY for internship.. some of u asked me wat i did for the interview.. i wonder shud i post it here.. but since today is mother's day.. i'll post it here.. the theme given was mother's day.. they asked me to think of a sony product for mothers day n make a cover for it..

basically the short tagline i wrote says it all.. thats wat i think i thats wat i did.. pink was chosen as the main cos i wan my mom to stay young n happy.. this is jus a simple design i did.. happy mother's day to all mom in the world.. especially my mother...

bye all.. gonna sleep early.. working life start.. i hope i wont turn anti social.. if i do.. can some1 pls drag me out of the might-be-comin-misery??.. wish me luck for tomoro.. need it desperately...

~help needed~

2009-05-05T16:39:00.003+08:00

please help to fight against cruelty.. pulau ketam resident r getting those furry frens aka stray dogs to a deserted island n let them die there.. this action is totally inhuman n unforgiven... shud them end their life in hell.. i might sounds exaggerate but i wan them to b sorry for their inhuman action.. pls go read this 2 link..

skeleton in the island in this link.. u'll see ah girl, pls help.. ah girl's life is in danger.. those freaks r inhuman.. sadness..

rescue link this link, u'll see wats happening.. n how to give a helping hand to those pups..

pls help... pls....

~1st May 2009~

2009-05-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

hi all.. today is labour day.. while every1 shud take a rest.. many of my frens need to study for pengajian malaysia.. err.. so do i.. but i'm here blogging..

1st of may is a great day to every1.. especially me n my family.. it was 1st of may 2004 a small lil puppy was brought home.. milky n a bit stinky.. the poor lil puppy look so tiny n shakin.. i tot my fren did not let him eat b4 give him to my family... but i now i know she actually gave more than she shud.. haha.. baby was named berry at 1st then changed to lucky by ms IP.. i did not object much cos lucky was IP sis bday present.. cos at that time.. i cant accept the fact that v r adopting a new member.. i tot i will b sorry to mimi... but i was wrong...

lucky meant so much for each of us.. he might be naughty at times wen he bark at u.. but soon my lil boy melt my heart n makin me realise.. he is not replacing mimi but making his own landmark in ms IB's heart.. lucky became the precious of my hse since then.. today it is his 5th year in my family.. but me in pj n he is in pg accompanying mom on this labour day.. its great to have him at home.. if not mom gonna b lonely this year cos bro, me n IP in kl, sis in kluang n dad normally visit his sifu on this day.. last week.. went home.. as usual.. take my boy to a walk n run in the park.. but this time i took camua babea snap his pic.. regreting i use all raw files.. now the pic look a bit desaturate..

prince of my heart in the park...

my baby yawn of boredom when i was snappin some plants.. haha.. awww... he is such a babe.. ^o^...

my baby was actually lookin at the fish.. mom feeding fishes in the park.. as usual he look curious.. ^o^

thats my mom n baby lucky... lucky was looking at tortoise.. hahaha.. big scary looking tortoise

after go to the park.. as usual.. he gotta have his shower.. n wif me showering him.. he will get his fingernails cut too... will neva let other ppl cut his nails.. cos those ppl cut too deep til hurt my baby.. arrgghh.. lalala.. baby have his weekly shower... ^o^

after his shower.. sure show me an innocent face.. asking for snacks n oso sleep on my bed.. haha.. as usual.. there's always the answer.. "yes boy, nah ur snack"

of cos.. after a tired day.. he shud sleep.. on my bed.. looking at me blogging n msn.. ^o^

ppl always say i spoil him.. but wat i wan is to make him happy n me happy... like those dog show says.. to us he is a pet but we r his everything.. if its not cos of lucky.. i still will think i'm unable to accept any new dog.. i will tot of being unfair to mimi.. but now.. i know.. they r both equally important to me.. lucky dun jus loved by me, but of cos whole family.. if any1 try to hurt him.. i'm so gonna kick his ass or he'll be sorry for it.. hahaha.. i'm serious..

laptop pic...

this was taken last year.. wen i'm finish work part time in exa.. baby always jealous wen i play yahoo games n will try to get some attention... by kissing me ^o^

parents ss wif my laptop oso.. papa is hugging lucky instead of me.. but i dun mind.. every1 loves lucky boy.. ^o^

dear lucky baby... happy 5th anniversary.. this year i did not count down cos i dun wan u to fall sick again.. each time i count down for anything.. something bad will happen T__T

**ok must start study pengajian malaysia
**today i'm really happy
**goin back penang on this comin sunday.. to suprise mommy
**yeah i love suprising ppl.. hahaha...
**pics in the park til baby on my bed.. taken wif potrait lens *note for angelene*

~RanDoMs~

2009-04-29T18:59:00.004+08:00

the title was named.. randoms.. not random.. cos lately my life is so so random.. i can b real happy go lucky in another second.. i turn emo.. yesterday was a blast or more to worst night ever.. the dreams was so real..
1st dream.. not a dream actually... its the usual thing.. i feel i'm falling from a high place.. terjaga terus...
2nd dream i cant recall but not a fond 1...
3rd dream was the worst nightmare ever...

this is how my 3rd dream goes.. 1st me n jane was talking in my room.. love lane room to b precise.. as usual v talk alot.. suddenly v smell smoke n feel suffocated.. then open the door.. next door which dun look like love lane hse anymore.. on fire.. when v hurry n run out from there.. i saw my aunt.. using a padlock wif a huge steel chain.. locking the gate.. v beg but she showed us her evil smirk.. it was so scary... then we run to another exit.. a fren of ours.. wif her small eyes holding a key.. the padlock key.. again v ask her to open but she said.. some1 pay her to lock us here.. v said we'll pay double.. but it was too late.. jane n i.. run everywhere.. back to my room.. but window.. dun look like love lane's.. i pull n pull the window grill.. it was then opened.. i asked jane to climb down 1st.. cos i say.. still got time to save leopea n camua babea.. *the dream was so real until my laptop n camera appears* n oso pack my purple white checker.. as if it was reality.. i climb down wif leg shakin n trembling cos i'm afraid of height.. at the end of my dream.. i say thank you to mimi... cos to me it was her that saved both of us.. the dream then become so confusing wif lotsa ppl.. some1 pat my head.. gave me a cozy and warm hug but b4 i can say a word.. he walked away leaving me alone in the dark wif lotsa surrounding voice.. i'm scared... dream turns more scary which i dun really remember... then i'm awake.. at 5sumting in the morning.. awake wif my face wet..

dream was so real.. b4 i sleep.. i was chatting wif jane on how doom i am this semester.. doin badly in animation, photography 3rd assignment made me a shit.. how bad i did my papers unprepared.. n how am i suppose to make a booklet that sony will take me in as interns.. for jane.. she told me bout her upcomin examination.. both of us were so emo...

at around 6sumting i continue my booklet.. i shud not call it a booklet cos they din ask me make a book.. plurk n RC at the same time.. then i finally got a frame for my work.. but it was 12noon.. i promised myself to send it b4 2pm.. but.. i sent it around 215pm.. feel abit loose after press "send"...

there's so many randomness in me.. n yes.. i did promise myself not to post any non-pictorial post in this blog.. miss ib now would like to post some random shots..

this pic edited alot.. cropped, desaturate it and add some clouds effect cos tangerine feel my pain this morning.. she too becomes emo..

later then miss ib too lazy to edit pics.. tangerine look happy in this pic.. afterall life wasn't so bad with miss ib as her "mom" since 2002..

tangerine enjoy the rain.. thou it was just awhile.. but better than nothing..

besides tangerine.. another random pic i will post is.. my story book.. this book is good.. with romance wif thrills.. at least its not just about feeling.. i've finish it.. anyway this book is not recommended for shallow minded ppl.. awww.. this book drives me crazy til i neglected my boring notes..

n yes.. borrowed from UTAR..

n my bookmark is my tiny lil "colorful notation" bookmark.. *assignment leftover*

another set of super old pics.. for my assignment.. one of the noisiest assignment ever.. err not that v fight.. its a norm.. it was fun to make the studio more lively.. n abit wet cos i cant control the water spill... v clean after snap... lalalala~~

clearly stated of who did wat.. this was for my assignment which at the end i got no time to do it.. but now i edit for fun..
the color is complimentary wif the ball in the wine glass.. personally i like the purple lighting wif yellow ball most.. but i like them all.. they r my pics... mine.. O.o yeah mine.. haha...

at the end of today.. i finally have my emoness level reduced by 50%... cos around 6pm.. i receive a call.. from sony... they r offering me to work as intern.. they like the work i did for them*the work remain in my leopea, will not post it here*... i'm so glad n extremely happy.. during the call.. i feel my heart beating at very fast pace.. cos the call was not in good reception..

my last random picture will b emo pic of mr lucky.. aka love of miss ib life.. i realize he neva appear here b4.. how can my boy neva get to appear in my blog.. as i'm gonna start workin real soon.. i wont get to go back hometown so often or long.. will miss every1 at home n same goes.. they will miss me too..

this is my boy.. emo-ing on my bed.. awww...

**tonight i hope there will be no nightmares..
**tomoro i hope for the best.. my offer letter n dealing wif utar too..
**will not study for pengajian malaysia.. better try read history
**i feel so random now.. still.. random...
**i got so much pics to post... but.. i post the randoms....
**kill my lazy worm n start study n post my blog wif pics...
**bye... yeah i know this is another long winded post of mine.. as usual...

~west lake.. da sunset~

2009-04-24T19:51:00.003+08:00

sunset oh sunset... i always love sunset.. sunset plays with colours.. from complementary colors to split complementary then analogous.. i gotta say.. i'm not just lovin it but totally obsessed over sunset.. too many sunset moment i spent alone.. sitting alone under the coconut tree back in tanjung bungah or batu ferringhi.. this time i'm not alone..

gosh... the orange colored sky...

the color is so warm... the sun starts to wave bye bye to me...

birdies flying home..

the blue pinkish sky... how i wish to stay there..

even the lake have colors reflected.. nicely toned blue n orange on the surface.. awww... that pretty moment.. ^o^

my last picture inside west lake pathway... then was rushed to get out from there... sobs.... i dun feel like leaving thou....

after this... we went makan makan...

oppss... b4 i forget... faces of the day... ^o^...

when we 1st reach... i asked for all the ss pics.. cos pembuli using wide angle lens..
now i realized the benefit of wide angle.. for ss purpose..

i personally.. super like this pic.. nice background too.. cloudy n windy day ^o^... got 1 old pakpak standing behind as our background too.. ^o^

like the background color.. but not me... T__T hair start messy after those wind.. damp wind made me hair out of control... blablabla.. but i still like this pic.. wahahaha... forget to intro the ppl in pictures.. guy in blue is hwei han aka tourguide/didi, gal in black is me aka miss ib aka cmei, guy in green is kelvin

bye all.. will leave this blog awhile til.. monday.. perhaps..